Mixed/Mastered By Me And Cutdeep 
Check Out https://soundcloud.com/cut_deep They Make Beautiful Music 
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Prod By Kuroime
Check Out https://soundcloud.com/kuroimetsuyu https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCguPL7k6YgEieyw2EdwafJA 
They Make Amazing Beats 
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//Lyrics//
(Hook)
watch that moonlight watch that sunlight I think you're a lie its more than just a lie watch your mouth watch your tone who you speaking to baby not white lies its more than just white lies 
(Verse)
you notice more than this I know its painful now baby don't distant yourself come on and hug me now I just wanna hold you like before we're looking at the stars I loved you from the start
(Cutdeep's Verse)
I can’t be, everything I try so hard You ripped my heart apart Fuck that I don’t go out Up in my head I can’t get out Why you gotta do me like that It’s so sad I’ve been gone for a bit You like that I don’t know if you’re really fuckin into me Feels bad that I wasted all my energy You don’t care you don’t care There’s roses everywhere I’m aware I’m aware I call and no ones there I call and no ones there x2 
So why’d you fuckin lie like that
(Hook)
watch that moonlight watch that sunlight I think you're a lie its more than just a lie watch your mouth watch your tone who you speaking to baby not white lies its more than just white lies

moonlight w/ cutdeep (prod. kuroime)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & Cxld Kid & Cutdeep
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/hellahaunted
They Make Amazing Beats :3

is it over yet w/ cxldkid & cutdeep (prod. caspr)

mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/jolst
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//Lyrics//
days feel like a waste stab my back with a blade what the fuck did I do took my name off your phone tell me if you did tell me is it real I don't even care about myself x2

cant you tell I am tryna get better cant you tell I am tryna get better move away so fast from the world disappear so quick from the world

can't you tell that I am tryna get better tell me why tell me why this is happening I don't care anymore how I die you don't care anymore when I cry

I don't try my best anymore what the fuck did I do why the fuck I'm a ghost I don't know anymore I don't know anymore you don't know don't know why

I don't try my best anymore what the fuck did I do took my name off your phone where the fuck did you go why the fuck imma alone I don't care about me what the fuck do you mean 

days feel like a waste stab my back with a blade what the fuck did I do took my name off your phone tell me if you did tell me is it real I don't even care about myself x3

days feel like a waste (prod. jolst)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & Cutdeep
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Feat. https://soundcloud.com/cut_deep
Prod By https://soundcloud.com/prodreaper
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//LYRICS//
you told me you love me but that was last year and tell me you hate me so please do not fear and i still remember the moments we had and cant you come back i need you the most 

and i was thinking this was something you told things i don't know nothing and now I'm stuck thinking about you I'm in my room watching me fall

watching me fall right down I cant get up anymore and i cant take anymore I don't wanna deal with you 

you told me you love me but that was last year and tell me you hate me so please do not fear and i still remember the moments we had and cant you come back i need you the most

-cutdeep-
What did you expect you left me on
I do not like all these voices in my head 
You’re toxic and I like it
You’re never quiet I’m silent 
Anxiety’s been controlling me but I’ll make it through when I think of you

will I make through when I think of you I just don't know what to do thinking about you

remake our life  w/ cutdeep (prod. reaper)

mixed/mastered by me & cutdeep 
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feat. https://soundcloud.com/cut_deep
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/irby314 & https://soundcloud.com/jolst
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//Lyrics//
trapped out in my mind again and I'm sorry for the memories and i just wanted some peace of mind want you tell me i can barely breath

why cant you see i barely breath you're never here why the fuck am i still here everyone just laughs at me im tired of it why cant you understand

4am and im alone again

(cutdeep)
trapped out in my mind again and I'm sorry for the memories and want you tell me i can barely fucking breathe i can barely breathe

Heart frozen Lungs sore I can’t breath No more I always waste time Wishing maybe we could rewind I got you on my mind Can you get the fuck out And I’ve been feeling down Save me before I drown

trapped out in my mind again and I'm sorry for the memories and i just wanted some peace of mind want you tell me i can barely breath x2

4am w/ cutdeep (prod. irby & jolst)

mixed/mastered by me and kinshii
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feat. https://soundcloud.com/kinshii
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/hellahaunted & https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow
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//LYRICS//
its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and i swear that i am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today

in my room and I'm feeling so faded don't know what to grabbing my knife I'm gonna stab myself and you don't love me like before oh before 

its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and I swear that I am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today every time I wake up feeling wasted times moving really fucking fast and I don't like that why you talk to me I don't talk to you every time I wake up wanna sleep some more

