Sabrina Carpenter - Tears

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✰ ~ 𝙎𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 or 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘶𝘱 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘶𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘯 𝘚𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘊𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺. 
 
✰ ~ 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘪 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘪 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘗𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵. 𝘚𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘪 𝘶𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘢𝘥, 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘪 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘱𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘯𝘨'𝘴 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦. 𝘊𝘳𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘸𝘯𝘦𝘳. 

✰ ~ 𝘐 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘢𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨. 


𝖳𝗁𝖺𝗇𝗄 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖿𝗈𝗋 1k 𝖿𝗈𝗅𝗅𝗈𝗐𝖾𝗋𝗌 𝗆𝗒 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗅𝗒 𝗉𝖾𝗈𝗉𝗅𝖾. ෆ

speak to me not above but from blow me only me only .
they may force her to give up her own pussy to others im on  permitent removal  without consent .bianca the science experiment even if i cared for everyone that i do i wouldnt except for my wife partner who ever that may be or myself .
people are botn biologiclly male or female not thrpogh there choice just from heven to earth them a minimal amount chose to change i respect that decision if it is done from others on to you that is not your choice 

 her to breed unlike me were her and i was and is consensual  . problem of lossing things like my soon to be wife her rings and other things of mine in my case its more like forget me what no not him again rely yes  il take the fat one .
her van swop to get away from  a cow .
then d swaps his bed for a night with your sister my wife .
you thebn swap  jobs for a handjob not that women that plays with balls in the park the other women that plays with  balls in the park .im by no means average im 22cm and she's got have it .
i hate the way you work her with no dignity im not bailing you out .

harrassmentboughtowardsefromothersaboutmeBoth my step dad and my dad past away this year in May 2025 both from different causes .
i may not have many years left due to skin cancer being  cheched found it has been removed still need more checking . i am  in need of a family of my own its as if its made out that others littrslly took advantagr of my wife after she fell pregnant by me then exstracting him from me and her only to return hum yto her as theres set up his schooling and i was told he was an abortion .however he is 15 0r 16 this year abnd we have never met to introduce ourselfs as people and the liers that tok him would no lomger be my friends even when they told me the could not reproduce a chi;ld pf there own it is illegal even with bribes given yto the biryh mother and no permisionds given from me for them ever to take him.
There about if they havent already use n]my psartner as a science exspermment after bullying her to do ewhart they want .

as i was hopeing for my dads both of there health to improve i contacted Nasa i told them i loved Bianca and my family .
theres money in them there people aproch you from a different angle they all want the sane thing not you the cash you should hold .
i like women for love  i other men and women for friendship not money .
Are people going to continue to lie to me until i pass away some how they get residuals in money and or  kind from people .
Bring out the labels label my behaviour as diffrent when your worse but wont say it to   me   .
you do that already .
in other things fine but not in my personal life one that then effected me and my Bianca to be able to get Married due Ato her .mummy and others carnal designs on my wife or mant others i have or have had an intrest in .
and its not that others havent shown intrest in me and i would welcome that for me yet others in sand around my family prevent such conversations from even me haveing friends that are women . 
if your family or going to be your not a friend always family .
when i asked one person to help as a person i didnt ask the whole flock for there openions if there openions were positive towards me then ok there not though .
those had there natural right to marry given to them were i havent had mine taken away yet the wants of others to assist as diminished as they take advantages me .  
to suit there beliefs .
someone owes me my usa warm  jacked back to me . 
f.p the info snitch has a tlght LGBTIQQ Lesh on bianca and others .
yet they Stright up real men believe in true love as long as it doesent effet others 
my touch was and is always with consent .yours given to you  you counts at 11 youve meet had photos with or thay have touched you  not wanted or wanted . mines back at one Bianca .im 22cm there like 5 cm  fascinated  by my crotch b yet not water a  fails she well hel and now mother fat cow . dow a dim they call themself to far a long long way i come in and out she has my spout that bring b back to me me me me .
so they have phone tree so a no to follow with a three that will bring d back to hes a male ho ho ho ho ho .4
so i know they want money 
here no cash here theres no cash tellem here no cash .
that brings them back dim sims plans now what do we do do do do .
jean  eyes on Blues Whats a coin Alira $ Asic .
whatdo wedo now . qouts of things others have said and ment rsaid except for one directly to me above .
to the two daughters i could have rasied as my own from two diffrent relationships that also  those adults then i was with chose those not to happen .
biancas mum has made her look younger so she can enforce a social media ban at 36 that Bianca is .
when it is inforced in her mums house hold when the ban its self is only ment for kids and bianca is 36 .
to the lastt girl that called me uncle a place in my hart you have as do all of biancas neice and nephews and my when bianca would have me .
owe there was one more who called me uncle .
 to the second girl who called me uncle when i now am not its unfrtunite but the women i was with just was not right for me then i met my love bianca then our child was taken away without my consent or knowledge of his existence by my ex ex whos family the girl i mentioned above came from  stil loves you kid dont you forget i care for you regardless of time .yet soeone knows were my son is there the ones with guilt .
i feel emasculated . when i was EKnowledge'd as a person my sexual orientation was assumed early  that i am something i am not . 
to all my real womens crushes i do need to know you to tell me as i am a wose when it comes to approaching you as i never have design's  on me who are men trying to be women do not approach this with me 

