Time is running out
We don't keep up with it
Minutes and hours fly by
Leaving behind our lives

We’re afraid to lose everything
If we stop
porridge in the head
not possible to rake by shovel

Put your prayers in the ass
You can’t be saved
The disease feeds on fear
And spreads in a virtual way
Drink tea
With loved ones
Don’t try to run, exhale!

Crush in the crowd
On the way to an unloved job
You want to be in time,
But you don’t know why

But then the day has come
The world stood still
The fuss is died down
Panic is over

You are alone
With your thoughts
How are you, my friend?
Vanity inside, not outside
Dreams come crashing down

Nothing to Regret

Panic Is Over

Everything is alright
Go away, bitch
And just don’t touch me
Fuckin’ scum

Sweet home
You will not go out
Sweet lies
You lie to yourself
That you are ok
And you don’t need help

You don’t know how
To overcome
Enemy that no one sees
He hits hard from the inside,

Day by day
Week by week
You feel you are
In cage

When you fly, you suddenly realize
all problems are solvable,
except for one -
you‘re already flying from the bridge
But you don’t know how
to live in this cold world
you’re already flying
you’re already flying from the bridge

In cold gray city
You have no hope
To see rainbow
You wait for better life

Doesn’t matter what
Will happen in your life
You feel pain
And you don’t know why

Fuckin’ autumn In your mind
and you have no strength
Fuckin’ autumn
go away

Fall into abyss
you have nothing to regret

The Bridge

Everyday is an endless void
When did you last look at the stars?
The inner space is taken over by routine
Temporary sensations are lost

I throw garbage out
Of my head
I don't regret about it
I don't give a fuck
Fragments of past
Keep me awake
And scums rush
Into my life.
Go back to hell

Scream breaks the silence
Out from the inside
And I want to run away
From myself
Unrelated thoughts is in my mind
And I can’t see the light

No pain, no fear
Just emptiness replaces
Everything around
I'm trying to find the sense
No pain, no fear
Just emptiness replaces
Everything around
I'm trying to find the sense

Your problems
Doesn’t matter
Don't waste my time
You will not be better

Pieces of the past
Keep me awake
And scums rush
Into my life

Endless Void

Baby you're so pretty
Like in the movies
I'm drowning in your eyes
I'm mad about you

Let's run away from everyone?
Don't hide from me
Let's just talk
You don’t love me
Love me

You don't spend time with me
I'll be your nightmare
Awake
You’re so scary
My friends are shocked by you
But you must know, baby
I love you anyway
I can’t live without you

You’re bitch
Don't teach me life
You’re blame for my drugs

Run, run, run!
Don’t look back
Find your freedom
Forget, forget, forget!
All that has gone before
The sky is falling down
When you think about it
About it, about it

Don’t try to break the thread, bitch
Or you want be alone?
I’ll find you, fucking whore
And I will love you forever

I'll kill myself
And you will remember
About this all your life
I will come to you in a dream
And if you won't be a bitch
I will give you happiness
Just give me more warmth

And I will solve all your problems
Come to me, I'm scared
Forget about everything
We feel so good together
When I want to die
You're always with me
Thank you for that
You're my delirium tremens

Perception

Solitude

Sacrifice

Rain of Sorrow

Nightmare

Brothers In Arms

VarlIk Ep

Varlik

Lay It On Me

Plucked off cherries bite the dust, when falling from the skies of love. But we'll never know why.....



Live Blues-Metal music on an Epiphone SG Standard with Alnico Classic Pro Humbucker Pickups, on treble mode, using Ernie-Ball Extra Slinky Strings, and a Line 6 Spider V MkII, set to Talkin' 'Bout Luv, with a compressor, Tube Echo, Jet Flanger, and classic distortion, thru a JVC MX-GT88 Giga-Tube, filmed by a Canon PowerShot SX-730 H.S.

Unaware Of It All! Part 2

Six Feet Closer - Original Song. Created with GarageBand.

Six Feet Closer

Hey I'm Jonathan and I make metal music. I use GarageBand for all my projects. Guitars used: Schecter Demon 6, Schecter Demon 7, ESP LTD M10. Send me a message if you want to make music with me :)

Dissociative Identity Disorder
Seasonal Affective Disrorder
Dual Diagnosis;
__Polly Substance Dependence Recovery
Clean Date; 07-26-2010

Dun; Chronic Paranoid Schizophrenia
George, (formally known as "G.A.W.N."); Bi-Polar Disorder Type 1
Puppet; Schizotyple Personality Disorder
Duncan; P.T.S.D.

Medical Stroke/Seizure (at the same exact time);
__Brain Correction; Autumn, 2003

Mental Health Stability;
__Last Release Date; 12-05-2003

Pronounce "In Remission"; Since 2005

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