Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Verse 1:
moms gonna get mad.
time flies, gotta rest from the jet lag.
Getting bullied at the park, can’t step back.
Sixth grade, broken heart, I regret that.

Next year, was a mess.
Still zero friends.
Middle school drama.
Stay home again.
I broke my hip, had to limp to my classes.
Getting made fun of, while people walked pass me.

That was reality.
It never changed.
Eighth was a blur.
Ninth wasn’t great.

I found a girl.
Who I thought was the one.
Then her parents found out about what had begun.

Yea they took her phone.
Called up the principal.
Said I was problematic, acting cynical.
I had some problems, I didn’t acknowledge.
Then I heard the rumors, and all of the gossip.

I was abusive and she was a bitch.
Both weren’t true, but that’s just how it is.
Try to be cool, and somebody get jealous.
Now you and girl, are just constantly yelling.

Then one day she left.
Blocked me on everything.
I couldn’t blame her.
After that, you could say we were strangers.
Sane people get attracted to danger yea.

Chorus:
feel like a kid.
playing with blocks.
do it alone.
cuz I hate when they talk.
Get treated different.
they think that I’m smart.
Guess that I am.
But I can’t play the part.

wanna be cool.
wanna be special.
I wanna play sports.
And i wanna win medals.
Yea I want a trophy.
But please don’t approach me.
I’m anti-
Wait, just got a nosebleed.

Outro:
Life is like building with toy blocks.
Build up to something amazing.
Someone destroys it.
That gets annoying.

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