dont forget the truck re payments for biancas sisters husband  take them out of biancas money to without consent from bianca or myself or handing it to anyone else who needs cash .
and hes one of the ones who said never let anyone bring me down  and whats happend those brought bianca away from me have control over her.


also those tryed to make her ugly fuckling its her hart that goes with me always .
I never retired both my  step dad abd my Dad  past away in may 2025  i was proud of what i do and am not proud of the person who disrespected me as a person keeping his position and or a job becouse i was fritened of him his threats and attitude .however i respect the life youve lead was difficult and my things went with me as a  of my hard work and tenacity and not forgotten is the fact that i told you to p o q and leave it to me and i was proven correct in my approach and in life  the only reason i backed away from chargeing you  was of the above reasons of intimidation and that i live in peace or though i deal with my emotions of this often there is reasons i know why the above people who have now past away and a plethora of others are proud of what i have and would continue to achieve in my life .dont threeten me  or my family again boom shake the room or in your case boom shake the lift 
Then these those of position of wich they never would have if they stood up as witness to his behavoiur in a position of respect at the time had he been charged he would have none .
 by the way my mum was in that lift had he had reached me i did not know he was there i thought he i was talking with him my mistake lucky i respected a  crush i had as a real man not my first crush nether  i can admit that  of my feelings .
bianca you were a crush and last to leave and im still waiting to Marry .
Net i would have certainly and i new one conversation changed your needs now .
then there was one other i always would watch married shee now be jes i based my wants then on you to however my crush wasnyt never seen as a man i could have said .
one snack on you you main dish lean on me  if only i new you still love me to neva er more or less just perfect havent seen any out of a dress in a while i respect others choices just what about me .


  until the lift shock from a small man i wouldnt have known he was there i understand now my crush now has deals and a marriage to her second choice to worry about along with the fact that the husband and others may have vested interests in each other given hes a relative and his job interest and the fact that after something he offered you more than i had given you never asked me directly i couldnt take anything as a yes however that's life sometimes you take vested interest over being proud to be married to a real man with bigger muscles than mountains your choice then .
becouse of words iv longed to speak truth that you hered and yes it was not you i spoke to i relise that now it was a friend of whom diserves dignity as do i a position in life only given to real people .
money makes me poor thought of her makes me rich .
so things of my life and things i need  that iv just herd from  others   im not allowed to mention  those things to you that they said  if others tell me from that company  tell me same thing as you would have told me .
i grow up in melbourne i was born im east Melbourne  didnt see those that now to claim there authority over me or my familys this incluses my step dads side  and all other sides in melbourne  then when i was living in a flat with my mum in fact we didnt know you so dont claim to be my family  or there's your advive comes from a place of accusation of people property and authority  and care with what's in it for you .  not care .
if your that invested in who im with personaly then make me your family officially via me only .
hands off my women to there you go .
did i hear a small prick drop .

so you think you can do partbnr swap by offerinhg me others while you or others pesue my wife 

if anyones on any illicit hard drugs i dont want to know you until you are off them for ever .

