ty for all the lov on this :D
@domerrz
@lilac

[@domerrz]
I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

I cant look her in the eyes
you move forward, left me behind
while I cant stand to live a lie
I wish I could just rewind

cuz I've been stuck in a rut
blinded by your love
I just cant move on
got me throwin up

and I think I'm done
done feeling numb
everything uve done
always comes back around

yea i tried too hard
just 2 end up all scarred
u break my heart
left me falling right apart in the rain
I've lost my escape
I'm rotting away where I stand

and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead
and nothing feels real I feel like I'm better off dead

I start to think I lost it all
and maybe I've fallen down to far
and u just go ignore it all
so I start to think that I cant love at all
I've shattered into pieces
don't know what to believe in
maybe I was destined to feel this way

I feel damaged to my core
push me to the side, you throw me down
collapsing on the floor
red roses when I look around
all these feelings, I can't manage
really I don't understand it
I just don't get how you feel
my heart shattered cannot heal

spotify

heal (lilac)

@1kkishin
please let's not do this again
girl you're so ignorant
drugs they be my only friend
take em like it's medicine 
think how good we might've been 
it's okay it always ends
it's too late to try again

I move on, no i cant take this
Please don't waste my time, i'm losing my patience 
I thought you were mine, you were his for the taking 
I'm losing my mind, my heart is breaking

(Kishin)

even if i try
i cant let go
knew it from the start
from the get go
ye u broke me down
did me so wrong
i cant even move on
think i learned my lesson
give af bout feelings
i repress them
it aint even worth expressing 
still got lots of questions 
but nah i aint even gna stress it
remember all those messages 
hate to admit it 
but im still attached to them
now its past tense

try again w/ kishin (victxrw)

prod @neohnq feat @twintee & @yyuskee
mastered by @chriad
cover art by @srrygate
lyrics : 
(@whyhaze)
 i promise we gon b alright
theres no need to cry
can u look me in my eyes
and tell you'llb fine
theres no need to lie (i swear this happens everytime)
u got no reason why (i swear this happens everytime)

i swear that it never works out (never works out)
my heart screams so loud for u....it shouts
wish i could give it all to u ive been trying 2 rip it out
bloodstains.. feels like everything is crushing
b honest, is this what u wanted
my death been calling
i got percs in my stomach
i got racks in the bank bb grl iv been thumbing
couldve been us.. (oh what couldve been us)

(@twintee)
I gave you my heart, 
No matter how hard I try
I never seem to get it right
Can u look me in my eyes
And tell me you'll b fine
I been up all night, 
I can’t sleep right
My heart screams so loud for u
Screaming scratching down my walls
My death been calling
So I have to follow
But I guess that's how it goes
Fairytales, I'm not used to them at all

(@yyuskee)
all these wasted times that I cant get back
U know I cant lie, she like u alright ?
no I dont know why, you still in my life
yeah there's no way out, Im tryna escape your sight
yeah I been tryna wipe you off my fucking mind
im throwing up
heart stopping 
no vital signs

Listen on spotify :D

what you wanted w/ 2504 & yuske (neohn)

Think of you (prod ohmygon)

ty to @remiliaxd for making the beat!! <3 and @owtiss for hopping on 
^_^

lyrics:
yea im running out of time
u keep on asking why
every reason that i give u always js deny
guess the truth is rlly out
u turned an evil eye
cuz the girl i loved the most js stabbed my heart out w a knife
 yea rlly said i loved u but i wish i never did
all these thoughts n memories i wish i could get rid of
i swear that im seeing things my mind is playin tricks
yea im so done w love yea im so done w trying

but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

@owtiss:
i js wna move on and go to better things
i dont need ur approval ik u wont let me >:(
wish u would accept me 
u told me im dead meat
n ur eyes r deadly
wish u never met me..
it's all in my head
i feel like im dead
i'll go to the next one as soon as i can
u dont understand me ;/
the texts that u sent me
wish u never met meeeeeee

(me)
but maybe its me
maybe i need to change girl yk u fuck me up
get u outta my brain
used to be all on my mind
thought of u everyday
used to sit w only u
now i sit thru the pain

sit thru the pain +owtiss (remilia)

first normal pluggnb song >.<
shoutout the bros @ilysean & @prodjayysoul for the beat <3
follow @user-241106459 and support bro when he drops <3
mastered by me (ofc)
we mixed our own vocals
[akayai]
chilling with the wolf pack feel like @angelino1k
chilling with @souls0ciety at a casino
bad bitch in my dms i think shes filipino
choppa too hot for you like a jalapeno

chilling with @breakupbreakdown from afflicted
hid the crimes that we commited
everything we do can not be scripted
i’m not who you think i am so don’t get it twisted 

