SRT ft* daesang veezuh prod proxen

prod me
vocals by han and dom

 
@han2k15 
girl im thinkin bout the times we had
and it dont feel the same cause its in the past
and girl i feel insane tryna get u back
girl i know..
that u moved on now
but im still stuck up in same place now
im still stuck up in my same ways
u left me w/o a trace
all i can do is cry out 

@domerrz
i cannot reset
its getting to my head, got a heart full of regret
Im tryin my best, but it always goes to mess
tryna find a reason to get out my head

girl you got my heart beating out my chest
these open wounds from when you left
howd u leave me with a shattered heart?
I fall apart
I feel like nothings left

Idk why i feel this way 
(i feel like nothings left)
another month goes by but nothings changed

stuck w han + dom (decago)

prod me :3

im giving up trying to reach it
thought your heart was the one that i needed
you're the one that i wanted to be with,
& sleep with, but why cant you see this
fuck it up, and do it over again
stuck in love, hate that i call you a friend
didn't want this to end, take my heart
and i'll leave it,
so maybe you'll keep it

im done with pretending
i say that im fine, but i cant find an ending
im tired of stressing
and tired of yelling
these lies that im telling
wont make it ok, so i figure my heart out
want you in my arms every night when its dark out
thought i couldn't love, but i can hear my heart now
all of these things should've said at the start, so
can we just restart now
and do it again

be with

(more solos soon <3)
mastered by me & we mixed our vocals :)
featuring my twin @prodjayysoul <3
produced by @soxxinger + voiceluvv :D
[hook]
she wanna facetime oh yeah
singing all my lines oh yeah
she be on my mind
but a waste of time
seen it in the first sight oh yeah
going on a flight
fuck all her night
turn off the light
not trynna fight
shes so excited
baby don't be frightened
sometimes i think we should get back together
but i’m still griefing so what i say it don't matter
you're still in my head so don't be flattered
our love don't match you're so confused your mind is scattered
[jayysoul]
yea i been so confused cuz girl you did me wrong
i couldnt believe you, 'cept calls all in my phone
now that youre here stay for a while
im poppin pink im poppin blue girl im so high
i cannot stop thinkin about you 
why cant you just enjoy the view
got purple im sippin on blue
yea i got them bands they aint new
i really just wish i knew
(jayy moaning into my ear)
[hook]
she wanna facetime oh yeah
singing all my lines oh yeah
she be on my mind
but a waste of time
seen it in the first sight oh yeah
going on a flight
fuck all her night
turn off the light
not trynna fight
shes so excited
baby don't be frightened
sometimes i think we should get back together
but i’m still griefing so what i say it don't matter
you're still in my head so don't be flattered
our love don't match you're so confused your mind is scattered

facetime

facetime + jayysoul (wintfye x voiceluvv)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4EEJXZKrhPcc8iB1St5E9G?si=4fc279154f7e46f4

prod @neohnq
ft @ilymay <3

lyrics:

@bakasheap:
i wish i couldve healed
memories too real
this time ill forget
but it all feels surreal

feel like i could cry my heart out in tears 
never knew that seeing you is what id fear
told u its hard for me but u dont rly care
bby ur the only one for u i can bear

sorry tht i felt that
not sure why i felt bad
i dont rly care for ur love anyway
thts what i been telling myself everyday
telling myself everyday

@ilymay:
tell myself everyday ima be fine
nothings been the same since that one night
i cant see thru all the tears that i cry 
dont wna say goodbye 
your who i rely 
im crying i dont wna think ab u at all 
im trying but u know its taking its toll 
so tell me why’d u hav to do me like that 
all the time that we spent i cannot get it back nooo

@bakasheap:
feel like i could cry my heart out in tears 
never knew that seeing you is what id fear
told u its hard for me but u dont rly care
bby ur the only one for u i can bear

sorry tht i felt that
not sure why i felt bad
i dont rly care for ur love anyway
thts what i been telling myself everyday
telling myself everyday

forget u +may (neohn)

@dooozii @hartfxlt2k @ihateukidu

lyrics:

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

but i still try my best even though ik its gnna hurt
she was blinded by my message couldn't see i did this all for her
nowadays, what does it take to love
dont wanna try enough now i think ive given up

@dooozii
running round in circles got me dizzy, girl im throwing up
me, myself, and i versus everyone that i cannot trust
rip my heart, and stab it into two ways
mistook the part i fell for you, it was a new phase
and i know it was by chance we fell in love and
you stopped holding my hand to cut me off and
brought me down to pieces, i feel alone and
i cant find a reason to leave my home

brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason
brought me down to pieces
i cant find a reason

