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@whyhaze
@crusifye 

i js cant forget ur face
like i thought we were perfect 
tell me what changed
like its almost october and these feelings cant get over it
but i swear that im trying 
said u love me think ur lying

thought i had it all 
till i lost ur heart 
time tears us apart 
wish we could restart 
do u hate me 
death bound it awaits me 
girl u kno u cant blame me 
walk in the mall im not saving 

stuck in this cycle yeah 
i cant go back but i wish i could 
js take my hand 
tell me if u would 
lets say goodbye hope its not for good

hope its not forever 
i cant go back i wish i could 
when i open up to u i js feel misunderstood 
u brush it off like its whatever 
off a pill im nodding off 
aint feeling better at all

would u tell me are you here to stay 
im sorry for everything im sorry im sorry
ur pressure is all on me 
till the weight crush my body
are we doing this without me
u can tell me 
its okay
but i wouldnt do it any other way 

i wont forget ur name 
i cant forget ur face
i aint feeling great 
my hearts stuck in a dark place
got me feeling pain
js wanted to say this to u
i did all of this for u

october +whyhaze (crusi)

the first single off my ep "love war"
more solos soon i promise
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @d1a6lo & @1-vtmns <3
[hook]
you never check if i’m alright
swimming in my own blood late at night
open the door if you're prepared what you'll find
cut my neck open with the sharpest knife
splattered blood all over the wall
shattered glass on the floor full of alcohol
i'm just someone you can't get back
thats what happens when the emotions attack
[pre~verse]
my memorys fading its fading away
can't remember the times when we would run and play
don't reminisce the past and wish you stayed
these are the consequences you have to pay
[verse]
i know i'm the one that you mainly hate
i know i'm the one that you didn't dream of today
物乞いをするのが嫌い
もっと上手くできたはず
even if you don't love me i'll always want you
and since you killed me i'll also haunt you
this is the love war i couldn't win
you look like the devil with that fucking grin
they only ask me what i'm gonna do next
i don't know i ran back to my little hole when i got her text (oh yeah..)
何をすればいいのか分かりません
i don't think the love war would of started if i knew
[hook]
you never check if i’m alright
swimming in my own blood late at night
open the door if you're prepared what you'll find
cut my neck open with the sharpest knife
splattered blood all over the wall
shattered glass on the floor full of alcohol
i'm just someone you can't get back
thats what happens when the emotions attack

my own blood

my own blood (dia6lo x vtmns)

w/ @akayaiog + @heyvilse
prod: @prod-rioxion + @carian4434 + @prodjayysoul

@anti-light
yeah, i got nothing to lose
though, i still wanna feel special
like i’m getting used to it
but still feel the pressure
i don’t see a future
in these meaningless pleasures
if this is all in my head
ain’t this still just like the usual?
yeah, i got nothing to lose
though, i still wanna feel special
like i’m getting used to it
but still feel the pressure
i don’t see a future
in these meaningless pleasures
and i can’t just play pretend
am i just scared or delusional?

@akayaiog
my heart be glissing just by me looking into your crystal eyes
my tears dont come out of my heart so you know that i never cry
im afraid of getting hurt so you know that i never try
the main thing on my mind is what happens when we die 

i can't believe it..
what i'm seeing..
do you see it?
you're betraying..
i felt so hurt i thought we had something very special
you felt so hurt about nothing you're just so sentimental 

@anti-light
come here and lit a fire
just wanna see you again
no need to redefine us
give me a reason to stay
your energy inspires
but things just don’t feel the same
still living in denial
been acting under your spell
until the play expires
until this waiting tires 
the story haven’t found us
this ain’t no freedom, it’s pain
now i’m deep in this cycle
still i keep you in my world
just leave it to desire
it’s only pain and regret, yeah

@heyvilse
i can't take it anymore, no i don't know who i am
lost myself when i got high, and i might do it again
i, thought you were the one, now i just want it to end
i did everything i could, but you chose to condescend

why the fuck would i keep going after everything you said?
why the fuck would i keep trying when you left me feeling less?
say you never loved me, well i never would've guessed
every second spent with you i wasted every breath

@anti-light
yeah, i got nothing to lose
though, i still wanna feel special
like i’m getting used to it
but still feel the pressure
i don’t see a future
in these meaningless pleasures
if this is all in my head
ain’t this still just like the usual?
yeah, i got nothing to lose
though, i still wanna feel special
like i’m getting used to it
but still feel the pressure
i don’t see a future
in these meaningless pleasures
and i can’t just play pretend
am i just scared or delusional?

