@numiall
@miyeru
why did it end? it was perfect timing
sat alone in the corner crying
far away from you im hiding
this aint math but my feelings dividing
didnt get ur heart broke, what if i did?
i remember me and you were reliant
on eachother
now its time for me to go on and find another
(ohhh)
leave me lone baby i dont wanna suffer
bad bitch i dont even wanna fuck her
i know that its crazy that i still fucking love her
i dont wanna move on i dont want another
i guess its alright if we still have eachother
cuz she kept telling me that we still had eachother
but it turns out that she was a bluffer
so many lies, one on top of the other
ly-lying
its no use yea im fuckin sick of trying
wake up everyday and im feeling so divided
ive been really looking for the light i cant find it
lately ive been in the dark yea i feel like im dying
i been losing touch with you, dont deny it
talk about my problems i dont even wanna try it
all this shit is hitting me hard like lightning 
all this shit is new to me this shit is really frightening

it was perfect timing
sat alone in the corner crying
far away from you im hiding
this aint math but my feelings dividing
didnt get ur heart broke, what if i did?
i remember me and you were reliant
on eachother
now its time for me to go on and find another
(ohhh)
leave me lone baby i dont wanna suffer
bad bitch i dont even wanna fuck her
i know that its crazy that i still fucking love her
i dont wanna move on i dont want another
i guess its alright if we still have eachother
cuz she kept telling me that we still had eachother
but it turns out that she was a bluffer
so many lies, one on top of the other

(its so hard to recover)
(i dont wanna find another)
(and im so sick of trying)
(and i feel so divided)

ly-lying
its no use yea im fuckin sick of trying
wake up everyday and im feeling so divided
ive been really looking for the light i cant find it
lately ive been in the dark yea i feel like im dying
i been losing touch with you, dont deny it
talk about my problems i dont even wanna try it
all this shit is hitting me hard like lightning 
all this shit is new to me this shit is really frightening

divided (numiall & miyel)

@owtiss
@whyhaze
@neohnq

you think this shit's a game, i think i've had enough
i can't get you out my brain, that's because i miss your love
i say that i'm okay, but i'm so fucking numb 
i know you won't ever change, thats why im so fucking done
she call i won't pick up, shit just isn't working
these drugs they gon fuck me up, but at least they wont hurt me
will i ever be enough, that shit don't concern me 
god i hate being in love

i'm so sick of learning 
something i already know 
you're desperate and it shows 
drugs put me in comatose
no we are not the same
try being all alone
i'm not the one to blame
don't try and hit my phone

im better off alone
you made me feel like we need each other
so you better atone
shoulda gone for another
dont act like u dont know
left me out in the cold
hurt me more than u know

ill try 
im not fine ;|
and ur eyes 
are like mine (x2)

these games you play
i cant figure them out
for you 
your problems i can handle them now
put the matter to my own hands
leave it in the past, bittersweet romance
i dnt wna go back home
not on my own
its too much 2 handle
and im so far gone
im so damn lost and u dont help at all
ig im moving on
better not give me a call

numb w/ owtiss + whyhaze (neohn)

track 2 of 7 on my EP #me
@diegointhedark
@oiwassupp
@aeriiith

@terastic
my mask is peelingg
open up i cnt get rid of this feeling
fall apart cause i cant conceal it
talkn bout problems i got problems to the ceiling
i cant take a step i feel like im outta motion
i got done wrong thats why i cant show emotion
im so fuckin dazed so im feelin like im floating
divide ur boy up with the nine whats the quotient? (@myequalmind ref)
yea im not just whats on the surface
i tried my best, how u tell me that im worthless?
i remember times u would tell me that im #perfect
we had good times but we knew it wasnt workin
now i gotta cut u off cuz im hurting
all day stalkin my ig i see u lurkin
take a left take a right now we turnin 
burnin my heart like it was in a furnace

@diegointhedark
gillette n my palm ima squeeze it
heart on a floor made of tile 
i dnt need it
take my hand i cn fight off your demons 
all the xans tht we did 
i duno how we r breathing 

crush it up snort a line off an ipad 
watchN #everyone around #me 
thruu an eyeglass 
time Passes ion kno where we left off
Host Team Link <3
talk down , ,, take his head off

take my LiFE
find my hard drive n trash it 
tragic ,
ion wna work 
pay the $$$ 
made her bend the knee 
for the free 
if ure asking 
let me pockets bleed
blue n green beauty pageant

i stick to myself 
its a cruel world 
sacrificed your bag for an egirl
there’s no light in my world 
please dnt think so 
kpin in a sippy cup ,
let me breathe slow

@terastic again
take a flight to dubai with my passport 
i got too much money now idk what to ask for
makin songs i guess thats my fkin dad lore
spammin my texts dk what tf u mad for
yea im going up, now u mad, for what?
all this bad energy is bad for us
i cant get attached guess im bad for love
had to kick u out the backdoor uhhhh
yea im not just whats on the surface
i tried my best, how u tell me that im worthless?
i remember times u would tell me that im #perfect
we had good times but we knew it wasnt workin
now i gotta cut u off cuz im hurting
all day stalkin my ig i see u lurkin
take a left take a right now we turnin 
burnin my heart like it was in a furnace