@hartfxlt2k
couldnt use me js to fix ur broken heart
is it my fault that it all fell apart
u say yes but its not true
yk ur at fault too
but im blinded by the fact that i loved you
no you dont no you dont no you dont care
if u did then u wouldn't ever go there
wish i would wish i could just get some air
but i know in this life that nothings fair

me

i think ive fallen way too hard and now i cannot stop
and now it only seems like all i do is fuck it up
i wanna better myself yea i try 2
i miss the days i was always right beside you
ik you dont care. but what did i do
you know its not fair
ik i always lose
its like a game i can never ever beat no
i cant get out cuz its always on repeat now

given up +dooozii & hartfxlt (kidu)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@whyhaze
@crusifye 

i js cant forget ur face
like i thought we were perfect 
tell me what changed
like its almost october and these feelings cant get over it
but i swear that im trying 
said u love me think ur lying

thought i had it all 
till i lost ur heart 
time tears us apart 
wish we could restart 
do u hate me 
death bound it awaits me 
girl u kno u cant blame me 
walk in the mall im not saving 

stuck in this cycle yeah 
i cant go back but i wish i could 
js take my hand 
tell me if u would 
lets say goodbye hope its not for good

hope its not forever 
i cant go back i wish i could 
when i open up to u i js feel misunderstood 
u brush it off like its whatever 
off a pill im nodding off 
aint feeling better at all

would u tell me are you here to stay 
im sorry for everything im sorry im sorry
ur pressure is all on me 
till the weight crush my body
are we doing this without me
u can tell me 
its okay
but i wouldnt do it any other way 

i wont forget ur name 
i cant forget ur face
i aint feeling great 
my hearts stuck in a dark place
got me feeling pain
js wanted to say this to u
i did all of this for u

october +whyhaze (crusi)

@neohnq
@rewind214

lyrics:
hartfxlt :
you know that I'm not strong
you still throw me down
can't you see I'm hurt
it's all I feel right now
guess you got what you want
cause you're leaving now
you just leave me out
and it damages my health
and it's haunting me
I can't eat or sleep
why is this happening
caught up in a fuckin lie
my hopes and dreams
tearing at the seams
it's not what I need 
you won't fuckin hear from me 

rewind:
u were never really here when i need u
thought that i had made it clear that i cant be w u
but its not my fault, yea id do it again
didnt want this to end, but
i just love the thought of
i miss ur touch
just tell me ur problems
maybe i can be enough
be enough to solve them
ill stay by ur side til the sunrise
doesnt matter day or night
doesnt matter what time

all my hopes and dreams w/ rewind (neohn)

@1wasterr @jolst

lyrics:
its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

but if u did would everything be okay?
the seratonin i need inside my brain
i never win its like everythings the worst
i never thought tht id be in so much pain
im so fragile i cn feel it in the rain
nd after everything i dont think tht ill be the same
nd evertime i drag the blade across my vein
i think about how much longer until i fade
away

im blacking out in park
baby why is it so dark?
gushing blood right out of my heart
but its only for u, its only for u...

its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

nd i cnt sleep nd i cnt eat thinking of u
u said u hate me nd i cnt believe i hate u 2
u said u changed ur mind then who am i in ur view?
u put the blame on me u say its my fault yea whats new

this feeling in my chest never lets me go
my lungs are begging me to rest the air dont wanna flow
baby close ur eyes theres blood up in the snow
tell me youll be fine when ill be dead and cold...

when ill be dead and cold...

its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

Distance (Wasterr + Jolst)

instagram.com/melodramalovestory
@mya
@decago 
@rewind214

if u wanted to then u wouldve done
can we pretend like we're inlove
tell me dont u feel it too
ive been feelin all brand new
feels like u jus put a curse on me
think about u in my dreams
wish tht u were next to me
i js wanna fall asleep (with u)
never met some1 so sweet 
js tell me im the one u need 
never met some1 so sweet 
js tell me im the one u need
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in my head for like way too long 
i js need to know if youll stay along
do u see me like i see u
girl u are my crush having dreams of me and u 
me and u tell is it true
girl i think i stuck to u js like glue 
and i would hate myself if i lied to u
but thats never something that i tried to do
heart beats when u hit my phone 
js tell me cuz i need to know
do u feel how i do 
its all about u
so js take my hand and we can get away

crush +mymy (decago x rewind)

@prodjayysoul @grimgardx

I don’t want you to leave my life
My baby, my sunlight
Like how’d I get this low?
My words get stuck in my throat

And all the things that I’ve done for you
Yeah they add up
I just want you to pay attention
to all my love

Yeah you know that I’ll do that
I need you bad to distract
My everyday bad disstress
I just want you to confess

If any feelings you may have
Did not come out in the past
I don’t wanna move too fast
Just want me and you to last

I don’t think it’s too hard
Even when close you feel far
I take your heart and discard
I gotta keep up my guard

Now tell me, what do I mean to you? 
Girl, when was I mean to you 
Why are my feelings obscene to you?
I’m tryna come and see you

blxty
love me like u said u would do
act so cold like the flu
idk what to do
break my heart into two

if i fall down would you pick me up
if i felt alone would you show me love
i could feel better just give me ur touch
ur touch

I don’t want you to leave my life
My baby, my sunlight
Like how’d I get this low?
My words get stuck in my throat

And all the things that I’ve done for you
Yeah they add up
I just want you to pay attention
to all my love

Yeah you know that I’ll do that
I need you bad to distract
My everyday bad disstress
I just want you to confess

If any feelings you may have
Did not come out in the past
I don’t wanna move too fast
Just want me and you to last

I don’t think it’s too hard
Even when close you feel far
I take your heart and discard
I gotta keep up my guard

Now tell me, what do I mean to you? 
Girl, when was I mean to you 
Why are my feelings obscene to you?
I’m tryna come and see you

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