How am I just now finding about this , this is amazing ❤️‍🔥😭

stockton set

music vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cdMxIrKfnmo
prod tykun

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

and I just wanna leave it all in the past tense
No one used to hit my phone now it's all mass texts
They try to tell me Josh you can hook up with a bad bitch
and I'm like no she can just stick to using her lovense, fuck sex

And I got nothing to lose and I got nothing to gain
And all this boredom & cluelessness driving me insane
Feel like absolutely nothing when I'm not using my brain 
And I wanna go outside but no one hanging out today

Tired of being lonely no matter where I go
And I wanna move out then I'm like hell no
One little thing will turn me off and it's no longer a goal
I just hope that I will keep on getting stronger I suppose

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real

And all these artists around me they tryna make an image
Sorry I'm not with y'all I don't do this all for business
I respect my boundaries and push myself to the limits
After performance I celebrate with a shake, like I'm grimace

And i'm searching for the one inside a flower field 
Looking into her eyes would make a coward yield
And I don't know if this life will ever make me feel
I feel confused every day don't feel like it's real
Don't feel like it's real get me out this illusion
How could I find love in my life if i never had a cupid?
And i'm falling to cement so I intentionally get bruises
Nah I'm playing showing pain will make me look too fucking stupid

flower field (tykun)

ill say your name (tonight)

lyrics:

you said I did too much sometimes
now I'm running it back nowhere to hide
i lock myself in the room i feel disgusted
everything is the same without attention
tensions the same when you're out love again
love won't be the same

I sacrifice myself again
I know you push me to the edge
all ends end up the same

putting words inside my mouth
you disgust me by the way that you look at me
and I just smoke in the dark
I can't feel a thing anymore

god i know what you did
and i guess you are the same 
i guess you into the ones who fuck up hearts
all ends end up the same

you said I did too much sometimes
now I'm running it back nowhere to hide
i lock myself in the room i feel disgusted
everything is the same without attention x2

spotify

disgusted (grayskies)

HATE ME

lyrics:

feel the cold air 
I watch you die infront of my eyes
bloodstain in the ground 
she don't know how much amount

you left me again
she told me to let go
I feel you closer to me
I don't know what to say 

hates my guts again
she doesn't want to try 

feel the cold air 
I watch you die infront of my eyes
bloodstain in the ground 
she don't know how much amount x2

died infront of my eyes (jxzzytrip x whymillyy)

Lyrics

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell I'ma fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fuck if you go

and yeah I don't give a fuck what's going on
and I never wanted to give up our bonds
and I ain't talking Barry and I ain't getting married
and life is not scary when it's temporary
but life just buries in my mind it's repairing

trust trust trust doesn't fucking exist
one last look and he fuck on your bitch
I don't know you anymore
forget about you pour a four

why doesn't this shit fucking hit?
I'm about to call it quits
put you in solar eclipse 
so I can blind memories in

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

pain pain pain I'm just dying again
wait wait wait don't desert me again
laying down right next to you is something i just fucking need
down down down where I'm gonna belong
hell hell hell Ima fucking die
you don't know me anymore 
and i don't give a fucking if you go

hell w/ joshiguess (grayskies)

cant get enough

lyrics 

and she don't know how it feel
and god it hurts when she's near 
and she don't know what she does 
and when she stares I get hard

give my soul to have you back
she don't know she's what I lack 
fill the void when we’re apart
my hollow heart
inside I feel the fear
I still feel you near

and she don't know how it feel
and god it hurts when she's near 
and she don't know what she does 
and when she stares I get hard

Spotify

how it feels w/ misery (taymxru)

(lyrics)
I left my feelings in your room
How could I do this to you
Can you just get away
Cause I don't want you in pain

Breaking stuff, then I'll have no choice
But to call the cops
Get, get out, Shawn
Don't fucking start, I'm protecting myself
No, no, don't, don't start

Hope I can learn from my mistakes
I really need to see your face
I hope you're doing okay
Just please forget what I say

And it will be like three layers
It will be like boom, boom
Then it will be like
Then it will be like
Very rough kind of

I left my feelings in your room
How could I do this to you
Can you just get away
Cause I don't want you in pain
Hope I can learn from my mistakes
I really need to see your face
I hope you're doing okay
Just please forget what I say

I don't want you in pain

fun fact, this song was going to be part of a 2 song EP
second song will drop in 2 weeks <3

dissonance

your words hold no weight, they're all in vain

vain (prod grayskies)

Rockified

[ Heya.... ]
[ You've been QUITE busy huh.. ]
[  That expression on your face... really says something about you.' ]
[ I wish I could say today a beautiful day but..heh let’s just get to the point.. ]

*This song was commissioned by the peak person, " Static" !
*this song is an original song, composed by me and SBEE3 !
Credits: 
I found the art online as usual lol, so whoever made this it's really impressive credits go to you!
Scream / sbee3 : composed the song
Special thanks to coder, he contributed to this project too! 
                 [  Have a good one, kiddo.. ]

UTR : Once And For All. - (  Commission )

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess

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died infront of my eyes (jxzzytrip x whymillyy)

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