I am polishing up some stuff as I work on new music.. This one I've been looking to link with someone who wants to take a stab with some vocals, any takers!? DM if you are interested and are capable of recording your own vocal track I can rework for flow, hook, BPM, etc

Note To Self

Dog With A Bone To Pick

mostly background music, polite and irrelevant interrupted with some jazz

Politely Interrupt Irrelevance

I manifested dirty rags, but in doing so recognized that I could.  I meditated on it and began to manipulate how I thought, understanding just how powerful focused energy is when you know something to be true it does indeed grow (for better or worse). 

i believe we are all capable of this and at the core of this thought that we are born to discover the best versions of ourselves by virtue of it.

Meditate, Manifest, Mutate

A different take on  a track wasn't entirely satisfied with.

Don't Wait (Remixed)

well, couldn't help messing around with this track basically a whole lot more *updated*

The best way to fix most of life's problems is to deconstruct something nearby. preferably an object that is expensive and/or glass. for maximum gratification I recommend wearing a fedora and pretending you're Walter White.

Patiently Manically Breaking Shit

Nobody said life was gonna be easy or that we wouldn't get sidetracked in our minds from timeline to timeline. Whatever you choose, be responsible for fulfilling your intentions and invent the best of them.

Note To Self: Ego Is the Enemy

All My Other Lives

if you aren't in sync, find a new way to make it groove

An Other Me & You Interlude

updated one last time, maybe. probably not,

music mood

Thunder In Your Skies

I was messing around with the mixing and completely oversaturated the original track and let's just say I was opposite of smiling. so, went back to basics and remade the entire song for a bigger smile experience.

t's a fuck you and smile kinda feel 😀

Ego Is the Enemy

Smiley Face

Exist Plan

Exist Strategy (Outro)

better at emoting with sounds then words sometimes... 

as i was trying to understand/remember a dream i was having but woke up suddenly. I dont know what exactly made it feel so important and grew frustrated because it was strikingly vivid - this idea becoming the source of frustration being a paradox -the more i thought about it the more cloudy it has become.  

this is the dream, if i could communicate it with sound - melancholia with a tease of something to remain hopeful for

Peaceful Descent On A Knife

Updated

LOOKING FOR VOCAL SUPPORT

1M & 1F - DM me for a sample lyric or drop me a clean take of something that i can sync to this beat for reference.

 I do have lyrics for this but waiting to find some awesome talent to select, I have a few tricks up my sleeve with this track - think it will make for a fun collab. will split 50-25-25 = 100% on royalties (assuming it makes some!)
 
this is a very rough sample but enough of an idea of the main beat

The Sun Was Hiding

Updated. I missed using horns the first draft, so obvious. Forshame

Succubus Stayed Truth

a theatrical track about 2 kids, best friends, causing innocent enough trouble in Suburbia until cops show up. 1 is black, 1 is white, 1 never comes home ..

Better Run Billy

seems the only way for me to complete a track is to post it early and work in the pressure cooker

No One Said This Would Be Easy

another instance of fixing it as I go. check back in a few hours ;)
updated 6;30pm ET July 31st

one more tweak and i think i'll be happy

 should be a nice bow to finish 'found & lost' album :)

Unlikely Optimistic

looking for some vocal support if anyone wants to take a shot dm.

I will reformat the track for the sake of flow but please send a verse or hook that i can mix for an idea. will send lyrics if chosen. must be able to record a clean vocal track without the instrumentals please and thanks

Undermined The Tears You Designed

messing around. not sure about this. feedback welcomed

Contradict A Lie

for times when you're the only one who knows what you're doing and creation needs you to trust yourself 

Method In My Madness

Nice Try. Hide

all roads lead me back 
to where i belong 
tried to forget you
im not safe again
until i do

Safe Again

Because I was more comfortable living on the edge
I forgot where everyone else stands
Because that's all I've ever known in my bones
I don't know how to age with my years
Because I've been this old since I was 12
I wrote my heart song a  different kind of way
Because I didn't trust my imagination faded 
and so I searched for a vision to make own lot
Because the difference between having  everything and nothing
Was finding out the beauty in-between  
Because when you find the keep
You'll fight for your life like it matters

The Keep

Bad days are best left behind. Better ones wont wait if you aren't willing to join them

A Kite In Your Wind In My Mind

Mercy and the Wait

this too shall pass - we stand together, tethered by our shared experiences, acts of kindness and gratitude . we thank those who stood the tallest when we asked them to and we honour those that left us being the best versions of ourselves

I dedicate this song to my Grandmother, Rosemarie McCabe

All My Days

my dad had a heart attack. i had a panic attack. it went like this..

My Heart Skips Beats

new evolving sound i made messing around. let me know what you think!

Beat To The March Of My Own Drums

Mind Prysm Theory

reflecting on things  I can't change is the trap - but asking the question is how the answer was found.

This is a sequel to my first song (All My Life) that I ever officially composed and released Jan, 2020. 

For me it walks the line of feeling melancholy and nostalgic. I struggle with thinking that I don't want to send such vibrations out because noises in my head have always been something I'm overly sensitive to. however, perhaps someone relates and is able to see that my intention is hope - I can sleep on that thought. 

I try to be  a good person, take less. same but different

Same But Different Same Difference

never tried to be normal. sometimes you win. sometimes y'know, you make new friends

Making Friends With Monsters Under My Bed

If you make enough noise, some of it might blend. if not pull the pin and let it rip anyways

A Gentle Gratitude Grenade

made a few edits but used the same skeleton and gave it some new bones

The Meanest Truth Ive Ever Told (Remastered)

Don't limit your potential with a narrow view. Open your mind to new possibilities and be them.

Fuck Your Sensibilities

Like Water

remix of a now (mostly unrecognizable)  track 'learn, unlearn, relearn' off my first album BasementMusicBloodbath.

As I begin the master copies for my current album I may make some alterations but the original concept of this song was a shift in\\for myself making music from a hobby to annoy my friends into deeply wanting to make music because it made me feel like I understood why God made Mitch McConnel no neck (and I'm a simple Canadian but fuck that guy). Also,  music had also become my therapy that allows me to emote in ways I can't with my big boy words.

Enjoy! (I hope) - and if not,,, perhaps you will enjoy fellow Toronto artist Drake's redundant 808 boop bop chicka boooop tinny sound conga beat, with stretch  AA, BB rhythms that are smooth like an annoying butter. Attached is a link to a song, by him, claiming to be freestyle.

https://soundcloud.com/octobersveryown/drake-back-to-back-freestyle

Reimagine the Doubt

cleaned up the transitions and piano. flows a little smoother now :)












. fine tuning and hopefully some vocals if i can find some talent that would like to collaborate on this track! DM if so

*still in construction*

still looking for vocal support/collab on this!

About What I Said

This is more of a sensitive/ cerebral piece, perhaps something of a life moment soundtrack, when you know one chapter is ending (or beginning) and feels bittersweet.. it all depends on perspective but I believe no matter what there is something beautiful to be found in the spectrum of being.

Everything, Nothing & Beauty In-between

Nothing to prove, I'm just bettering me one Yetti at a time. Welcome to my Just and True n' wall of weird music 💓

Omaha <-- on my wing
Nebraska <-- come north and you find a place to be
Tenessee <-- i never pray much for me, it was your voice I heard
Husky <-- Lolo foud me and if you saw, I think you'd know
That's when oh my God and hope wait for mercy
Let it be or humble me after

A Kid With Hands

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