lot Of Mistrust - REL

unforgiving love

An acoustic demo about the negative impacts of gentrification.

River Demo (Artwork: Alyssa Mclay)

I DONT USE THIS ACCOUNT ANYMORE BUT I AM STILL UPLOADING TO @ RAJUDNANERUAL ON SOUNDCLOUD IF U WANNA CHECK IT OUT!!!!!!

opposite (original)

Puzzled ft. George Reid

~~lyrics~~

The best is what you get
And what you sell yourself for
All the partying and undermining yourself
The string lights in your room are not so bright
As the ones that you keep inside my head

And who’d have thought that I’d be the one
To watch you from a distance destroying every bit of your existence
I’m the cinders to your ashes

I got fooled with I.O.U’s
And mandatory self loathing
And I’m not sorry
That you’re not alone

The best is what you get
Or what you sell yourself for
All the sulking alone in my bed
I’ll hang tight in my room as if
I don’t have a clue about the world
And play it cool inside my bubble

Nauseous dearest baby
Do you have the time
Beckon to the wind
And I’ll push you away

I bet you’re
I bet you’re
I bet you’re
I bet you’re

I.O.U

you - Demo

a track with Rufus: 
https://soundcloud.com/user-598056048

Enjoy...

Waterfall (Rufus + Alann8h)

I wrote this a while back and I thought I'd share :))

walking straight (demo)

a little bit of heatrock for your dome piece love you everyone you are all my special little angels and if you need a friend hit me in the DM or hit me in the face no im being serious hit me in my fucking face you rat cowards thank you everyone love you

WOE IS ME

on being a 20-something with no sense of direction

lyrics:
i'm only 20
so why do i feel like i'm dying slowly, waking up restless?
it's kinda funny
the lengths that i go to in order to measure each moment
make the most of the day
i'm a little too cautious, saying
make a ripple just careful they ain't waves
(careful they ain't waves)
can't disrupt this place
but aren't you bored of this?
am i gonna spend every minute just trying to save some precious time
(save some precious time)

leave the light on, when you're gone
and i'll be lying here with eyes glued to my phone
'cause i ain't sleeping when i'm alone
can someone tell me that i'm fine 
'cause right now i don't really know

i don't want to die, but i won't lie
i'm not having the best night
this shit keeps my head so busy 
wondering if we wasted time

i seek out comfort
but only for long enough to know my life is worth something
sunset escapes
and you tell me stop running, stop running babe, but i
gotta catch up, the future is minutes away 
oh tell me i'm okay, i swear i 

i'll leave the light on, when you're gone
sick of going out but sick of staying home
'cause i ain't sleeping
when i'm all alone
but when you tell me i'll be fine
that's the only time i really know

i don't want to die, but i won't lie
i'm not having the best night
this shit keeps my head so busy 
wondering if we wasted time

we live for the feeling
praying to gods in our minds, getting high as the ceiling
remembering not to forget how your touch is so healing
chemicals rush to our heads
i used to wanna be dead, now i forget, can i just vent, baby?

i don't want to die, but i won't lie
i'm not having the best night
this shit keeps my head so busy 
wondering if we wasted time
i don't want to die, but i won't lie
(praying to gods in our minds getting high as the ceiling)
i'm not having the best night
(remembering not to forget how your touch is so healing)
this shit keeps my head so busy 
(i used to wanna be dead now i live for the feeling)
wondering if we wasted time
(i rise with the morning, and fall with the evening, yeah)


prod. me

quarter-life crisis

idk i like to make music and sing so yeah

Waterfall (Rufus + Alann8h)

alann8h