Mixed/Mastered By Me And Cutdeep 
Check Out https://soundcloud.com/cut_deep They Make Beautiful Music 
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Prod By Kuroime
Check Out https://soundcloud.com/kuroimetsuyu https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCguPL7k6YgEieyw2EdwafJA 
They Make Amazing Beats 
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//Lyrics//
(Hook)
watch that moonlight watch that sunlight I think you're a lie its more than just a lie watch your mouth watch your tone who you speaking to baby not white lies its more than just white lies 
(Verse)
you notice more than this I know its painful now baby don't distant yourself come on and hug me now I just wanna hold you like before we're looking at the stars I loved you from the start
(Cutdeep's Verse)
I can’t be, everything I try so hard You ripped my heart apart Fuck that I don’t go out Up in my head I can’t get out Why you gotta do me like that It’s so sad I’ve been gone for a bit You like that I don’t know if you’re really fuckin into me Feels bad that I wasted all my energy You don’t care you don’t care There’s roses everywhere I’m aware I’m aware I call and no ones there I call and no ones there x2 
So why’d you fuckin lie like that
(Hook)
watch that moonlight watch that sunlight I think you're a lie its more than just a lie watch your mouth watch your tone who you speaking to baby not white lies its more than just white lies

moonlight w/ cutdeep (prod. kuroime)

mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/jolst
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//Lyrics//
days feel like a waste stab my back with a blade what the fuck did I do took my name off your phone tell me if you did tell me is it real I don't even care about myself x2

cant you tell I am tryna get better cant you tell I am tryna get better move away so fast from the world disappear so quick from the world

can't you tell that I am tryna get better tell me why tell me why this is happening I don't care anymore how I die you don't care anymore when I cry

I don't try my best anymore what the fuck did I do why the fuck I'm a ghost I don't know anymore I don't know anymore you don't know don't know why

I don't try my best anymore what the fuck did I do took my name off your phone where the fuck did you go why the fuck imma alone I don't care about me what the fuck do you mean 

days feel like a waste stab my back with a blade what the fuck did I do took my name off your phone tell me if you did tell me is it real I don't even care about myself x3

days feel like a waste (prod. jolst)

mixed/mastered by me and kinshii
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feat. https://soundcloud.com/kinshii
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/hellahaunted & https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow
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//LYRICS//
its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and i swear that i am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today

in my room and I'm feeling so faded don't know what to grabbing my knife I'm gonna stab myself and you don't love me like before oh before 

its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and I swear that I am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today every time I wake up feeling wasted times moving really fucking fast and I don't like that why you talk to me I don't talk to you every time I wake up wanna sleep some more

(Kinshii)
now my beds the place i spend my days i can’t get up staring at a screen i do this every night and i don’t want to talk about it appreciate the thought but i’ve been trying to push away what makes me feel alive that’s growing up guess i can’t take it life used to be fun, now i live sedated don’t know why im smoking but still getting faded maybe the clouds free my brain from its cages sike no it’s not, causing a block life’s getting harder and harder than cock prosthetic leg maybe hard as rock kick to the face and it don’t ever stop and my family keeps calling me crazy probably cause i ain’t speak to them lately i been showing the signs someone save me and the reaper just said he’s done waiting truthfully not sure what im supposed do and the voice in my head, who im talking to is convincing enough, i might follow through or maybe i won’t just to stay with you

used to it w/ kinshii (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow)

I've been struggling so much to find a job as well, my financial situation has just gone total haywire.
https://gofund.me/5136ef02
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mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by yung prod 
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//lyrics//
looking at my face disgusting looking at you you're so pretty tell me you love me you miss me, messing with my thoughts i hate it and i can't take it anymore i wanna be there just for you i wanna go so far away 
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looking me i'm so degusted trying my best to not hurt you and i can't take it anymore i miss your pretty face you run so far away and just want to tell you that i love you so much with all of my heart 
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looking at my face disgusting looking at you you're so pretty tell me you love me you miss me, messing with my thoughts i hate it and i can't take it anymore i wanna be there just for you i wanna go so far away 
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i don't wanna talk if you say its over don't call me back anymore i miss you too much just leave me there on the floor where i rot don't be unaware i know what you're doing without you i cannot move on i need you all the time i have you on my mind and i do miss you and i do love you but i cannot express how i fucking feel

i think i'm about to cry (yung prod)

