perhaps i may be crying

Carpe Diem

Mixed for Rafeal Wilks [Drawing]

everythingaintwhatitseems ~ prod. stoopidxool

Out everywhere!
distrokid.com/hyperfollow/afroless/one-not-two-feat-iamkingsolo

Honestly been low confident on dropping and feeling like Im wasting anything I have with music so, im gonna try to drop more. I hope you guys enjoy this song, just bee exhausted recently physically n emotionally.

Beat:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TOwMGeaTjY



Maybe it’s best 
Im@one not two
But feeling blue
Finding the clues 
What’s the truth 
I’m sitting n Ponder
I wonder, when I’m 
Not with you 
Am I a listener 
am I a quiter 
If we fell threw

Maybe I’m doomed to being alone 
Love has been hurting too much to loan 
Is this what means to be truely in love 
I’m stuck in abyss and I ain’t getting up 
I’m begging you begging you get out my head 
ruinIN these other cuz I can’t forget
Imprinted my memories thinkin owned me 
I’m scared of quitting when you already left me 

Maybe it’s best 
Im@one not two
But feeling blue
Finding the clues 
What’s the truth 
I’m sitting n Ponder
I wonder, when I’m 
Not with you 
Am I a listener 
am I a quiter 
If we fell threw

I wonder if we 

@imaybekingsolo
maybe i been on my own too long 
overthinkin in the late nights
maybe it’s me i talk too crazy when we vibin on facetime
i don’t wanna open up too fast baby girl that takes time
introspection fight yo demons while i face mine
i see how we fittin
im scared of emotion cause it’s been a minute
a fragmented human with tainted ambitions
im more than the stats im outside the percentage
im scared of the hurt that comes after we’re finished
maybe it’s best 
im one not two
im in my head i been feelin real blue
fuck competition not fightin no dude
but know all of this shit gonna come down to you

One Not Two Ft. IamKingSolo (prod. KYRIGOZ)

produced by ayena
guitar by ttthou 
mixed, mastered, and performed by ayena 
inspired by jd

♥️

i wish i could feel your skin 

wish i wasn’t alone 

witnessing new parts of me

i’ve become familiar with bone

are my friends really my friends or did i make them in my head 

do they really hate me or is it just me hating instead 

…

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in red
hmm

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in,
red

my memories painted in red
my memories painted in red 
i know 

my memories painted in red 
my memories painted in,
red

♥️

memories painted in red

POPOUT

Okay!

lyrics:
괜찮은 척 하자 
어차피 니 계획 아니야 
넌 나를 밀어내야 해 
you’re killing me 
나를 내보내 

꽃처럼 피어나다 
그러나 그들은 직후에 죽는다 
(yea)

you know i love you
but fuck you 
act like i’m worthless 
ima show you
(show you)
watch how fast you’re into me
i bet you’ll be into me 
let’s see if your into me 
i think you’ll be into me 
i think you’ll be into me 

la la la la uh huh
날 죽여 

“나는, 혼란스러워”
“i don’t love you anymore” 
“사랑해”

let's pretend we're okay

what did I do

tell me a joke

sorry4dying

Tantrum (Pace Yourself)

rises the moon

( I don't respond to msgs about this song / EDs ; thx u for listening ♡ )

Resources:

NEDIC (The National Eating Disorder Information Centre): https://nedic.ca
NIED (National Initiative for Eating Disorders): https://nied.ca
ANAD (National Association of Anorexia Nervosa and Associated Disorders): https://anad.org
NEDA (National Eating Disorder Association): https://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org
NEDA (Hotline - call or text (800) 931-2237) : https://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/help-support/contact-helpline
N.A.M.E.D. (The National Association for Males with Eating Disorders): https://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/named-merger

another day goes by

Jeanette - El Muchacho De Los Ojos Tristes [ S l o w e d + R e v e r b ]

Clairo- Bubble Gum

Edit:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQmjYrgcCRg&list=PLEQouQ-6wufdnmxFCTYUFxXERoC9kk4jP&index=2&t=0s

(i did not edit this!)

what did I do

akikö