(incoming @valberrie calling me a haze clone jk ily bestie)

me and @yureiclub yee we gonna show up
everywhere we go they scream @7inheaven7 yeah they know us 
pull out the scope yeah
we going around the globe yeah
only thing i know that there is all hope for us
[mika]
no, i’ve been here before 
but last time i didnt know 
no, i cant let this go
i’m going in with all my bros 

what can i say? wasn’t ready for this last year
but that was then, never knew that i could get here
heaven sent, though i swear the devil lived here
but i got i hope, you could see the stars from down here

ya ive been in the backseat waiting for the last 3 years 
no, no one’s gonna stop me, i don’t wanna stop me, dear

i promise i’ll be there, i promise that we’ll be 
everything we wanted, yeah i swear it’s not a dream 
it’s not 1 for 1, there’s too much just for me
i’m not eating good unless i’m eating with my team  <<<3333333333

around the globe + mikas (ilysean x jayysoul)

@diligencexs

lyrics:

im so tired i cant even open my eyes
but in my sleep i always seem 2 cry
another fight well im not even suprised :/
do u even care if im alright?

bite the bullet
dont know if ill survive
use me as ur own crutch
the one keeping you alive
i need comfort
and not the pseudo kind
i got too much of that from u
dont want us 2 be alike

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

im feeling all this sorrow
im losing all my trust in u will u be "here tomorrow?"
im running out of all my love do u have some 2 borrow?
or anything that makes me whole i feel so damn hollow...

i can feel
everything thats haunting me is it real?
everything thats taunting me in this ordeal
i can see everything u hide behind ur veil
stuck up in my head yea im stuck up in this hell

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

pseudo (diligence)

@brknglss <33
Sample - https://soundcloud.com/avril23/whats-good

tell me why you always switchin sides,
ur fuckin sick of me i see it in ur eyes
so why the fuck u tellin me that its alright
im poppin way too many pills so i might fucking die
ay bitch i fuckin hate u,
i wont be there next time u need me to save u
all u fuckboys talkin shit, i fuckin made u
never switch up on my day 1s yea i stay true
u see them scars up on my face bitch
light up this blunt bitch u know that ima face it
she wanna be with me dont know if she can take it
might jus give up ion know if ima make it
ay she think that im tryna make her proud
nah bitch i remember u was havin doubts
now u hittin up my line when i get me a bit of clout
i aint answerin my phone im inna function smokin loud

(i aint answerin my phone im inna function smokin loud, nah bitch i remember u was havin doubts)

i dont wanna talk,
tell that bitch she needa stop,
she keep hittin up my line so u know that she gettin blocked
and im not gon listen to yo new song yea that shit a flop
and i cannot fuck wit nun of them no i dont wanna talk

always switchin sides
tell me why you always switchin sides,
ur fuckin sick of me i see it in ur eyes
so why the fuck u tellin me that its alright
im poppin way too many pills so i might fucking die
ay bitch i fuckin hate u,
i wont be there next time u need me to save u
all u fuckboys talkin shit, i fuckin made u
never switch up on my day 1s yea i stay true

eyes (brknglss)

big cypher with some of my frIends ^_^ (tysm for the support recently)
thank you guys for being apart of this ily <3
@rewind214 @222bino @valberrie @law16lie @29cengi @1kidsora @lifegiverr @lukebike @breakupbreakdown @mis4ortune @sawlvy @ilyexotic @nvrfallen @noahsuri @bloodl3ak @alrunaxo @xternalz @sshiro @user-241106459 @i6neiru @gloomed
mastered by me ofc c;
s/o @gaugemountedthisone for mixing lukes vocals <3
s/o @tzunahmie for helping out aswell <3
s/o @yureiclub + @souls0ciety <3
prod @metisxx + @ton_bo0 <3
timestamps:
0:17 - 0:51 (me)
0:52 - 1:08 (rewind)
1:09 - 1:25 (vin0)
1:26 - 1:43 (valberrie)
1:43 - 2:00 (lawlie)
2:01 - 2:17 (cengi)
2:18 - 2:34 (kid sora)
2:35 - 2:52 (etterna/life)
2:53 - 3:09 (lukebike)
3:10 - 3:26 (breakupbreakdown)
3:26 - 3:43 (mis4ortune)
3:44 - 4:00 (sawlvy)
4:01 - 4:18 (eczotic)
4:19 - 4:35 (nvrfallen)
4:36 - 4:50 (noahsuri)
4:51 - 5:26 (bloodl3ak)
5:26 - 5:43 (alruna)
5:44 - 6:01 (xternalz)
6:01 - 6:18 (shiro)
6:18 - 6:35 (mika)
6:36 - 6:52 (i6neiru)
6:53 - 7:09 (gloomed)
7:10 - 7:44 (me again)
lyrics will be on genius or sum too much text smh

talk about it cypher

talk about it cypher + rewind, vin0, valberrie, lawlie, cengi, kid sora & more (metis x tonari)

IM BACK ty to @k4rson, @pw4prez, @skrena

lyrics:
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

@k4rson

(me)
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

heart bleeds +karson (sochi, skrena)

Changed up (prod. pray4solo x rckts x ayo g)

19 v <3
mgmt; @jichuuu
@yureiclub
@souls0ciety

around the globe + mikas (ilysean x jayysoul)

akayai

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