//lyrics//
(hook)
i took my last my breath till i die I'm praying for god till i cry fuck it i cannot take it anymore you ruin my day till the final goodbye the final good bye why did you lie you told me in my face "why you despise me ?" fuck it i cannot have you anymore you ruined my day till your final stay
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(verse)
i just wish i always fucking held you staring at my phone screen and i just had a thought don't wanna get lost from this memory 
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(hook)
i took my last my breath till i die I'm praying for god till i cry fuck it i cannot take it anymore you ruined my day till the final goodbye the final good bye why did you lie you told me in my face "why you despise me ?" fuck it i cannot have you anymore you ruined my day till your final stay

took my last breath (reesoo + xmichaelwarren)

(this is heavily inspired by 9tails & and his song 505) 
here is the song <3
https://soundcloud.com/i_x_t_a_i_l_s/fiveofive-prod-excedi
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mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/nadiakuk
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//lyrics//
50 fucking 5 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to wake up in the morning i feel so distorted looking at my face feel dead looking at you you're not 505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to life is so pointless it's so pointless looking at me feel so worthless 

focus overdosing pop a pill or 2 baby is it me or you you won't see me crying anywhere eternal fucked up you gon see me cry 505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to life is so pointless it's so pointless looking at me at you 

why you like that x2 such a cold air for away from me 

50 fucking 5 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to wake up in the morning i feel so distorted looking at my face feel dead looking at you you're not 505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to life is so pointless it's so pointless looking at me at you 

5PM that's when i slit my wrist we could of been something guess thats memory looking at old pictures of you i wanna go back i wanna go back

505 in the middle of the night i don't wanna fucking die but i guess i fucking have to ×2




i'm just a memory (nadiak)

Mixed/Mastered 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/metlast
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//lyrics//
(hook)
just hold tight till i pass away i know we can collide and i'll be a memory to all my friends and you can come see me till the very end
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(verse 1)
you just heard me i said i'm better off dead wake up in the morning trapped in my head again trapped in my head i cannot escape i'm sad again 
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(bridge)
here just stuck biting my nails almost 22 still making songs of you i still make songs about you cold blood mistress by the water
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(verse 2)
here just stuck biting my nails almost 22 still making songs of you i miss you i love you please hold me and it's 4 in the morning haven't heard from you and i'm calling your parents but they despise me to they saying imma burden to you is that true i don't know more gonna slit my throat 
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(bridge 2)
you know i'm not alright stuck inside this hollow you been acting distant i know imma bother i know that imma fodder cold blood mistress by the water 
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(hook)
just hold tight till i pass away i know we can collide and i'll be a memory to all my friends and you can come see me till the very end x2

i'm stuck inside this hollow (metlast)

(i don't own this beat whatsoever. using this beat non-profit)
Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/nadiakuk & https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself
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//Lyrics//
blood on the bed not like the rest feeling so dead wasting time will i ever be okay she told me she's leaving me I'm dying so slow wake up from this nightmare feeling the cold air 
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there's blood on my wrists there's cuts on my wrists they say life is too  simple I do not wanna exist don't wanna be here leave me alone leave me in peace
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blood on the bed not like the rest feeling so dead wasting time will i ever be okay she told me she's leaving me I'm dying so slow don't wanna be here leave me alone

leaving everything behind (killedmyself)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/stillvanishing & https://soundcloud.com/killedmyself

it's been a long night (stillvanishing & killedmyself)

mixed/mastered by me <3
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/johnnyfriend

it's getting out of control (johnnyfriend)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/idealismus
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(Lyrics)
back inside my dead room looking at my photos staring at my phone screen no one fucking noticed looking at perspectives tryna fucking figure out myself i don't care what you think to i don't wanna come care to 