(Kinshii)
now my beds the place i spend my days i can’t get up staring at a screen i do this every night and i don’t want to talk about it appreciate the thought but i’ve been trying to push away what makes me feel alive that’s growing up guess i can’t take it life used to be fun, now i live sedated don’t know why im smoking but still getting faded maybe the clouds free my brain from its cages sike no it’s not, causing a block life’s getting harder and harder than cock prosthetic leg maybe hard as rock kick to the face and it don’t ever stop and my family keeps calling me crazy probably cause i ain’t speak to them lately i been showing the signs someone save me and the reaper just said he’s done waiting truthfully not sure what im supposed do and the voice in my head, who im talking to is convincing enough, i might follow through or maybe i won’t just to stay with you

used to it w/ kinshii (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow)

mixed/mastered by me
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prod by @boyfifty
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//Lyrics//
Take me take me far away to the place we used to dream and say
We’ll make a home for us here
 
i wish that i could be something i wish that you can hit my phone just let me know i wish that i could be something run away to a place called home just let me know

tears drop fallen down to my heart don't want us to fall apart don't know what is happening i don't wanna hear any sound but you everyone around seems fake i don't even wanna talk

where you been take me for away to the moon looking at you can we run away think of my life I'm just full of shit cry on bed and I'm just a bitch and i cant stop crying anymore

where you been take me for away to the moon no one wants to hear me anymore look at myself im just filled with disgust no one wants to me god im ugly

dont know what is going on i hope you feel the same i know that its hard sometimes we just went separate ways i see no fucking point at all I'm stuck in this empty void leave me alone

take me home take me far away to the moon

i just cant be at home nobody wants me around I'm gonna slit my wrist imma cry on my couch

i wish that i could be something i wish that you can hit my phone just let me know i wish that i could be something run away to a place called home just let me know

take me home take me far away to the moon

a place called home. (boyfifty)

mixed/mastered by me & autumndropsdead
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featuring https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
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(hook)
don't know what makes you worried i fucked up sorry im so sorry don't know what to about you stuck in my room inside this empty void looking at the streets lights bout start a fist fight emotional roller-coaster avoiding the fucking sign and you get it oh no anymore cause you will never be calling my phone

(1st bridge)
and please don't talk to me making a wish just leave me be praying to god he can make my old friends leave they say humans can socialize easily but i cant do it at all

(1st Verse)
bad bitch super thick she ain't average hurt my heart to the core she's a savage meet me at the street lights oh we can sit and watch the moonlight and we can sit and watch it all night switch around and watch the sunlight no wait stop grabbing my gun aiming that gun behind my tongue no i don't live right i fucking hate me why the fuck she wanna be like me

(2nd bridge)
their telling you lies their telling everyone lies about me and i cant handle it no more and cant take it anymore im bout go hang myself imma about go back and crash my car

(autumndropsdead)
LOST TRUST WHY THE FUCK 
DID YOU DO THAT??? :'(
YOU SUCK GET THE FUCK
OUT MY NOTIFS

you’re all mine until i’m dead
nevermind, she’s in the red
swear i tried, yeah i did my best
terrified up until the end

i cry as i lie awake
i lied it was a mistake
“i’m fine” never felt so fake
vampire; burn me at the stake 
empire i’m not talking state
expiration way past the date 
thoughts never been so hard to shake
she a shark & i fell into the tank 

that’s a lie
(that’s a lie)
i despise
(i despise)
those eyes
yeah they’re full of chapters
full of rapture

(hook)
don't know what makes you worried i fucked up sorry im so sorry don't know what to about you stuck in my room inside this empty void looking at the streets lights bout start a fist fight emotional roller-coaster avoiding the fucking sign and you get it oh no anymore cause you will never be calling my phone

i'm so sorry w/ autumndropsdead (nevrfall)

