2025

Written and Performed by Matthew Paul Whiteford. Drums Performed by Anthony Rossi.

Produced, recorded, and mixed by Matthew Paul Whiteford at The Hatch Studio in Philadelphia, PA.

Mastered by Ryan Schwabe.

Mesmerized

i love this one, its sad beautiful mellow 
video https://youtu.be/GNWgPj7IbOk
a hopeful song or not....  its up to the listener.
check video on you tube and subscribe please
out on Spotify, Amazon music, Apple etc
January 24th.

Find My Way Home

Find My Own Way

hi! i'm Am Élie. i'm a singer songwriter from Sydney. this is my new single Phantasmagoria which i wrote and produced in my bedroom :)

Lyrics:
Hands up, you caught me red handed  
Picking the lock now I’m stranded
 I took I took you for granted 
What a silly girl

Last time I ran further 
Than ever before 
Left the house for work 
Passport in my purse
 But hands up, you caught me red handed 
 Out on the road

Pulling me back to home 
What was I running from?
 Baby you’re beautiful 
But I’m just too hard to love
 Love love love 
What was I running from?

I’m back, right where I started 
Hold hold your smile while you’re laughing  
Drink drink your tears now I’m drowning  
You pull me under, tell me I like it

Lying in your arms
 Before you disappear 
Hiding in the bar 
How did I get here? 
You whisper in my ear so quietly  
You’re so sincere

Pulling me back to home 
 “Babe what you hiding from?  
So beautiful when you crawl 
You know that I love you 
Why you so hard to love?” 
Love love love

Hold me in chains hit the wire 
Twist tales, bet they’ll feed your fire 
Pled guilt that turned on its head 
Pull your thread push me closer to the edge now I’m the liar 
It’s the seventh time I've run out your time 
Count my seconds, minutes, hours on your dime yeah
 Can’t trust my mind to explain 
So you teach me to remember
 
“Hide here they’ll never know
 Watching you where you go” (Wherever I go) 
“I love you I love you
 Don’t you forget that I love you 
Go back to sleep it was all a dream”

Hands up you caught me red handed  
“It was all a dream” 
Sorry I took you for granted 
“Just a bad dream”
 Hands up you caught me red handed  
“It was all a dream”

Wake up

Phantasmagoria

This is a song about resilience. It explores hope as a form of rebellion and learning to find strength in times of weakness. In the UK, January 20 (this song's release date) is known as Blue Monday, which is supposedly the most depressing day of the year (coincidentally in 2025, it is also the day of the US presidential inauguration). Blue Monday was concocted to sell you stuff, using people's mental health as an excuse to do so. This song is a reminder that mental health is not something to be made light of in order to sell holidays and stuff. It's also a reminder to ourselves and anybody going through difficult times that the lowest ebb is never a constant. There's always light after the darkness. x

Flowers Through the Concrete

Waiting For The Sun (edit)

songwritter/ Producer 
from Sydney Australia 
ex Dj.

2025 my new beginning , despite my continuing personal nightmare not over yet....music is my saviour. 


hope you like my lemonade.

please enjoy.

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Find My Own Way

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