ive been researching painless suicide methods
im considering calling up the suicide hotline
but i have social anxiety
and that stuff is hard for me
i find it hard to breathe when im around you
moms gonna divorce dad if he doesnt stop drinking
im sorry to say sorry i dont know what i was thinking
girlfriends off to college and shes gonna make some friends
she'll have no time for me and our relationship will end
and no im not insecure and no i cant be jealous
dont tell me all my actions are because im over zealous
because i know its true

are your lyrics things that happened to you or just ideas and scenarios you came up with?

i kno dat cover tuff 😂😂

if only u could see
life's so great when ur in the seat
spend all night wasting my life
playing fps until like 5 am
mom hates it idk why
used to try n take it 
all alone i would cry 

i would go outside sometimes
first grade summertime
got my first laptop
it marked the end of my life
nowadays kids r on r9k
living like losers what a shame

i was nothing like them
loved minecraft n sonic
never thought outside platonic
or whatever love was
still dont know what love is
im nothing like anyone 
but really im just one of them

r9k loser
im not an active user
but from what i've seen
theres ppl like me
wasting our lifes away
online all night and day
cuz theres no other way
yea theres no other way

our lives suck so much
our lives suck so much
we're so stuck we're so stuck
we just suck we just suck

my life sucks i hate it Prod bloodsekai

snippet i am deleting soon

i wanna kill you but i dont know how
im feelin drugged up sinking in the ground
im hearing voices in my head i need to turn them down
the thought of u it makes me sick
im falling to the ground

we r not the same (snippet)

i feel disgusting 
i dont feel human
my body fumbling its rumbilng cause i dont know
what takes come back home  to you
i wanna say that i love you
i have feeling i cant forgive you i cant love you
i have a feeling i cant not trust you i cant not love you
i think your words going butcher 
it makes me sick to my stomache i cant even eat
this cant be heathy 2x

i have a feeling

You said that you'd never forget me
"Make sure that you never come back to me
Because that's what you need, so"
I guess i don't mind that.
Never mind that
I Never stop that
You never stop shit, but you say you stopped that
Did i get that? "Did you get that?" I've been hearing you, I don't wanna get that.

i forced myself to say bad things just so she could move on
Do i regret it?
Yes baby, I already dread it
I-I always wanna see you smile, so I'll go and make you hate my guts
Cause, I know you'll come back
You've always been silly like that.

You've been gone so long, I miss your face
I've been tryna clean the blood up, but there's still a trace
You don't know me.
You don't know that.
All this fucking dumb shit you don't get that.

You've always made me feel so good, i cant explain it.
You can paint me as the asshole ,
If that means you can get better.

I hate it, its always in my mind
always replaying thoughts that i cant make you mine.

Want it all to stop-stop
Never wanna talk-talk
Crying alone at night cause you never give a fuck
"You're annoying." Trust i get that "Disappointing." I already know that-that
I can't stand, when you talk, when you lie, its always in my mind

I'll confess cause you're not around that i made you hate my guts
At least at the end.
Always wanted more than friends
So i guess it sucks i had to take another step

Hurt me just so you could get better.

being over obsessive and dependant ruined my life

i saw you at the store 
staring at the floor
i really wanted to talk to you

ur looking really bored
arms hanging like a cord
how could i brighten up ur mood?

i really wish i wasnt such an awkward idiot
wanna tell u a sentence but i cannot finish it
being in conversations just makes me the dizziest
i dont know how to respond im such an embarrassment


words are choking 
i ruined the vibe
i should start smoking to ease my mind
i wanna run back home and forget it all
but im stuck in this hell hole all day long

my lifes a sad story
i got no one to hold me
i suffer by my lonely
i think im dying slowly

throwing up my insides i really wanna die
when is it my time








 




awkward idiot

im getting famous
see me on the tv 
they L O V E 
they all wanna meet me 
but i dont really care 
life still isnt fair
4 shots down i dont have to be aware 
(x2)

pretty scene 
you can see 
will that make you wanna hang with me 
uh ohh
i really like her style i wanna cut my throat 
(x2)

famous prod zakuro

@bloodsekai

hi my name is riamu yumemi and i am 7 apples tall, apple emoji 🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎🍎

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when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

tomorrow starts
i'm feeling blue
do i have plans?
well yeah, i do
you couldn't come
that afternoon
you should've come
that afternoon

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
cuz i'm so scared and so confused

can you reach out
and call me soon?
did you forget
or did you move?
i really wanna see u dude
i feel betrayed, so sad and blue

when i wake up
i get a call
oh who is it?
it's just my mom
i wanted it to just be you
i wanted it to just be you

to just be you
to just be you

bloodsekai .. but you should be here too...

living in this hell hole
i dont think i can pass by
lifes been killing me
i hate this life
its always something bad
no matter the cost
cant stand on my ground
everything makes me fall

tell me
what is lifes purpose?
if we just slave away our lives
my head is hurting
i know ill die all alone
it makes me nervous
i live just like a robot 
im not a person

dark clouds cover me
anywhere i go
theres really no hope
salvaging my bones
upon this water i cant float

im confused 
what do we do from here?
im filled with sorrow
and im scared of my peers

the devils got a deathwish
and i think he cursed me
i need an angel by my side
lord have mercy

will this end tomorrow?
is this for eternity?
evilness just follows
everywhere i seem to be

put me in a casket
and ill be happy
everyones watching me burn
and theyre laughing

what is lifes purpose?

ion really wanna talk  w gutskira

never planned to release this but hope you guys like it since ill be gone for a bit :3

prod:wujek

i cant stand this hell
i hate my life
ill kill myself

tell me am i really well
or should i just go fuck myself

i cant really tell am i living my life so well
talk to me you go to hell
you piece of shit youre not doing well
hate your guts so fuck yourself

and i cant stand living in hell
i hate my life
ill kill myself
or tell me am doing i well
or should i just go fuck myself
im stupid cant really ask for help
ill just fuck myself
fuck my life ill kill myself

i cant really tell i say  just fuck my mental health
i cant stand it cut myself i hate my life ill kill myself
tell me am i really well
or should i just go fuck myself
and go and lock me in a cell
ill write these notes
and talk to myself

fml ill kms (demo)

paint a pretty picture

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we r not the same (snippet)

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