Spotify

Nothing to Lose w/ akayai + vilse (rioxion x carian x jayysoul)

@anti-light
@xxomm
@prodjayysoul
@prodsennai
@prodmelik

@anti-light
you left me in this without a script
now i can’t act
something is choking my heart it sinks
i catch a thousand glimpses of you
shining so bright it stings
no matter what i think
it’s too much to face
i’ve been falling away from you

and i don’t wanna blame you
i just don’t want all this hate inside
hope that i can save it this time
think i’ve been holding on too tight
something is broken and shattered
you left me a life to find you
(i’m floating outside this realm)
come down and take me home now
come down and make me whole now

@xxomm
lately hella tuff for me
i havent seen you but i know that its still meant to be
i saw a glimpse of you, you were looking right at me
i cant tell shit apart
i been thinking lets restart
ima go up to the stars

you would like that wouldnt you
its out of my path i couldnt do it
im losin my time I thought of you
im losin my time its meant for you
i cant go no more im out of fuel
a glimpse of my fate inside of you

@anti-light
something is broken and shattered
you left me a life to find you
(i’m floating outside this realm)
come down and take me home now
come down and make me whole now
something is broken and shattered
you left me a life to find you
(i’m floating outside this realm)
come down and take me home now
come down and make me whole now

you left me in this without a script
now i can’t act
something is choking my heart it sinks
i catch a thousand glimpses of you
shining so bright it stings
no matter what i think
it’s too much to face
i’ve been falling away from you
you left me in this without a script
now i can’t act
something is choking my heart it sinks
i catch a thousand glimpses of you
shining so bright it stings
no matter what i think
it’s too much to face
i’ve been falling away from you

Glimpse w/ xxomm (jayysoul x sennai x melik)

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@han2k15

love letters stuffed in my backpack 
filled with the things that 
i cant get out to you
girl i just want you
but ur out of my league yea ur out of my league :(

its a high school love story hope its not tragic 
i js wna see her 
meet at the bleachers 
xo's i js want ur xo's 
meet me after class girl we're gna hit the road 

you know 
ur my favorite topic nothing can compete 
yeah ur smiles so sweet 
makes me knees so weak
ur my remedy 
sing you this melody 

so js give me ur love 
and ill give u my heart
ill give u everything i got 
look so good to me 
the girl of my dreams 
i hope we can be (be a thing)

school days (han)

the final song on my ep "love war"
tysm for all the support
mastered & mixed by me
produced by @kashik05 & @n4zzz <3
check out the new collective me and my friends made @bitchimwasted :o
tag by @2adore
[chorus]
thats the one book that you wrote me in
you hate me so now the walls are very thin
you hate me so now you wrote him in
i’m bleeding out from what you did
how could you look straight into my eyes
and tell me you prefer the other guy
well i prefer the other girl
shes bright as a pearl
i just wanna give someone my world
[hook]
i got her out of my head
it feels like we won the love war
now that you seem to be dead
my body no longer feels torn
[verse]
rip out the pages of our memories
her voice ruins my mentality
feels like i'm running in and out of reality
the impossibility to be part of sociality
just let me breathe out
i just wanna sleep now
it will take awhile for us to get our love on lockdown
its just so beautiful to see
as my own blood falls down the ceiling
and thats the end of the story
[chorus]
thats the one book that you wrote me in
you hate me so now the walls are very thin
you hate me so now you wrote him in
i’m bleeding out from what you did
how could you look straight into my eyes
and tell me you prefer the other guy
well i prefer the other girl
shes bright as a pearl
i just wanna give someone my world
[hook]
i got her out of my head
it feels like we won the love war
now that you seem to be dead
my body no longer feels torn

closing in

closing in (kashik x zan)

first song i hope you like it <3
@k4rson
@akayaiog
@luvpika

lyrics:
karson

tell me thst u love me to my face thats a lie
i dont wanna do this for somebody that wont try
i said this last time, but its the last time say goodbye
living fast life, i dont have time for ur lies
i been livin fast 
take drugs til i crash 
she dont want me she jus want me for my bag
she dont want me she jus want all that i have 
she bad but imma leave her sad