tell me yow you to i don't think too much about the past oh no and I'm sorry to eveyone and i will take the blame

never again , i won't love all i care is about lust I'm such a bad person sorry for leading you on I'm to anyone i regret everything i done it's all my fault and i will never say "i blame it on the world" 

back inside my dead room looking at my photos staring at my phone screen no one fucking noticed looking at perspectives tryna fucking figure out myself i don't wanna be different i just wanna fucking fit in x2 

looking at perspectives tryna fucking figure out myself i don't wanna be different i just wanna fucking fit in never again i will love all i care is about lust I'm such a bad person sorry for leading you on





sorry for being a bad person (idealism)

Mixed/Mastered By Me
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/deadyami

screaming at the fucking world (dead yami)

mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/afterlife66

everything is okay (afterlife)

Mixed/Mastered By Me & Yokai Dreams
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/wisssery & https://soundcloud.com/yunnygoldz

a way back home w/ yokai dreams (wissery & yunny goldz)

i don't know who i am anymore
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(Lyrics)

[Verse 1]
and for the better 
remember all the sleepless nights
It was me by your side
it's so hard to wake up no love
and It don’t make sense why won't you show up
And doesn’t feel real who the fuck am I 
I just look at myself 
Look around all so fake 
 
[Chorus]
Who am I don’t know 
Identity crisis 
I don’t know where I’m going
Please take me so 
 
[Bridge]
Cause I’m looking at photos Reminiscing
All the memories are gone 
Like they don’t know fucking exist
Everything far away 
 
[Verse 2]
Feeling retarded she left me for him 
Crying out loud and I’m begging for more
Louder and Louder the voice just won’t stop
Make it all stop I’ll kill someone else
You already killed me once 
Suicidal thoughts are killing me 
I Hope it will stop
Just more sleepless nights
I’m seeing all red 
My hearts getting blue
 
[Chorus]
I’m losing myself 
From who the fuck am I 
Identity crisis
I’m losing myself 
From who the fuck am I 
Identity crisis

identity crisis (afterlife)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/nadiakuk
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(Lyrics)

[Verse 1]
Isolated temple won't take me out back
Just numb the pain with drugs 
It's all I ever had
Fucked up I cannot focus on my bed 
Doing these drugs all I have 

[Chorus]
I still see her in my flashbacks 
Four O'clock and I can't fucking feel a thing
why'd you try to fucking call me
I still walk around on my own two

[Verse 2]
Fuck it up a mess
Silhouettes yeah I'm so stressed 
Taking medicine popping pill for the pain
She was so expressive hit depression
She was just another girl probably from another world

[Sample]
I don't know what's your talking about half the time 
Why is that?
I don't know
I mean you just go on and on talking about nothing 
Why can't you have a normal conversation?
Your always trying to sound like some damn medicine man

[Chorus]
I still see her in my flashbacks 
Four O'clock and I can't fucking feel a thing
why'd you try to fucking call me
I still walk around on my own two
x2

[Outro]
I still see her in my flashbacks 
Four O'clock and I can't fucking feel a thing
why'd you try to fucking call me
I still walk around on my own two

i still see her in my flashbacks at 4am (nadiak)

water flows

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/johnnyfriend
(Lyrics)

you expected less (johnnyfriend)

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/hxppytears

maidenless (happytears)

sit in silence (michael harrison + gavin hadley)

(Lyrics)
 
cut down, cut loose I'm nothing but a bad news to you and i just fucking breakdown suicide and everytime she looking at me i wanna die 

we're going out and you treat me like I'm trash and I'm asking why and the way you fucking answer you don't even try i don't wanna wake up and i just drown wanna drown 

let me drown let me rot going down let me rot nothing's the same without you

and you talk too much put that shit on fucking dnd blow it up like that creepy with the tnt fuck it up you're no fun say it to my dead face you dead weight space 

cut down, cut loose I'm nothing but a bad news to you and i just fucking breakdown suicide and everytime she looking at me i wanna die x2

nothing but bad news (johnnyfriend)