#perfect w/ diegointhedark (oiwa & aerith)

@1wasterr @jolst

lyrics:
its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

but if u did would everything be okay?
the seratonin i need inside my brain
i never win its like everythings the worst
i never thought tht id be in so much pain
im so fragile i cn feel it in the rain
nd after everything i dont think tht ill be the same
nd evertime i drag the blade across my vein
i think about how much longer until i fade
away

im blacking out in park
baby why is it so dark?
gushing blood right out of my heart
but its only for u, its only for u...

its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

nd i cnt sleep nd i cnt eat thinking of u
u said u hate me nd i cnt believe i hate u 2
u said u changed ur mind then who am i in ur view?
u put the blame on me u say its my fault yea whats new

this feeling in my chest never lets me go
my lungs are begging me to rest the air dont wanna flow
baby close ur eyes theres blood up in the snow
tell me youll be fine when ill be dead and cold...

when ill be dead and cold...

its never ever gnna be the same
u say its okay, say its okay...
i guess its never ever gonna change
it feels the damn same feels the damn same

cuz the distance
oh the distance
it makes no difference
u never listen
x2

Distance (Wasterr + Jolst)

we just been having fun ;p
we made another hard song
mastered by me & mixed by us
featuring my bras @luvlxckdown + @ilyexotic <33
produced by @prodelxnce + @viinssoo

redemption

redemption + luvlxckdown, eczotic (elxnce x vinso)

all prod me :D enjoy

you don't truly know what it took me 
I get nothing in return, but you're still looking
only you know the true me 
you don't ever wanna learn these feelings
that I have
the though of you so mindless, I digress
it's my bad
I'll always follow the wind, hold my breath 

and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me
and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me

said if I jump, I would get what I wanted
this is not love, what is this? this is rotten
to the touch and inside out 
left to dust, I wont cry out 
familiarity
(familiarity, familiarity, familiarity)

and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me
and its so familiar to me (mee)
your love so sweet 
can't admit my feelings hurt (so deep)
all these thoughts they're taunting me

familiarity (hartfxlt)

first song i hope you like it <3
@k4rson
@akayaiog
@luvpika

lyrics:
karson

tell me thst u love me to my face thats a lie
i dont wanna do this for somebody that wont try
i said this last time, but its the last time say goodbye
living fast life, i dont have time for ur lies
i been livin fast 
take drugs til i crash 
she dont want me she jus want me for my bag
she dont want me she jus want all that i have 
she bad but imma leave her sad

akayai

i got a headache i don't know if i can take it
the time i spent with you just has been wasted
as we get older we wonder if we'll make it out
trying to escape this maze but i can't see my where abouts
as the rising stars shine
i wanna make her mine
make it worth my time
will you be my ride or die
wipe your tears when you cry
open your wings make you fly
i'll keep you in my arms baby you won't die

bridge (pika)
i dont wanna call back i dont really know
i dont wanna stay back i dont gotta show
if i got no options think i'd let you know
i dont wanna stay home never going back

pika

i guess im dead inside my head dont fucking work
and when i talk bout killing people boy ill get you murked
this shit is not a game and if i move my visions blurred
i come fast like emergency but i wont be the first
yea im making fun of myself
cuz im coming back and i dont give a fuck
you thought i was done but i dont ever stop
akayai bitch i dont care what he drop
jk bitch i dont wanna be dumb
how im going up and i dont understand
im talking my shit and i always get banned
i dont wanna talk about what you ment
i dont care bout all the shit that you said

last time - karson, akayai, pika (melik, tores, decago)

presets used in this song - https://payhip.com/b/EdOGn
feat @terastic prod @pyu @tores zannn
lyrics:
No I can't keep cool
Knowing that he's with you
I cannot believe the truth
Can't believe that I lost you

We argue for no reason
You know that I don't mean it
You change up like the seasons, cut me open, leave me bleeding
I know it's inconvenient, to care about my feelings
But it's so hard, I give you everything without receiving

When you say we're good, yeah I know that you're lying
You look me in the eyes, but I can see you crying
Why you tryna play it off, you've never been good at hiding
I don't wanna keep trying, without you

@terastic

@cld
Yeah I do it all for you
No matter what we go through
I know that I love you
Just tell me that you love me too

Can't keep cool
Knowing that he's with you
I cannot believe the truth
Can't believe that I lost you

We argue for no reason
You change up like the seasons
I know it's inconvenient, to care about my feelings
But I give you everything without receiving

spotify

allforyou w/ tera (meta tores zannn)

kurse:

ur just not gon be alright
u dont talk to me all night
u just follow me cuz i cud treat u better 
my blood is on ur sweater
i pray for sunny weather
idk wat to tell her
i start to feel like u put up a fight
wat i gotta do to make this right
if yk how much i try
if ik how much u cry
ic u in every sight 
truth in all ur lies
pursuit throughout ur life
cannot break our ties

too much in my cup i cant stand it
imma run off w ur bich like a bandit
imma let it bleed out fuk a bandage
they wan take a picture they gon take a panoramic
alright, i dont rly wan to waste no time
alright, no talk but the gang gon slide

