i hate you (h4rtbrkr cover)

https://soundcloud.com/imsinsane
she thinks that im so fucked up
and i know that im just so done
i couldve gave you all of my love
but instead im mindfucked by these drugs

ik what i have to do
and its not gonna be easy for you
plan b, gonna fuck this shit up yeah
hate me, gonna fuck your shit up yeah

kill myself
or kill someone else
why should i try
id rather die
hate my life
always want to cry
plan b, 
gonna start this shit tonight

(sinsa)
maybe it's too much for me
i just really want you here
i dont wanna be lonely
i just wanna see ur face
cuz it makes me feel happy
i will never leave your side
baby plz dont worry

im feel lost in my head
wondering why im so braindead

cutting deeper in my skin for you
always tell me lies i dont know what true
gun to me head i will do it all for you
cutting deeper in my wrist just you can see the view

i just wanna kms
i just wanna kms tonight (2x)

(me)
your a dumb bitch
you talk so much shit
u make me so sick
id wish you die in a ditch
is this what you want
to see me hurt
im gonna laugh hard
when i see you in a hearse

cause its what
you deserve

plan b (ft. sinsa)

https://soundcloud.com/roadkill777/misaki

misaki (roadkill cover)

wasted life
on computer screens
i fucked up
and now it looks so bleak
i told her
and now she hates me
i guess im just too crazy

hate me hurt me
cause im too ugly
hate me hurt me
i deserve nothing
love you hug you 
cause your so lovely
love you fuck you
u hurt me so badly

i really just think that
i need too off myself
i know that 
i wont live long
im burning
in my own hell

fuck you bitch, you dont even know me
wish i was back home
chilling with my homies
i hate that i get so lonely
i wish that she would hold me 

need 2 📴 myself

i dont know why 
you treat me like this
dont pretend that
you dont do the same shit

i know you dont like it
when i tell the truth
your so fucked up
and you have no clue 

and i dont wanna do
what i have to do
and it will all
be because of you

its was kinda funny
how you treat me like im nothing
it was kinda scummy 
how you always ended up running
cause i know that youll just lie and
say that ur cutting 
how about i jus take my life? 
cause you dont love me

i thought you were lovely
but i guess that ur just deadly
and now it makes sense to me
that your not who u claim to be 

i get it
its so shit
living like this
i just hate it
i get it
its so shit
living like this
i just hate it

it was kinda funny

triple baka remix, original by lamazeP

think theres sumthing wrong with my brain
dont know why i always feel this way
and i dont really know what 2 say
other than that im in so much pain

i might b retarded
x2

i really hope that u dont mind
that im so shy, that i always cry
i really wish that u were mine
but youll just lie, all of the time

i might b retarded
x2

and i know i wont be enough
please tell her im sorry
for all of this stuff

i know

she hates me 
and i hate her
but i really wish
that i could date her
i just know shes gonna visit
some guy later
yeah, im so retarded

i might b retarded
x2

and i know i wont be enough
please tell her im sorry
for all of this stuff


might B retarded

i wish u could understand
how hard it is to be a man
wish you could but ik u cant
guess ill shut up u dont wanna hear me rant

i know how it is 
so sick of this shit
i know how it ends
dont wanna pretend


its so fucking hard to be around you
my heart beats fast idk what to do
cause im so shy
whenever i talk to you
i dont wanna cry
and lose you too

always freaking out
always leave me out
just wanna shout
just wanna gouge (my eyes out)

cant believe what happened today
broke my heart and left me in pain
walked away felt so ashamed
fucked up thought inside my brain

i know how it is 
so sick of this shit
i know how it ends
dont wanna pretend

its so fucking hard to be around you
my heart beats fast idk what to do
cause im so shy
whenever i talk to you
i dont wanna cry
and lose you too

always freaking out
always leave me out
just wanna shout
just wanna gouge (my eyes out)

its so fucking hard to be around you
my heart beats fast idk what to do
cause im so shy
whenever i talk to you
i dont wanna cry
and lose you too

freaking out

beta orbiter! (xo_willow cover)

i did it again

and i still think about her (and i)
i just really miss hearing her laughter
i dont want to think cuz the past hurts
cut me till i bleed, bury me in the dirt

special word
dont remember the name
i know i heard
it just the other day
special hurt
brings me so much pain
so much shit i cant explain
think im running out of days

its in my brain
shes in my way
what did she say
so full of hate

julie has new friends now
i guess ill just be left out
julie has new friends now
i wish i could ask her out
julie has new friends now
i guess ill just be left out
julie has new friends now
talk to her, idk how
idk how

last wednesday night 
shes in my mind
i waste my time
cant get her out my life
wanna get so high
n just rot and cry
getting so tired
 of hearing your lies

special word
dont remember the name
i know i heard
it just the other day
special hurt
brings me so much pain
so much shit i cant explain
think im running out of days
x2

its in my brain
shes in my way
what did she say
so full of hate

julie has new friends now
i guess ill just be left out
julie has new friends now
i wish i could ask her out
julie has new friends now
i guess ill just be left out
julie has new friends now
talk to her, idk how
idk how

special word
dont remember the name
i know i heard
it just the other day
special hurt
brings me so much pain
so much shit i cant explain
think im running out of days

julie has new friends now anyways (special word)

