"one sorry muse" by Alaska Sargent
A standalone single, separate from any larger body of work.

Stream the single: http://alaska.stream/osm

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w. Alaska Sargent
art. Alaska Sargent
First five seconds of recording/composition are courtesy of cnri

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Cover alt text:
A blurry picture of Alaska Sargent looking directly into the camera via window reflection on a public transit bus.

Lyrics:
Synapsion 
I can't compete
Apologize
Between you and me

Ancient figures
Poets of which destruction has fed
I think I'll lay back down
And rest my head

Composure
Unrequitee
Oh, doctor
Hold the remedy

Deities
The power which I hold inside my hands
And yet all I wished for
Was one more chance

Bitter soil
Au revoir
Get your act together
Pick the pieces up
And maybe if we try again
You'll love me better this time
You'll love me better this time
You'll love me better this time

Cut the cord
Untie myself
And fall into your hue
To live once more
As I'm one sorry muse

I'm one sorry muse
I'm one sorry muse

© 2025 Cosmic Dysphoria, under exclusive license from Alaska Sargent

Recorded in the United Disgrace of America
All rights reserved

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one sorry muse

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a cover of https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line/tailspin originally by: https://evangeline.info, https://mtsaintmichael.com, and https://callumsheehan.bandcamp.com

why can't you just be normal

lyrics:
[lane]
i got the best seat in the house
and you've been dying to try it on
so weeks turn into months and the blood dries up
i'm watching tv and you're up and gone

i want a house with a picket fence
so i can yell at the neighbor's kids
so months turn into years and the scars disappear
i'll box all my thoughts up and shut the lid

and i hope your car tailspins on it's way home
i'm chasing the high of skipping your funeral
so when old cuts open up and the tears start to fall
i'll put a band-aid on it but still fall comatose

[vai]
(still fall) and i’ll still fall
graze my old wounds
i can't help but feel the sting when i—
those were the best days of my life
those were the worst days of my life

don’t you know me?
it’s worth it

rubberneck

tailspin

tailspin (ft. wishlane & vai5000)

open-eyed

available on bandcamp

BREATHE-IN...BREATHE-OUT...

I miss progressive house so badd

11/09/24 - 28/03/25
2/11

Want2 is sorta about being queer and wanting to be straight, or normal, but just knowing that you can't. Maybe it relates to Wind with the theme of not really liking who you are but still accepting it. It's from the perspective of wanting to be with a woman, but knowing that no matter how hard you try it just wouldn't work out, and that kind of awkward aprehensive sort of tone comes from that.

I always wanted to make a garage pop song, and this was like my hundredth attempt haha. Anyway I was just sending some drafts in a groupchat to get some thoughts and Eva seemed to really take to the idea and asked to jump on it. I adore Eva and their work so it was a no brainer and she transformed the track overnight pretty much, completely rearranging it and pretty much laying out a whole song, it was wild. We went from there and eventually got it done!

you can find Eva and her work here!:
https://soundcloud.com/eva-nge-line
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5u2g7SyRhKga7Cf8MUvKsM?si=9yhIDqs3SPaNixKBb3NSbQ
https://twitter.com/evangelinestuff
https://instagram.com/evangelinestuff
https://evangeline.info/

[LYRICS]
(to want)

I want to want you, but I don't.
And I need to tell you, but I won't

And if I tell you what I want
would you take it down to heart?
If I tell you what I want?

'cuz I want
I want

'cuz I want to want you
And I know, you just wanna be alone sometimes, you just wanna be alone
but I don't wanna be alone (sometimes)
(sometimes)

But I don't wanna be alone
If I'm forward, backward, reverse it down alone
lah lah bah bah dah dah dah

I wish I never met you in the first place
I know, you wish you never met me in the first place
I don't know what I want, what I want

Want2 (w/Evangeline)

video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0CzCcW0tLG0
free sample pack - https://mellow487.gumroad.com/l/howitsallgonnaendpack

will

contains samples by: 
lorenzobergamin.bandcamp.com
@tristeverit

sorrow

After a year from the previous sample pack, I finally released another one called “Sweet Sweet Sounds” or S3. I chose that name because the sound design sounds very sweet lol, and most of the sound design is sinewave based. This sample pack can be used around 100-130 BPM, inspired by phritz, mitei, demotapes, etc. So, I hope you guys like this :D

buy here: https://mkenaii.gumroad.com/l/s3
another demo: https://youtu.be/fAwaMKjLBh8?si=o-VI6G_kGfUzwqbZ

Everlasting (Sample Pack Demo)

untitled sketch (lost project)

Happy Pride month.

I was named after my grandfather at birth. This month, it will have been six years since I decided to explore my gender identity. I decided on the name Alaska in December of 2019, where I came to learn that it was my grandfather's favorite spot during his time serving in the Korean War. It's a beautiful coincidence that I'm still convinced to this day was only fate.

Normally, it wouldn't make sense to write something this sentimental on a song such as this, but for this Pride month in particular, I feel that I should have a little fun. I hope you enjoy.

"LUNCH" by Alaska Sargent
A cover of the song of the same name, originally performed by Billie Eilish.
Created from start to finish in 8 hours.

May distribute to streaming services if requested.

p. Alaska Sargent
w. Alaska Sargent, Billie Eilish
art. Alaska Sargent

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Cover alt text: Pixelated selfie of Alaska Sargent amongst a white background. Original photo is naturally distorted by multiple glass slabs.

Lyrics:
I could eat that girl for lunch
Yeah, she dances on my tongue
Tastes like she might be the one
And I could never get enough
I could buy her so much stuff
It's a craving, not a crush, huh

"Call me when you're there"
Said, "I bought you somethin' rare
And I left it under 'Claire'"
So now, she's comin' up the stairs
So I'm pullin' up a chair
And I'm puttin' up my hair

Baby, I think you were made for me
Somebody write down the recipe
Been tryin' hard not to overeat
You're just so sweet

I'll run a shower for you like you want
Clothes on the counter for you, try 'em on
If I'm allowed, I'll help you take 'em off
Huh

I could eat that girl for lunch
Yeah, she dances on my tongue
Tastes like she might be the one
And I could never get enough
I could buy her so much stuff
It's a craving, not a crush, huh

(I just wanna make her mine, make her mine
If she let me, I would love her all the time
I wanna get her off, I wanna make her mine, make her mine
If she let me, I would love her all the time)

She's takin' pictures in the mirror
Oh, my God, her skin's so clear
Tell her, "Bring that over here"
You need a seat? I'll volunteer
Now she's smilin' ear to ear
She's the headlights, I'm the deer

I've said it all before, but I'll say it again
I'm interested in more than just bein' your friend
I don't wanna break it, just want it to bend
Do you know how to bend?

I could eat that girl for lunch
She dances on my tongue
I know it's just a hunch
But she might be the one

I could
I-I could
Eat that girl for lunch
Yeah, she
Y-y-yeah, she
Tastes like she might be the one

I could eat that girl for lunch
Yeah, she dances on my tongue
Tastes like she might be the one
And I could never get enough
I could buy her so much stuff
It's a craving, not a crush, huh

(I just wanna make her mine, make her mine
If she let me, I would love her all the time
I wanna get her off, I wanna make her mine, make her mine
If she let me, I would love her all the time)

LUNCH

Alaska Sargent is a transgender Maine musician.