Lyrics:

I know more about you than i do
About myself i don't have a clue
Questions flood my brain like a hurricane
It's about time it overflows

Why don't they teach you this shit in school
What are my favourite interests?
They run right through
Important subjects im feeling nauseous 
I don't know what to do

I don't know who i wanna be
And I don't know why it's a mystery
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue if i just believe
I don't know who i wanna be
All the questions will be history
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue you just wait and see

I know more about you than i do
About myself i don't have a clue
What are my favourite colours, how much more to discover
Feels like its all brand new

Why don't they teach you this shit in school
What are my favourite interests?
They run right through
Important subjects im feeling nauseous 
I don't know what to do

I don't know who i wanna be
And I don't know why it's a mystery
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue if i just believe
I don't know who i wanna be
All the questions will be history
Calculations are hard but it doesn't feel far
It's on the tip of my tongue you just wait and see

<3

Identity's Arithmetic (p. keano quinn)

lyrics

why lie
i jus wanted u first
i tried 
but i cant outwill the universe
white eyes
wide eyes
when ur kicking dirt
in my face
in ur place 
and it hurts

let go
let go
i know
i know
i hope
you chose
the right
path forward
i
i cant believe 
i
i cant
i cant
i cant see
why i
i cant
i 
cant help but bleed
i cant i cant
i cant
i cant
i cant see

why lie
i jus wanted u first
i tried 
but i cant outwill the universe
white eyes
wide eyes
when ur kicking dirt
in my face
in ur place 
and it hurts

kicking dirt in my eyes like im not a human as well (killedmyself)

it's hard

lyrics:
i scribbled symphonies of peace to cope with finding out the truth
worked as needed reaching what middle school me would think was cool
fiddling pens and pencils pensive wasn’t picky with the tool
i’d use for some naive translation of my angst and fragile mood

i can’t afford it now

growing pains replaced with what the bills are like in winter now
since the cold ascended i can’t shake the taste of poetry
phonetically imperfect pretty speech protruding out of me
im cramming syllables to cry of colder temps and picture books
reliving twisted memories romanticizing what it took
to be alive surviving prerip jeans and social trends
extending my insistence on reliving those remember when’s

it’s a fucked up toxic endeavor

middle child needs attention to feel valid who’da guessed it?
choose an evening to feel hollow with my grief i’ve been selective
been a lot of things over the years but never been objective
i’m a passive dude

some would call it sitting fence and when i’m honest i probably would too
at my expense i picked the easiest escape when i could
now im desperate to do something i should

cause there’s something bout finality that scares me
wavered care perpetuated the impression that i’m distant and aware
of ticking hours minutes seconds sticking strictly to my regiment
rejected any message i was yet to learn my lesson
started strong and i accepted that’s enough to use the leverage
and projected progress farther now it’s a little more than hard
to understand i’m on a limit always finish weaker than i started
know how to begin but stutter further in the tempo how ironic

looking in the mirror a song by melmige thank you for listening [prod. eeryskies]

i was sad now i’m up i was paid right
started messing w the right ones now i’m alright
got to paving my own way 
went from darkness to the light
went from staying up late
to sleeping at night 

had my heart strings to having them break
fuck that
is it too late?
i think i need a break
so i got one today
i’m on my way
got my money up
so i say what i say 
had people hate on me for anything
for being me but i still sing
i stopped caring bout what u think
i’m doing me fuck what you think 

i’m better than your average chart singer
got bored of holding in the truth so i had to switch up
the whole scene is gonna take over
we out casts to the normies
but that makes us better than you all
we gotta stand tall
making hits in my bedroom
while your in the studio
do this by myself making my own beats
using some producers 
showing love to the scene

alrightalright (bended)

#notacareintheworld
produced by cxrter & yashio
📸: lilly foster

lyrics:
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
play the strings, my guitar
hear the beat of my heart
they think i'm spitting bars, but no i'm just making art
they call me KiddPicasso when they play it in their car
if ur hearing this then you’re amazing, yes you are
y’all my creepy crawlies like the spider on my arm
carter got the cartier, we cooking up a storm
i was in the studio since the day i was born
Dj, they love my taste in music
i spend all my money on useless things
it makes them clueless
materialism is the way i view it 
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows
not a care in the world
run your fingers through my hair like i'm a girl 
cuz when you stop and stare
time slows, yeah, yeah, time slows

time slows <3 w/ kiddamo (prod. cxrter x yashio)

huge thanks to evergarden for being on this!
produced by michael harrison
**lyrics**
(me)
I still go back to that Autumn night
I lost my judgement in your eyes
You said I need you right here
Now I know it wasn't genuine, I'm masking up my fears

Not gon' lie I thought you were my only friend :/
Am I supposed to sit and watch it all go to waste?
You got a little rent free spot in my head
Chalk mark memories weathered in my brain...

