cope (latrodectus)

i've tried (prod. waves)

lyrics 

You play with me till die
Just suffocates till I cry
And you're the worst then all of them
Ima die alone
And god i'm so broke
Want you hold me tight
You play with me till die
Just suffocates till I cry
You play with me till die
Just suffocates till I cry

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i'm gonna die alone (myss)

you wrote me into the story now write me out

bright falls

lyrics 

If I ran away will she stay?
Whatever it takes I'll be there
And every time you're around I calm down
It sucks I cant have you
The scars in my back hurt me too much
If I ran away will she stay? (and oh my god it hurts too much)
Whatever it takes I'll be there

whatever it takes

@xobroken @jolst


and i can tell when you're lying
you can see it in your eyes
you can see it in your smile
fucking hate when you're vile

its like you get a fucking knife
and you stab me in the vital

ur only nice on your birthday
get your cards and open them up
the writing on the inside are lies open it up

and i dont wanna feed your ego
if i could get out of here
id be heathrow

guess i pay the price now
fuck it its a time out
i just turn the light out
tell me whats important
6 in the morning
i left in the morning
i just want a foreign

"take a seat"
i dont wanna sit down
ive been all up on my mind
n idk where im going

dont act like you know
dont act like you know whats going on
cause you fkn dont

It’s a cycle
She hit my vitals
No survival 
Expect apologies when I’m dying, ya so entitled
Feelin like I lost myself since your arrival
Saw this Shit coming but I was in denial

I been deceased 
She not missing me
Turned into fiend
Full of grief
Xanax make me lean
Weak up in the knees
Puffin trees
Just to get some sleep
Unable to dream
White tee
Blood drippin on me

Didn’t see you leaving, what should I expect? Im so dead,  there’s no way to resurrect me
Said you loved me 
Then you left
What’s is that?
Everything’s a mess

smile w/ xobroken (jolst x radkoun)

cedar street w/ evergarden

ceiling fan (acey)

https://open.spotify.com/album/0bJh1YQSw6Rk94DK3hiNtG?si=EPAP1Mm1SuKkJY954x3qkg

https://linktr.ee/lottaheart

produced by @metlast
mastered by @jolst

lyrics:

(I know how we'd end,
right from the beginning
i waited at the bus stop,
just hoping you'd get home)

she said she was falling, i said hang tight
just hold onto me, i'll be your lifeline
i won't let you go like it's the last time
need you in my life so you cant die
[x2]

this can't be our last day
there can't be another way
i'm holding on for you to stay
don't know what i'd do,
nor would i know what to say if i,

lost you and you never could come back again
without you i don't even know what's happening
as you slip i can feel my world crashing in
i love you and you don't even know the half of it

so don't fall, hold on
i swear that i'll do everything i have to do
cause you're all that i want
and if you let go i'm jumping after you

i just needed you to know,
i won't ever let you go
i just needed you to know,
i won't let you die alone

she said she was falling, i said hang tight
just hold onto me, i'll be your lifeline
i won't let you go like it's the last time
need you in my life so you cant die
[x2]

lifeline [metlast]

prod. me x @eric-godlow
shoutout @guardinmusic, one of my favorite songs n i thought id stick my own lil twist on it <333
original - https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/comicsans

[guardin]:
if it were up to me
i would be a tree
sit under the sun and smoke a blunt full of debris
i ain't got a job & i ain't got no damn degree
but the time i spend is wise and hours split up into threes
so i'm hoping that the work i put into this shit is worth it
i ain't got nobody in my tent up in this circus
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is
if it were up to me
i would probably leave
split the door in two so i could walk through it with ease
i ain't got no destination set inside of me
by the time i hit the ground i'll start to feel it in my knees
stayed inside for twenty years and i can't tell you if it's worth it
everyone acquainted they just know me on the surface
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

searching for acceptance in the ones i call my friends
i don't really talk but i sure hope you understand
everybody talking shit can catch these fucking hands
catch these fucking hands
and lately it's been harder for me try to understand
i put myself in predicaments that i never had planned
i don't go outside if i do it's for groceries and fans
any day now i could die please etch my grave in comic sans

[safeatlast]:

if it were up to me
there wouldn't be a rhyme or reason
opened my mouth once and it
was treated like it's treason
never did i even start to think that i'd be leavin'
everything will be okay you just have to believe in
yourself
it'll help you when there's nothing to look out for
everyone around you loves you more than you account for
only halfway to the top i think we're stuck on cloud 4
but we have to split apart to make it to the next floor

[guardin]:

if it were up to me
i'd be more discrete
wander in the dark until there's blisters on my feet
tear off all my skin under the middle of the street
lights and crawl into a hobbit hole in midst of my defeat
guess the corners of my eyes can probably tell you that it's worth it
it's head vs heart and my thoughts tend to make me nervous
write another body make the header have a purpose
yeah i like the title but the shit you say is worthless

guardin - comic sans (safeatlast flip)

lyrics

i felt the blade up against my arm
im not saving whats left to rot
i will build something brand new
in the spot where i saw the truth
i feel ur blood pump thru my heart
how long for my pulse to start
i wont search what was left blue
draft blowing in , door askew

take another step
to me
again
all inside my head
i see
the end
when my lungs
are torn
to shreds
will u stay
right by
my bed

i want this to last forever
i change in colder weather
to my soul i know ur tethered
tonight im leaving in a stretcher
i tried but i cant seem to help it
will we feel this way forever

why dont
i know
myself better
than u do
and i hope
when i go
ill be there
right next to u

take another step
to me
again
all inside my head
i see
the end
when my lungs
are torn
to shreds
will u stay
right by
my bed

i'm gonna die alone (myss)

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