(Lyrics)

i swear to god I'm moving out backpack i gotta go I'm leaving now i don't even care if you fucking say they missing me i don't even know i don't even try put me down like trash I'll get you back fight back i don't care what you say 1 2 3 just to fucking sleep you hurt my fucking that so cheap

cut down, cut loose finally I'm free from anxiety i need, need some fucking clarity to breath

i swear to god I'm moving out backpack i gotta go I'm leaving now i don't even care if you fucking say they missing me i don't even know i don't even try put me down like trash I'll get you back fight back i don't care what you say 1 2 3 just to fucking sleep you hurt my fucking that so cheap

i swear to god (frevel x jolst)

mixed/mastered by me 
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/sshinju
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(Lyrics)
let go let go my time I'm empty 

I'll never find myself feel like I'm drowning now I'm just seeing new changes i just went through fucking phases I'm just running around gloomy thoughts and it's raining

falling she won't text me anymore suffocating cry I'll be dying in this void

feeling kinda empty and I'm lonely I'm pacifistic bout some shit i don't have time to fight fuck every human every interaction with them is so bad 

I'll be chilling in my fucking room don't even have a clue how to find my fucking certain sound i dont even wanna take the time to fucking learn i just wanna make fucking shit and be happy

let go let go my time I'm empty

I'm just getting tired this music shit is too much I'm inside this cage the reaper just coming out i dont wanna stay this be getting to loud i don't wanna talk i don't wanna make a sound

going thru changes (shinju)

mixed/mastered by me 
featuring @scoobisalright
prod by https://soundcloud.com/freveltrothy & thrashboy beats

//Lyrics//

Devil on my shoulder 
Telling me lies 
She coming over 
She's ready to cry
Think about my future 
She wasting my time 
Cut ties, cut you 
Cut screws needa room to breath
It's an urgency emergency
She texting me and it's fucking aching me 
Dealing with anxiety 
When you're by me by me by me

But I cant
Let this go
Even if I wanted to
Just take my hand

Yeah, its not okay
Its not alright
Remember last fall when
I called you mine

But now you're gone
Passed with time
Can't forget you
And that's not lie

And lately I've been stressed
All because of you
Now I'm crying in this bed
That was made for two

You got me feeling stupid
While I'm feeling blue
As you led me on
While you start anew

Devil on my shoulder 
Telling me lies 
She coming over 
She's ready to cry
Think about my future 
She wasting my time 
Cut ties, cut you 
Cut screws needa room to breath
It's an urgency emergency
She texting me and it's fucking aching me 
Dealing with anxiety 
When you're by me, by me, by me

devil on my shoulder w/ scoob (frevel & thrashboy)

@soundcloud took this song down unfairly after my manager bought the lease. sorry y'all. hopefully it stays up this time

sorry for being a disappointment (misery)

fubuki star world (andll)

Mixed Me & https://soundcloud.com/musicbykii
Mastered By https://soundcloud.com/musicbykii
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/freveltrothy & https://soundcloud.com/sor_beats

Braindead

braindead w/ kii (frevel + sor)

i have changed

thank you https://soundcloud.com/your1upboy for being in my song
https://soundcloud.com/deadspyro owns this beat! check out their work !!! its really good

i have changed w/1upboy (prod. dead spyro)

https://soundcloud.com/prodnvki

loop lmao
//Lyrics//
(Hook) 
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Verse)
why when I'm feeling fucking down I I don't wanna fucking drown why are you feeling fucking down I cant take it anymore I feel I wanna drown
(Hook)
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Verse)
why when I'm feeling fucking down I I don't wanna fucking drown why are you feeling fucking down I cant take it anymore I feel I wanna drown
(Hook) 
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees why did you never tell me I been inside this cage someone come and free me why did you never call me you rather call him and that really bores me
(Hook)
Yuh and she sniffing codeine why you begging down your fucking knees lately I be guessing that you hate me love you why the fuck you even begging down your fucking knees

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