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Sorrow - Thaís Cristine
Lyrics by Thaís Cristine Erb
Instruments and Production by Eduardo Galera
Recorded at Mu.Sick Studios (2024)

Artist Commentary: “Sorrow” is a song I feel deeply connected to and proud of. Its musicality reflects a subtle integration of my Brazilian roots, and the lyrics come from a place of real emotional honesty - something I value in everything I create. This song was born from a moment of deep internal conflict: the sorrow I experienced in response to a situation I deemed unfair and saddening. I struggled with putting my feelings into words. But ironically, that very silence is what led to this song. Once I recognized what I couldn’t express, the music helped me find the words. I believe Sorrow will resonate with people who think deeply, feel intensely, and often carry unspoken pain that others might not validate. If this song brings you a sense of recognition, comfort, or emotional solidarity, then I’ve fulfilled one of my greatest hopes as an artist.

Lyrics:

Sorrow:

How come when I try to say all the pretty words
It feels like nothing like myself, no, this isn’t me
How come I’ve said everything but it’s not enough
The words ain’t channeling much, no
It’s flawed their energy

Of love and remorse
I feel love, I feel regret too
I’m not in love, but I have loved you
I have no lied, I haven’t lied to you

Oh, I feel dishonest when I’m not lying 
Because I mistrust myself all the time
That’s what you did, love
Oh, feel inconvenient when I reach out
But they’re my feelings, they should be let out
Need to honor them too, oh

How come, the years have passed but the sorrow won’t
I’m feeling stupid, I’m feeling quite low, you told me to move on
How come I have a secret you’re like a god, oh
Seems like my spirit needs the real one, now that you’ve replaced him

Não soube amar, meu amor
Não quis me amar e me deixou
Por que cantar sobre a dor? 
Não posso falar, por isso canto 

Oh, I feel dishonest when I’m not lying 
Because I mistrust myself all the time
That’s what you did, love
Oh, feel inconvenient when I reach out
But they’re my feelings, they should be let out
Need to honor them too, oh

Closure, I sought revenge for closure
I thought revenge was closure
Maybe revenge was closure, closure
Closure, I sought revenge for closure
I thought revenge was closure
Maybe revenge was closure, closure
You hurt me with my sword

Sorrow

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ballade dans un atelier imaginaire   ballad in an imaginary workshop

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Perspective

(First Verse)
No, I don’t want you to die
Yes, you heard me 
Said nasty things
I sent you bad energy 
Yes, you heard me
Yes, I said it

(Second Verse)
But I don’t want your demise 
Though, yes, it feels like I was killed
You had to choose between you and me
And yeah, you didn’t choose me

(Pre-Chorus)
‘Cause anyone else’s perspective
You’d rather reject it 
Just in case it don’t serve your needs 
Anyone else’s depression
Bad feelings, complexes
They don’t matter
To you I don’t exist

(Chorus)
‘Cause you chose yourself
Yeah, I was wrong
You did have loyalty 
You always chose yourself
Damn, was I wrong
You’ve always been loyal to your needs 

(Third Verse)
No, I don’t want you to die
Though I said it, 8 swords ‘round me  
You can’t believe the nice girl was mean
Found your wound, then poured some salt in it

(Pre-Chorus)

(Chorus)

(Bridge)
And now there’s no Christmas
There’s no real love
There’s no, no magic for me

And now there’s no sister 
No dad, no mom
No happy birthday to me 

And now there’s no true love
Blue skies, blue shirts 
No prince, no apologies 

And now there’s no Yvoire
There’s no blue house
There’s no, no castle for me

(Outro)

Healing from you
Will bring me peace, will bring me peace
Gotta be loyal to myself now 
Closure’s in me, closure’s in me

Credits
Vocals: Thaís Cristine Erb
Lyrics: Thaís Cristine Erb
Melody: Thaís Cristine Erb, Eduardo Galera
Instrumentals & Production: Eduardo Galera, Ilia Frey
Mixing & Mastering: Ilia Frey
Co-Producer: Thaís Cristine Erb
Studio: Mu.Sick Studios (Bern, Switzerland)
Cover Art: Thaís Cristine Erb
Photography: David Erb
Release Date: 10.28.25

Perspective

Thousand years have passed and my memories come back, it was the time of knight of the fortresses and minstrels" from the future we change the past Artificial Intelligences kills the creative souls of humanity  " HERE NO AI " "MUSIQUE COSMOLOGIQUE". Experimental improvisation laboratory since 2007 "Cosmosonic Music"  Art finds its strength in repression and constraints"  SOUND CREATION.  Original electronic keyboard, continuous creative activity  "Uzeste  New Aquitaine FRANCE"...  Nous vaincrons ensemble le doute, tous nos fantômes de mort et de peur n'y pourront rien, nous sommes chevaliers de la Terre et chevauchons les mondes imbriqués l'un dans l'autre.
D'un univers sans fin à un monde solide, d'une cage de feu à un nuage heureux, le passage étroit jouxte la lumière de la nuit obscure. Force de renoncement à tout, espace intime et infime de la vie.
La musique est lumière dans les ténèbres, tout est vibration, la fin est mot ou le nom d'une porte, même les murs de la plus dure des pierres sont des voiles légers pour l'âme sur l'étincelle de vie. "original sound paintings " .We shall overcome together the doubt, all our ghosts of death and fear will do nothing there, we are knights of the Earth and are astride the imbricated worlds one in the other.
Of an endless universe to a solid world, a cage of fire in a happy cloud, the narrow passage adjoins the light of the dark night. Strength of renunciation of everything, intimate and tiny space of the life.
The music is light in the darkness, everything is vibration, the end is word or the name of a door, even the walls of the hardest some stones are veil light for the soul on the spark of life..  
"Thanks to the Earth and the Nature for all their benefactions " see you soon, I wait for you, I am your consciousness, I am the happy being, the one who grows and forms in the wet clay of infinite times, in the wind of the storms where the grace of the thick spell of the blue waves carries the brightness. "  " remerciements à la Terre et la Nature pour tout leurs bienfaits "A bientôt, je vous attends, je suis votre conscience, je suis l’être heureux, celui qui pousse et germe dans la glaise humide des temps infinis, dans le vent des tempêtes où la grâce de l’épais sortilège des vagues bleues porte la clarté." "création de peintures sonores originales"

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