@k4rson: 

no im not tryna waste no time
tryna fuck? better hit my line
no talk but the gang gon slide
fw me it will change ur life
we outside
talk shit u could die
no ur not tryna lose ur life
getting bands only thing on my mind
only care abt myself
ive been fine cant u tell?
imma touch down like odel 
imma break her back bitch yell
bitch my pockets fat noel
get into my bag like yuh
yo bitch said she like my smell
smokin on dis gas like yuh

kurse:

ur just not gon be alright
u dont talk to me all night
u just follow me cuz i cud treat u better 
my blood is on ur sweater
i pray for sunny weather
idk wat to tell her
i start to feel like u put up a fight
wat i gotta do to make this right
if yk how much i try
if ik how much u cry
ic u in every sight 
truth in all ur lies
pursuit throughout ur life
cannot break our ties

prod @violetxx9 @makemeapromise

pursuit w/ karson (violet, surgeon)

to everybody reading this, I love you :>!
more songs like this in the future <3

lyrics:

i do this shit for myself i do not care at all
why the fuck you talking down bruh now your gonna fall
while im talking to my bitch i dont need adderall
yea cuz everyday im falling11!!!

i cannot talk to myself i keep on just telling me shit
people are talking behind of my back but i cannot take all the hits
you wanna know why the fuck that im sad but dont wanna talk about it
i keep on dreaming this shit wasnt true but you know i could never quit :C
when i say love you you dont love me back
look at my heart all you see is black
and i know you dont care bout that
cuz i know you dont want me back
and you know that your stuck in my head
i dont care what you think about that!!1
why the fuck is it not going through
cuz you know that i always love you
(always love you<333)

i dont really get it tho
why you still mad at me
always up on my dm
fucking spammin me
dont think that im leaking anything
who you tryna be?
and its a battle its a versus
this is my book yea my cursus
bitch im so hot like a furnace
no one can get through my harness
but i dont wanna be honest
i keep on breaking that promise
typing that shit in my comments
i keep on winning these contests

i cannot get enough of this shit
said he was broke so i made him rich
why you keep talking bout my bitch
i dont care i dont want no kids
and you know i dont want you back
how you left and im not that sad yea
i cannot take that shit back xd

yea cuz everyday im falling11!!!
i cannot talk to myself i keep on just telling me shit
people are talking behind of my back but i cannot take all the hits
you wanna know why the fuck that im sad but dont wanna talk about it
i keep on dreaming this shit wasnt true but you know i could never quit :C
when i say love you you dont love me back
look at my heart all you see is black
and i know you dont care bout that
cuz i know you dont want me back
and you know that your stuck in my head
i dont care what you think about that!!1
why the fuck is it not going through
cuz you know that i always love you

(outro)
and its a battle its a versus
this is my book yea my cursus
bitch im so hot like a furnace
no one can get through my harness
but i dont wanna be honest
i keep on breaking that promise
typing that shit in my comments
i keep on winning these contests

love you 2 (xtasane)

20/12/23
song with my twinnie @remiliaxd
shoutout @resolve1k tha goat fr 
hope yall enjoy imma try grind songs dis year :D

lyrics: 

@fabs4k
like i dont know what to say
all these lil thoughts yea they rack up in my brain
wanna break away but im stuck up to the chain
havin deja vu yea, im goin insane

tell myself i dont but i need u
think you'll be around but i dont ever see u
reach out for the ladder which will help me climb
i dont feel good but i gotta pass the time

like i feel i can resolve it
crumbling down, i feel like im dissolving
in my head space, i feel like im floating
waiting on ur return, im still hoping

like i feel i can resolve it
crumbling down, i feel like im dissolving
in my head space, i feel like im floating
waiting on ur return, im still hoping

@remiliaxd
i'm still hoping
waiting on your return
sitting here, arms wide open
ohohohoh
i don't wanna notice
notice you're gone
now my heart feels so frozen
ohohohoh

it's fine now, all flames will die out
i'm sorry for all that i said
but can you hear me cry out?
screamed so loud, but you're not here now
here your voice all in my head
wanna cry now

but i feel i can resolve it
crumbling down i feel like im dissolving
in my head space i feel like i'm floating
waiting on your return, i'm still hoping

like i feel i can resolve it
crumbling, now my feelings are dissolving
yeah it hurt, cause my feelings, they were all in
catch myself, gotta stop myself from falling down

@fabs4k
like i feel i can resolve it
crumbling down, i feel like im dissolving
in my head space, i feel like im floating
waiting on ur return, im still hoping

like i feel i can resolve it
crumbling down, i feel like im dissolving
in my head space, i feel like im floating
waiting on ur return, im still hoping

redemption + luvlxckdown, eczotic (elxnce x vinso)

akayai

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