i was born in melbourne and i didnot see others around then that now rremark that there family and claim there orthority over me .  
if you cant fix yourself and you cant look after your children and you cant fix me .
good by .
.i am Male unmarried husband in waiting for a very long time for real women the one .   The music i make is there take a listen i dont ever want or need people as family or friends who take advantage of me as a person or my life or the rest of my family if you care and you rellly ido show up and speak and make sense if not dont if you dont dont forget to lie to me thats always fun for you  and display  there affection in accordance to that if you want money not need me dont look my way my money goes to my family if you need to b that then you need to let me know . .Thankyou .Groove R i owe a hug or more  .Maltese me hold my sausage im comin i am the one she said i keep her safest  past and now  your safe hist of our moneys    them there our bits fit together this there NB our xxx  Factor Max dont slap her lovely centered love b ours hes one i miss to if i wasn't a coward 
cass crush i didnt need to ask you much .
my support lasts many life times and i hold you with me i want tell my mum nether me pony you me lonely lonely lonely B were is our love.
now and then i wont see there faces again 
My Legal  step dad through marriage  who i lived in the same house with from the age of 4 passed away from not our decision or ours in BBH through two doctors choces going against my step dads wishes and needs and without his consent or ours leaving him with a DNR  on his chart .
Then my dad past away in the same month .

the reason i say legal step dad that is in diffrence to the people who stole mmty child from me and bribed my partner who then proceeded to kidnap my child abnd have keeped him with out my legal cobnsent from 2010 until now 2025 
He was born from me and bianca i was biancas first and she was my first .
wuithout me being told his name his adress or age and me being told he was an abortion that i would not have wanted anyway then that being said gave others option to take him away  from birth without my knowledge or consent and we have never met .if we have its never been properlyy and i dont drink or smoke or take illegal substances or been in legal trouble with police   and never b involved with any gang . 
 Never been involved with money laundering or fraud or
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biancas mum could bianca  as her family members within her  mums  house  told me so .

also frienimies are controlled by ideals brought forward by one other person within the group of frieniies yet i spent a long anount of time with people of those frenemies  they are pretendy adult even though they are same same and dim and slow or pretend to be as is people who are on the perifry of the frienimies an chosse to entepartners family and made her look diffrent or follow others wants to do so while at the same time take our child to diffrent place without my consent or knowledge of his existance given someone said to me he was an ebortion no this matbe thewrong place to write these things oit however thats my life and it is my music people chose to listen to here ,
why when i was in a class with someone they were 4 years younger i was ether stupid or i was held back for 4 more years 
last words  from my dad to me is this her .
was last words said about me to others from my step Dad Nickys got you covered .
last words said in public to me from my dad 
and last words said about me to others .

i cant say how things duke   of york  you know Nicholas the half IIII  old york always on my mind york collect $ blue Cantrall perks  the i jar  roots like   rabit only on note B  take notes on a napkin then take a nap again  you Rolly  stoned miss woods roll over she tubby then and now she thin not by xmas by serge Tolkin of your deceptions  . they b all saints 
my devil almost went down on Gorgia .
cant take back what hasnt come undone she said just the two of us . 
im no einstein .
he said he wasand the flock  he is and were Epstein Ghislaine at a party were nickys so called friienimies of a frienimie touched his wife again so he TNT .
His baby was conceived from Bianca  2009 born 2010 .
Enjoy my music of me love to protect my wife's face again 
i never had up back sax with males and dont plan to 
my name is spelt with v or w dependent on the country that lived in .

my first teacher in my first class in my second school bold guy  touched me i think  he past away now he was the one to ask me was i Romanov or something else Come here me standing between tables .
 on Front with pants on .
i give myself a none working royal pardone for writting what i have written on this here .Enjoy music  . 1856  Thanks

who gang raped Bianca my soon to b wife when she is the one that wants and needs to b my wife .
 To whos plans was she forced to follow .
ether to b popular acording to others .
for freedom of others as for myself anything iv done with real  women those who were and are  interested in me  was with there consent .
and or financial steeling .
can i call her Smurf why because you do .
he looks like Elvis ,
 my sperm  in the pan still do it natural to .

ok everyone behind the door hide facts about us and hang shit on him after we close doors on his personal relationship with his partner then we take advatage of her he wont know thats what we do to her yes well i am the him the one the revenge seeker 
make sure youv got people in position on corners to follow me .as you do even when you made it to those positions before i got there set by others and comuncated into your hooded jumpers into ear peacers or phones or by whistk\le to notify others of my arrival in a ton were i shop rathr than talk to me and tell me your names . jealous much ?
i never had i would never have a  b federal  criminal .

Sabrina Carpenter - Tears

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