GIRLS GTFO!!!! (xowillow cover)

diss on https://soundcloud.com/user-489865654 (neptune)
cover of xo willow's day of retribution
instrumental by jj
vocals by jj
lyrics by cash and jj

lyrics:
neptunes retribution

im a cuck
im a furry
i wish that
kael would notice me 

and i feel gross
i need to clean
i thought i was close
but it came shooting
 
woke up with it in my pants and
i thought i would take a chance with
that goth girl in my dreams who
was going around and killing  

im not bi
im in a phase 
im not a furry
its just a phase
----CONTEXT: NEPTUNE wants this dude from texas named "opium twink" its weird gay ya
opium twink
doesnt like you
your a pussy
and you know it 2

forced voice from texas u like him
just a bad stage in your life and
one day we know youll realise that
ur straight and avoiding the truth

im a poser
im in denial
24 hours
in discord

i watch futa
im the difference
im neptuna
im pestiferous

neptune's retribution (day of retribution cover)



lyrics: 

I guess we'll never meet each other
but it's okay, I'll go to another state of mind

I know what you want from me
Dig the hole deep bury me slow
Let the worms teach me what I don’t know
I see you in my dreams
But they always end

I hope I never meet you, but it's okay cause I'm I'm pain 
I guess this is the end, and everything changes

have you ever heard the truth?
tell me what's good and what's bad

never meet u (prod. evacry)

produced by me
i got a new mic :)
lyrics:
something something
i cant feel anymore or something like that
hey hey yeah yeah
contempating all the different ways i can get more bread
shooting stars shooting up
i cant even feel my head
i just wanna float away
glued onto my fucking 
if i dont get up soon
 i think im gonna die
ima just keep lighting up
until i melt my gutz

contemplating all the ways i can get more bread
contemplating all the ways i can get more drugs

M3lt my gUtz

beat prod by me !! :D

you know im waiting
i wanna hear u call my name
im just so tired of playing all these same old games
without you i feel i swear so drained
i just hope that this doesnt go to waste

i saw you and it made me blush
too bad im just not enough
you could be my secret crush
i tried to speak but i just bluff
cant get through this, im just worthless to you
idk what it is i just dont feel the same without you

i dont feel the same without you!! :((

instagram.com/missmemarcy
prod. crush11 aka h3artcrush / remix of dinokitykatt!!
-
o m g he hit me up 
but i didnt give a fuck
come make my mascara run 
take a shot lets have some fun
ur a little fucking bitch
i just went and slit my wrist
im ur slut give me a kiss
shoot ur shot i think u missed

do u wanna kiss me
come get fucked up with me
boy stop playing with me and
come and put it in me
yea cs im a scene slut
come and get me fucked up
yea cs im a scene slut
come and get me fucked up!!
do u wanna kiss me
come get fucked up with me
boy stop playing with me and
come and put it in me
yea cs im a scene slut
come and get me fucked up
yea cs im a scene slut
come and get me fucked up!!

chat me up outside the bar
i like your expensive car
take me like a xanax bar
ima scene superstar!
i know i make you really hard
i make you really fucking hard
ima slut ill break your heart
i think you knew that from the start

o m g he hit me up 
but i didnt give a fuck
come make my mascara run 
take a shot lets have some fun
ur a little fucking bitch
i just went and slit my wrist
im ur slut give me a kiss
shoot ur shot i think u missed

do u wanna kiss me
come get fucked up with me
boy stop playing with me and
come and put it in me
yea cs im a scene slut
come and get me fucked up
yea cs im a scene slut
come and get me fucked up!!
do u wanna kiss me
come get fucked up with me
boy stop playing with me and
come and put it in me
yea cs im a scene slut
come and get me fucked up
yea cs im a scene slut
come and get me fucked up!!

scene slut superstar (dinokitykatt!! remix) prod. h3artcrush

prod meeee 1!!
ft @holdmetillicry

@worstweekofmylife
its all fucked
cant stop
acting up when i try and talk to you
oh god
its all lost

every memory we had is so fucking gone
i could try again
but i dont wanna try
fill my head with lies
ill kms and say bye
look into the sky
is this what u want
couldnt look u in the eyes
i couldnt even say hi

im so burned out
im so worthless
i never know what you want
i feel so clueless
so clueless and worthless
i dont know my purpose
when i talk to uu i feel so nervous

sit down and shut up
have high hopes and lose them
im only good for fucking up
it never works out cause im not made for this stuff x2

@holdmetillicry
got a txt about u
im breaking my phone
i can't think about u when i'm alone
i'm so scared of what they'll say
when i try to run away

i want you so bad
but girl i cannot talk to you
it's so fucked
i'm sad
and u don't even have a clue

ooooooo
i can't help it
oooooooooooo
i'm so selfish
oooooooooo
i need dealt with
oooooooooo
i can't stop it i'm a mess

i wrote a song just for you
i went and threw that shit away
its all gone, i'm doomed
and now my body's filled with hate

i wrote a song just for you
i went and threw that shit away
its all gone, i'm doomed
and now my body's filled with hate x2


loser w/ holdmetillicry

made this with my new guitar yay

hey girl whats up
do u wanna go out?
we can go some where south
and run away from this town
i think i wanted u bad
i think i wanted u back
but baby whose fault is that
i want u back

i want you backkk
but u dont want that
u can go get fucked x2

i find it hard to talk
i find it hard to speak
and when you look my way i find it hard to breathe
and when you talk to me
you make me weak
dk what to tell you
i love u so damn much

i know u wont see this
and thats fine by me 
i just wanted u to know
that i love u so much
just go with the flow
we can take this slow

darling

stay based<3 feel free to dm me for collabs
All songs prod by me unless it says otherwise
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webcam2000
I produce all my shit
disc: webcamcursesss if u wanna collab

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song creds in song bio
https://www.tiktok.com/@betaorbiter?lang=en

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uhgg, u call this pizza??!1!1!!1?

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