me tiME

“I don't think I'm gonna make it, 
but don't take it from me
When it's time to meet my maker, 
I'll be ready for em” 💀🔜🪦
SoundCloud =Everything to me

Since I met u in the game I loved your character every part of it and it hurts when I think about u didnt told me how u really are just to don't make me worry. After I saw a picture of u I finally put a face to your laughts, story's and much more just because of that my love manifested it in my heart. i didn't remember a single day were I didn't met u it was so boring and sad I didn't know what to do with my life and u given me a reason to see the world to shine to appreciate it and learned it to love u give me a reason that's u my reason, my reason to live, to get better grades and soo many more I would write It down but maybe the space to say all this wouldn't be enough. because of u I got away of suicidal thought and rescued my life twice without knowing it I know u wanted a loss of contact but every single day I wake up with a dream about u all day thinking about u what ur doin or how u are every night with a voice mail as my bedtime story I cried so many times just because I couldn't met u, see u in real life, touch you, hear you ure voice gives me till now butterflys I'm my stomach with a big sadness u meant and still be my everything without u I'm just a bag of meat  I miss u so often it hurts every time more I feel the emptiness in my heart, my mind I got addicted to you in a good way everyone I said my only love left me said there are many girls for me but nobody could dig my true self out of all the lies I Said like u I didn't even know my true self u discovered it I did so many stupid mistakes but the last was Just self-destructive stupid I'm so sorry that I made u sad I didn't wanted to do this you're my reason if I could I would erase all the mistakes but it happend its past I thought but u were so sad I'm so sorry my reason I hurt u so badly I hope u will give me in the future a chance to show I chaneced every night I listen to your video were u said u would love me and we will do every holiday together some day at this point .

me tiME

Emerson Vernon