I've been struggling so much to find a job as well, my financial situation has just gone total haywire.
https://gofund.me/5136ef02
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mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by yung prod 
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//lyrics//
looking at my face disgusting looking at you you're so pretty tell me you love me you miss me, messing with my thoughts i hate it and i can't take it anymore i wanna be there just for you i wanna go so far away 
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looking me i'm so degusted trying my best to not hurt you and i can't take it anymore i miss your pretty face you run so far away and just want to tell you that i love you so much with all of my heart 
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looking at my face disgusting looking at you you're so pretty tell me you love me you miss me, messing with my thoughts i hate it and i can't take it anymore i wanna be there just for you i wanna go so far away 
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i don't wanna talk if you say its over don't call me back anymore i miss you too much just leave me there on the floor where i rot don't be unaware i know what you're doing without you i cannot move on i need you all the time i have you on my mind and i do miss you and i do love you but i cannot express how i fucking feel

i think i'm about to cry (yung prod)

not sure if i'll be keeping this up , so here for now lol
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mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/reesoo
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//lyrics//
and I'm wondering when did you go bite my nails since I was 7 years old i wanna know something I don't know nothing let me know till you come back home and I know that it's so crazy the thought of me is fucking killing you fucked up and I'm not crazy you should of told me that you hate me

tell me why tho why you hate me you moving on so fast so lately it's such a tragic story I want some oxygen ya tell me why tho why you hate me you moving on so fast so lately my hands are colder without you so move fucking go 

and she was wasting all my time looking at my phone feel so fucking dead im laying on my bed and why you upset

and I'm wondering when did you go bite my nails since I was 7 years old i wanna know something I don't know nothing let me know till you come back home and I know that it's so crazy the thought of me is fucking killing you fucked up and I'm not crazy you should of told me that you hate me

a fucking disaster (reesoo)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/siemspark
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//Lyrics//
(Verse 1)
you said what I said didn't matter didn't mean to hurt you in awhile now I'm sitting by my porch feeling hurtful now you were just making fun of me 
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(Hook)
you said there's something stuck in my head you said you need me once again I cannot focus when you are around let me disappear from you and I can't focus I'm like a fucking bot alone inside the crowd i'm fucked up I'm fucking sorry for what I did to you
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(Bridge)
and the reaper is waiting for me tryna be transparent with me he killed my family my soul is dead to begin with you said you would stay here till the end now you're gone oh well guess girls are the same they just break my heart and they run away away
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(Verse 2)
you said you would stay here till the end now you're gone oh well guess girls are the same they just break my heart and they run away I'm just sick of all this bullshit 
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(Hook)
you said there's something stuck in my head you said you need me once again I cannot focus when you are around let me disappear from you and I can't focus I'm like a fucking bot alone inside the crowd I'm fucked up I'm fucking sorry for what I did to you

all girls are the same (siemspark x ayoleybeats)

mixed/mastered
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prod by
https://soundcloud.com/reesoo
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//lyrics//
(hook)
i entered in this hell now I'm fuck i wake up every morning fucked up can you see my eyes it hurts me everything around me surrounds me every single morning tired of seeing you 
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(verse) 
you said you would call me back very soon i know that's a lie cause it's between you i don't wanna talk to you anymore i just wanna be by myself right now 
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(hook)
i entered in this hell now I'm fuck i wake up every morning fucked up can you see my eyes it hurts me everything around me surrounds me every single morning tired of seeing you

tired of seeing you (reesoo)

//lyrics//
(hook)
fruityloop that bitch imma pop a xan wearing my white tee fucking on that bitch i don't care what the fuck went wrong when you hit me up twitter tryna start a damn war no wait you can hit me up to when I'm feeling sad more but you text me when you're sad to no i kinda hate this shit I'm gonna stab that bitch I'm gonna talk shit on that bitch
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(verse 1)
and I'm sorry what you say i got archive ya she be on my archives she'll be hitting up on Instagram fuck that fucking bitch she'll be starting up that ham ya ya wait stop put it up again put that shit up again tokyoecchi you can go now whack shit whack shit imma hit that bitch why'd you stab me i feel like a savage 
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(bride)
fruityloop that bitch imma pop a xan pass the fucking mic akiradoves you go
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(hook)
fruityloop that bitch imma pop a xan wearing my white tee fucking on that bitch i don't care what the fuck went wrong when you hit me up twitter tryna start a damn war no wait you can hit me up to when I'm feeling sad more but you text me when you're sad to no i kinda hate this shit I'm gonna stab that bitch I'm gonna talk shit on that bitch 
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(verse 2)
start another war i just wanted more wearing my black fit imma kill myself oh where you knowing call me worthless slit wrist everynight gonna start this fucking game why they messing with my brain i be skating down her path I'll be spitting on bitch i don't give a fuck a pull a fucking blow my brains out but first shoot that bitch end her fucking life first
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(outro)
I'm just singing imma rockstar I'm just singing imma leave her once more once more 


fl studio sucks ass (cursemxrk)