(evergarden)
Withering beside the willow
Watch you lay to waste
I'm so hollow
How can I say in simple terms?
Hard to put this feeling into words...

(me)
It's okay to say goodbye
Maybe you can find your peace
I'll just let this feeling die
I don't know what I need

need w/ evergarden (michael harrison)

lyrics 

she wanted me to chance 
I'm nothing like before 
I'm crawling in my bed
I guess you're all a dream
she wanted me to chance 
I'm nothing like before 
I'm crawling in my bed
I guess you're all a dream

you said again 
it's in my head
you want me to 
to forget about things
I hear you're voice again
I want it out of me 

how how

she wanted me to chance 
I'm nothing like before 
I'm crawling in my bed
I guess you're all a dream
how it's always been you

how I'm just like you
and I can't fake it
how it's all because of you 

how how

she wanted me to chance 
I'm nothing like before 
I'm crawling in my bed
I guess you're all a dream
how it's always been you

how it's all because of you 
how it's all because of you

Spotify

it's all because of you (dead yami)

lyrics

i spend every waking moment trying to pick myself up cause im falling apart
just to get back into it the very next day but you heal my soul up in the dark
id try to do it myself but i wouldnt know where to start
save me from hurting my heart baby
i want you to love me
i want you to touch me
and whenever im blinded by this shit be my ears and my eyes whenever i cant see
i hope that you need me
i hope you can hear me
i hope you can grab me and pick me off my feet
just to knock me down again

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

could we make the last time count
everything you say everything i hear right now
save me from myself would you take it back somehow
you don't need to worry i just need to come back down
look where weve been cause im closer to death
i see you laugh when youre talking to him
you got your movies and i got my friends
but im tasting salt in the water again
hold me down
hold me still
is this the place where we begin

and i never rest well, i hope that my healths well
if future repeats itself then i know this wont end well
my mouths on fire sipping in this hotel
oh you know me so well
we cant make this farewell

i play you the song that saved my life but you scroll on your phone
and i cant give everything up for this career to just die unkown
unwillingly, willingly killing my body so leave me alone
ill just stay at home
i hope you can find me there

health w/ greenwood (p. jacob vallen)

ghost

shoutout @xemmy_exe for finishing this, fuck zel he a bitch

[safeatlast]:

talkin that shit but i came wit intentions
next up better pay me attention
im in my bag and you cant get a mention
tough luck but i work for my interests

im gettin sleepy off double cups
boy ima run it up
pickin up scraps but im still goin hard as fuck

im just an artist wit not enough time on my hands
do what i love do it all for the fam

that boy wanna tote poles dont come my way
you aint got shit to show get the fuck out my face
2 blocks down heard gunshots thats the gang
do it for the message give a fuck bout the fame

who am i kiddin bitch ima be famous and thats on god
i got the digits im runnin the playlists bitch im on top
why is you simpin you dont gotta say it that bitch is a thot
the numbers im flippin are gettin outrageous think i gotta shot

that boy wanna tote poles dont come my way
you aint got shit to show get the fuck out my face
2 blocks down heard gunshots thats the gang
do it for the message give a fuck bout the fame

[ӼØ︎3]:

im just here for the message don’t een hit my line don’t text it 
i been wondering why did all this shit have to get messy 
i don’t understand why she had to leave could’ve gave her blessings 
it don’t matter yuh i found me a new obsession

get that bag (yeah) go get back yuh (hey)
that’s sad, damn got stabbed 
relax finger finna squeeze talmbout huh subtract 
yeah i had to leave but huh im back

intentions

intentions ft. ӼØ︎3 (mobe)

After Dark is a song about high anxiety, fear, trepidation, and the things in life that make us afraid. These feelings of angst, persistent worry, and even terror, can come in the night leaving one to suffer from insomnia along with an acute sense of dread. Some find a sense of peace and healing through music, meditation, and spirituality.

After Dark

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it's all because of you (dead yami)

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