hahaha imso mentally ill lol

produced by me

im callin you to let you know i need help
i wanna slit my wrist and burn in hell
(no i dont)
please save me
im callin u 2 please save me

in the back of the club just poppin drugs
in my seat thinkin will it be enough
what would u do if i gifted u a cup
full of my love
please help me im going crazy
rip to the kids that tried to save me
rip to my homies in the backseat
rip to me cuz im deadly
x2

(look at me in the eyes when i kill myself
regret everything u did but it didnt help
see u next time, rot with me in hell)

s/o kenji for original concept <3

u ruined my brain ;/

i thought you didnt know him
cant think my face is frozen
i loved you without knowing
im the bad guy now cuz u chose him
now his brains are rottin on the floor
he coulda survived if you werent a whore
did all i could n u still want more
i have nothing left, loving you is a chore

ooooooooo
x4

i thought we would last so long
but ur still gone
i knew u were never strong
now ur gone
i wna slit ur throat
im poppin pills until i choke
im wired off this adderall
i wna see ur body float

(hook again)

prod deadyami

living another life

shitposting to get her off my mind

produced by me

im running out of time
girl please will u b mine
stuck in my head all the time
infatuated w ur eyes
x2

obsessed w the way u look at me
im not the bad guy cant u see
im not the villain (pls hurt me)
im still just healin (what u did to me)

im running out of time
girl please will u b mine
stuck in my head all the time
infatuated w ur eyes
x2

girl

hello, this project has been discontinued. if you would like to contact me 
do so on discord ---> @stretchlikeelastic

cant bother giving u an arm, cuz touch is disgusting 
i've come to realize in time that there's no point in my lusting 
i watch the boy with no hands, stay close and grab what he can 
realize that it's my loss and i've been looking in the mirror 

so what's the point of arguing now? 
when we're both screamin' and it's too loud 
i hate u more than i hate myself, but most importantly ... 

don't know why you won't let me kill myself 
cuz i'd be happier in hell, than here right now 

its kinda pissing me off, how much my routine has strayed 
don't know what else to expect, she fucking fills me with rage (fuck it all) 

i open up my eyes to see our slump
trust that for u i wish the best, for me i'm giving up
i promise im not being overdramatic, like i've always been [sidenote: bro lying]

but fuck it's hard letting go, what else is there to expect

*Michael buble noises* 

a storybook from the past, i've burnt off the covers 
when we weren't speaking together, knew that we couldn't be lovers 

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instrumental: https://soundcloud.com/chris-1087rdickerson/jazz-instrumental
cover art: https://pin.it/3v0xJyn

happier in hell

i love you, sorry

theres a pain inside my chest
only a bullet can fix
theres some thoughts inside my brain
i need some help i need one wish

i wanna see u sad
i wanna see u cry
i can tell u are a lying whore
i see it in ur eyes
why r you looking at me like ur so fucking terrified
i dont wanna hear those words no more
ill tell you all goodnight
i cant look past the words u said
yeah theyre all trapped up in my head
i cannot trust u anymore
ur sucha stupid fucking whore

(hook)

and just like that i ruined everything

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

tell me ill be alright
i know u came here to fight
bloodstained tears tonight
everything is out of sight

waste away
u go back to bed for another day
glass shattered hands
gonna run away
run away yeah i cant stay here
x2

u decide
u or me whos gna die
slit my wrists thats suicide
u or me can u decide

glass hands *demo*

thx for love and 10k on spotify <3 heres a throwaway

black pearls

i havent felt real since 2017

그냥 걱정없이 다
버리고 도망가

Im runnin my doubt
내 모습은 어디에

Cant find no way way

그렇게 밝았던 
그후에 남은건
망가진 나만더

우리가 말했던
모습은 잃은지 오래

Like falling star in sky

내 젊음과 함께 탔던 담밴 옆에 놔줘
떠날 때가 됐나봐 이젠 나를 좀 놔줘

Sick All The alone
lonely lonely in my life

Hook

Dont leave me
가시 같던 이 말이
널 향한 내 맘이

All words are lies
To love myself 
그 어린 아이의

Verse2

이야기를 하나씩 써보려고 해
언제 죽을지 모르니까
Im writing (writing)

하나 둘 떠오르네
내 친구 와줬네 여기
(여기야 맞아 , 내 진짜 내 자리)

아무도
없는
외로운 이 seoul city
매일 작업실이
Make stressed
사랑 따윈 없네

떠난년들이 하나둘 떠오르다
Alchol에 스며들어 die ( dont wanna die )

That bitch cant Take off of my mind

기억나 우리가 함께 취한 밤들
아침 바달 보러 간 날들
아니 새벽공기를 마시다가
갑자기 떠나보자 했던 날들

너무 좋았었지 다 다 다 다
이젠 지나가버렸네 bye bye bye bye

i havent felt real since 2017

pwnd

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