//lyrics//
(hook)
inflicting fucking damage I've had it said that i was bleeding can't focus done with you i think i had enough i told you imma focus on myself she told me i was selfish now I'm coughing out blood and can you hear a sound thats coming it out my mouth it's puncturing your ear can you hear my voice
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(verse)
tell me why , why you left me and can you hear me shut my heart shattered pieces right there on the floor left me weak when i saw you broken bones crying out loud my suffering my suffering 
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(hook)
inflicting fucking damage I've had it said that i was bleeding can't focus done with you i think i had enough i told you imma focus on myself she told me i was selfish now I'm coughing out blood and can you hear a sound thats coming it out my mouth it's puncturing your ear can you hear my voice

i'm done with everything (johnnyfriend)

//lyrics//
(hook)
i took my last my breath till i die I'm praying for god till i cry fuck it i cannot take it anymore you ruin my day till the final goodbye the final good bye why did you lie you told me in my face "why you despise me ?" fuck it i cannot have you anymore you ruined my day till your final stay
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(verse)
i just wish i always fucking held you staring at my phone screen and i just had a thought don't wanna get lost from this memory 
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(hook)
i took my last my breath till i die I'm praying for god till i cry fuck it i cannot take it anymore you ruined my day till the final goodbye the final good bye why did you lie you told me in my face "why you despise me ?" fuck it i cannot have you anymore you ruined my day till your final stay

took my last breath (reesoo + xmichaelwarren)

//lyrics//
(hook)
hold on and wait there hold on and listen every single moment in my life so fucking tragic dealing with some bad shit turn that shit to past-tense 
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(@timxlxss verse)
Can you burn me down ashes set the flame to all the fuckin masses I know that we never had shit could you just put on your glasses you don't have it? Well i see that you can't see straight But why you gotta hate  Like you took the fuckin easy bait Now you gotta wait Appreciate me when i call you on your phone I dont call you when you’re home not even when you’re alone I don't miss you when you hit me with a text but if you say ur with your ex then i won't miss that fuckin text
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(bridge)
hold on and wait there hold on and listen every single moment in my life so fucking tragic dealing with some bad shit turn that shit to past-tense can you burn me down ashes set the flame to all the fuckin masses
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(hook)
hold on and wait there hold on and listen every single moment in my life so fucking tragic dealing with some bad shit turn that shit to past-tense
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(@joshiguess verse) 
hit me with the karma start up like a console she left me in particles i be writing articles if you aren't in my zone i know you are inaudible she blocked me on everything but i guess its better than being on seen

dealing with some bad shit w/ timxlxss & joshiguess (siem spark x 1heyrick)

//lyrics//
(verse)
all the pain can't take fucking up my brain alone inside my bed taking all these meds i don't wanna deal with you i don't wanna deal with the world i just lay in bed and cry no longer i feel alive i wake up upset u wake up feel dead repeat repeat I'm so sick of it can't find the meaning of life i can't find my purpose I'm searching so hard imma misery don't go away i need you now
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(hook) 
walking in this party slit my wrist I'm sorry wanted to say something guess it's fucking too late and you don't see me in the crowd I'm too busy fucking up my life 
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(verse 2)
look at me when you're talking said you fucking love me but just partly i feel so stupid and disgusted matter fact imma jump off when the sun down 
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(bridge)
imma emotion less and i don't feel no pain all this fake ass love can just go away listen to me when im talking saying you don't want something more 
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(verse 3)
imma fall inside a fucking comatose overdose don't you hear my word and please hit my phone and I'm just dying on the floor imma joke and please just stop try to hit my phone why am i like this I'm so useless worthless i don't wanna be alive anymore i hear it i hear it it's getting so louder don't wanna be here no more
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(hook) 
walking in this party slit my wrist I'm sorry wanted to say something guess it's fucking too late and you don't see me in the crowd I'm dealing with anxiety 
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(verse 4) 
agony is killing me depression and drugs is killing me i just wanna wake up feel happy instead i feel so sad the reaper is still calling me trapped in a cage i can't escape feel so fucking empty someone save me 
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(outro)
and i don't wanna wake up no more don't wanna feel fucking numb i fucking can't take this shit 


comatose (thersx)

