DIE OR LIVE (LUNT) #R34L3M😢

#R34L3M😢

whats the point of turnin back
ill double down on my mistakes
and whats the point of getting help
id rather drown in all this hate
why would i try to change my life
when i could blame it all on fate
why would i ever trust a soul
when every single one is fake

change is an illusion
ive done everything to fix myself
but im still stuck with problems
that ive had since i was fuckin 10
i tried to make an effort
not a single thing has changed since then
i tried to ask for help
it aint get better when thet gave me it

cant do nothin
i feel like my life was predetermined
and it comes down to a point
where all my feelings just seem worthless
and it wouldnt really mind
if tomorrow i got murdered
i just wanna be at peace
but why the fuck would i deserve it

Sentimental .. prod taimana

gettin money with the team
u a broke boy i dunno what u mean
im jus tweakin in my room cuz i cannot go to sleep
yea i been up but i always kept it lowkey
came a long ass way from poppin fake beans
bleedin out in ur moncler coat
life goes wrong now ur out here dyin in the cold
we chose this life n we aint gettin old
but ill b alright as long as my money folds
tweakin off a tab
im ripping out my hair
i dont need help i dont need rehab
i just took a pill
i dont know whats in it
i swear that illl be fine cuz i saw my friends take it
normalize the drugs
get fukd up
u dont need help
u dont need love
fuk ur loved ones cuz u only need the plug
do it all for drugs 
ur face full of blood
u dont in the mud
at least u can cope
i swear its so easy
u just go n take a toke
all of these habits 
its takin  a toll
i swear its okay
u dont need control

2X SLEEP (PROD. BEIIPURR)

dance prod @bbend3r

kqhw x akoge - prophet (taimana x akoge)

lyrics:

woke up hella sad, who gon die today
im too far gone, i aint gettin saved
god punched me in the face when i tried to pray
i don't have faith, i just wanna go away
i'm stuck in a game i don't wanna play
please fix my life with your saving grave
i'm stuck in a loop i can't get out of
go to sleep praying i don't see tomorrow

pop pills, passed out in the bayou
only need drugs, i don't need someone to cry to
life doesn't have a good ending like a cartoon
miss my childhood, get high and watch cartoons
everything was so much better when i was a kid
now i'm only at peace when im smoking cigs
life doesn't have a good ending like a movie
healthy and depressed pop a pill in my smoothie
i hate the old me and i hate the new me
hate the way that my feelings consume me
everyday i wish i could just do it
and everyone around me so clueless
real emo, we never get better
life just whirls down like a feather

woke up hella sad, who gon die today
im too far gone, i aint gettin saved
god punched me in the face when i tried to pray
i don't have faith, i just wanna go away
i'm stuck in a game i don't wanna play
please fix my life with your saving grave
i'm stuck in a loop i can't get out of
go to sleep praying i don't see tomorrow

(i'm stuck in a game i don't wanna play
please fix my life with your saving grave
i'm stuck in a loop i can't get out of
go to sleep praying i don't see tomorrow)

cartoons prod occultxddmoney

beat produced by me

emotion means weakness, thats imprinted in my brain
its so hard to go on when every day plays out the same
i tried to fix my life and failed now all i feel is pain
walk in circles, live in cycles of anxiety and hate

putting the rest of the lyrics here later im too lazy rn

i failed (prod. me) **R34L3M😢**

LYRICS:

Fall thru the cracks of your broken heart
Hold my hand I feel alone still
Love is easier offa pain pills
The vibes you’ve been givin is like reptilian
Hold my hand in your hand you feel like snake skin
Break my heart slither away
Swallow me whole swallow me up
I wish that somebody else could be us
I wish that nobody else could see us
This shit is embarrassing and I’m over it
Exorbitant dosages just to cope with it
Covered in coatings of that corrosive shit
Blow my brains blow my brains
Kick my feet out from under me
I don’t wanna have to keep wondering
If you’re still in love with me
Blow my brains blow my brains
Blow my brains blow my brains
Blow my brains blow my brains
Blow my brains blow my brains


Human Hearts (prod. yokai aimaina)

bestfriiend** /#🔱

LYRICS:
pack of blunt 
vagabond
whiskey bottle
walk along
at least for a little
it get difficult the bottle strong
pack a bowl
grav bong
livin life 
dead wrong
walking dead shrunken head
smoke until my lungs break
I'm higher than the clouds fly
beam me up yea
beam me up yea
beam me up yea
throw the bottle at the sky
jim beam me up yea
beam me up yea
beam me up yea



Scotty (prod.  yokai aimaina)

AKOGE X JUNEE - FLY IN (PROD. JUNEE X HELLA STITCHES)

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