akayai

i got a headache i don't know if i can take it
the time i spent with you just has been wasted
as we get older we wonder if we'll make it out
trying to escape this maze but i can't see my where abouts
as the rising stars shine
i wanna make her mine
make it worth my time
will you be my ride or die
wipe your tears when you cry
open your wings make you fly
i'll keep you in my arms baby you won't die

bridge (pika)
i dont wanna call back i dont really know
i dont wanna stay back i dont gotta show
if i got no options think i'd let you know
i dont wanna stay home never going back

pika

i guess im dead inside my head dont fucking work
and when i talk bout killing people boy ill get you murked
this shit is not a game and if i move my visions blurred
i come fast like emergency but i wont be the first
yea im making fun of myself
cuz im coming back and i dont give a fuck
you thought i was done but i dont ever stop
akayai bitch i dont care what he drop
jk bitch i dont wanna be dumb
how im going up and i dont understand
im talking my shit and i always get banned
i dont wanna talk about what you ment
i dont care bout all the shit that you said

last time - karson, akayai, pika (melik, tores, decago)

finally uncopyrighted by kashdami :)

@kuriyai443
@tores
@yashio20k

@swagapino2013
im addicted to ur touch rn
ive been feening for ur luv rn
would you stay the same?
if the seasons were to change by tmrw
youll forget me anyways

i died atleast once in ur arms
cause im so sad
in in luv with toxic romance
you know i care for you
having winter in june
makes me want to fall back to you

@kuriyai443
my mood be changing like the seasons
if i say ily 
its cause i mean it
but u broke me u broke me for no reason
but u keep my blood steaming
and i try to find
if anything will make me realize
but i try

@swagapino2013
if it takes time
i dont rlly want to fight
i guess you could say you were right
i need ur comfort rn
if u know how to live, then show me how
i know whatchu mean to me
you dont have to tell it twice
yknow you dont have to say goodbye

im addicted to ur touch rn
ive been feening for ur luv rn
would you stay the same?
if the seasons were to change by tmrw
youll forget me anyways

i died atleast once in ur arms
cause im so sad
in in luv with toxic romance
you know i care for you
having winter in june
makes me want to fall back to you

seasons +kuriyai (tores + yashio)

prod. joyful x frozy
feat. @wwenszy @29cengi

just one thing i, don't wanna let you go
in my dreams i, chase you on my own
on the phone all night
keeping tabs alright
king the land thats right
노래방 all night

baby whats your name?
can i take you my way?
gotta know my place
but you gotta go up babe
at night we dance 
and stay up all night
get drunk at 9 and now we alright

I just wanna take you on a ride
Through the city, by my side
The reflection on your eyes
Got me frozen like an ice

Can't get you off my mind
Feel the cold breeze of the night
I swear, I'll treat you right
I'll treat you right

(hi wenszy)
DANCE, DANCE, DANCE, DANCE!!!!
baby just put up your hands 
swerve left right dance!!!!!!
its our moment take the chance
DANCE, DANCE, DANCE, DANCE!!!!
baby just put up your hands

we could dance all day
do you know my name?
just dance all the way
do you feel the same?

take you on a ride
Through the city, by my side
The reflection on your eyes
Got me frozen like an ice

Can't get you off my mind
Feel the cold breeze of the night
I swear, I'll treat you right
I'll treat you right

baby whats your name?
can i take you my way?
gotta know my place
but you gotta go up babe
at night we dance 
and stay up all night
get drunk at 9 and now we alright

noraebang

noraebang+cengi wenszy

@rewind214 @ihateukidu

lyrics:
there's a piece of my heart with every note 
I'm no longer scarred within myself
you pick up the shards and you're making me whole again
(again and again)
slowly falling apart (apart)
I'm counting the stars (the stars)
who am I anymore? 
(anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore)

I was a fool to think that if I let it go I'll have room to breathe
and I try not to show this part of me that'll hurt you most 
its not what I want to be...
autumn ends and you fade with the falling leaves
winter comes, frozen in, its the end for me 
you never bled for me, I think I'll take my leave
I think its what I need, to do what's best for me

closing in (kashik x zan)

akayai

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