//lyrics//
(hook)
it's 2 in the morning i'm still gonna cry
dying inside man these tears from my eyes
no one just gets me kinda wanna die
why can't you be here holding me tight
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(verse 1)
trying i was trying
i'm so stupid i was searching
so hard to find some comfort
i was searching couldn't find it
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(hook)
it's 2 in the morning i'm still gonna cry
dying inside man these tears from my eyes
no one just gets me kinda wanna die
why can't you be here holding me tight
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(verse 2)
sitting at home i am alone
searching for my peace i wanna leave

no one understands me (dosteyboi)

//lyrics//
(hook)
summer rain is falling patiently is calling my name never thought this would happen 
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(verse 1)
i know I'm talking too much I'm dead on the floor i can't do much and i was dead o whoa oh save me save me love me i can't get enough of you hearing all your words it hurts me so badly 
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(bridge)
summer rain is falling patiently is calling my name my name 
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(hook)
summer rain is falling patiently is calling my name never thought this would happen
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(bridge 2)
summer rain is falling patiently is calling my name my name save me 
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(verse 2) 
and i don't get it i want you want you come back everyone around me is making fun of me and i don't get it and i don't want this to be me  


summer rain in autumn (mist3r)

(this is heavily inspired by 9tails & and his song 505) 
here is the song <3
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s/fiveofive-prod-excedi
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mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/nadiakuk
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//lyrics//
50 fucking 5 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to wake up in the morning i feel so distorted looking at my face feel dead looking at you you're not 505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to life is so pointless it's so pointless looking at me feel so worthless 

focus overdosing pop a pill or 2 baby is it me or you you won't see me crying anywhere eternal fucked up you gon see me cry 505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to life is so pointless it's so pointless looking at me at you 

why you like that x2 such a cold air for away from me 

50 fucking 5 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to wake up in the morning i feel so distorted looking at my face feel dead looking at you you're not 505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to life is so pointless it's so pointless looking at me at you 

5PM that's when i slit my wrist we could of been something guess thats memory looking at old pictures of you i wanna go back i wanna go back

505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to ×2




i'm just a memory (nadiak)

Mixed/Mastered 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/metlast
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//lyrics//
(hook)
just hold tight till i pass away i know we can collide and i'll be a memory to all my friends and you can come see me till the very end
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(verse 1)
you just heard me i said i'm better off dead wake up in the morning trapped in my head again trapped in my head i cannot escape i'm sad again 
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(bridge)
here just stuck biting my nails almost 22 still making songs of you i still make songs about you cold blood mistress by the water
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(verse 2)
here just stuck biting my nails almost 22 still making songs of you i miss you i love you please hold me and it's 4 in the morning haven't heard from you and i'm calling your parents but they despise me to they saying imma burden to you is that true i don't know more gonna slit my throat 
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(bridge 2)
you know i'm not alright stuck inside this hollow you been acting distant i know imma bother i know that imma fodder cold blood mistress by the water 
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(hook)
just hold tight till i pass away i know we can collide and i'll be a memory to all my friends and you can come see me till the very end x2

i'm stuck inside this hollow (metlast)

(i don't own this beat whatsoever. using this beat non-profit)
Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/nadiakuk & https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
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//Lyrics//
blood on the bed not like the rest feeling so dead wasting time will i ever be okay she told me she's leaving me I'm dying so slow wake up from this nightmare feeling the cold air 
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there's blood on my wrists there's cuts on my wrists they say life is too  simple I do not wanna exist don't wanna be here leave me alone leave me in peace
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blood on the bed not like the rest feeling so dead wasting time will i ever be okay she told me she's leaving me I'm dying so slow don't wanna be here leave me alone

leaving everything behind (killedmyself)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/nadiakuk & https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself

why am i like this ? (nadiak & killedmyself)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/stillvanishing & https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself

it's been a long night (stillvanishing & killedmyself)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/thersx

don't forsaken me (thersx)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/taurs & https://soundcloud.com/jolst

i'm so stressed out (taurs x jolst)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall

my heart is getting darker (nevrfall)

mixed/mastered by me <3
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/johnnyfriend

it's getting out of control (johnnyfriend)

https://soundcloud.com/prodnvki

loop lmao
//Lyrics//
(Hook) 
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Verse)
why when I'm feeling fucking down I I don't wanna fucking drown why are you feeling fucking down I cant take it anymore I feel I wanna drown
(Hook)
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Verse)
why when I'm feeling fucking down I I don't wanna fucking drown why are you feeling fucking down I cant take it anymore I feel I wanna drown
(Hook) 
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Hook)
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees

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