成长 (Older)

Alone

Paper Crown

影子对手 (Shadow of Mine) [feat. 段奥娟]

Toxic Thoughts

Toxic Thoughts (Nightcore) [feat. Faith Marie]

Different Kind Of Beautiful

Different Kind Of Beautiful (Sped Up Version)

King Size Bed

“Thriving Without Me” starts at the lowest moment of my life — a night I wasn’t sure I’d survive — and ends with something I never thought I’d be able to say again: "still alive"

The song is about the people I once made music with… the friends who told me my writing wasn’t good enough, the ones who drifted away, and the ones who went on to make it big while I was still trying to put myself back together.

It’s a song about betrayal, loss, resilience, and the slow climb back to finding my voice after everyone else had already moved on.

If you’ve ever felt left behind — or like you had to rebuild your entire life from the ground up — this one’s for you.


LYRICS:

[Verse 1]
February rain, cold steel and silence
Woke up to flowers and fear in their eyes
They said they’d stay, but they faded to shadows
Left me here counting who never said goodbye

[Pre-Chorus]
I built my heart into every band
But the dream keeps slipping through my hands

[Chorus]
And I see them shining on the screen
With faces from the life that used to be
Linda, Dina, all the ones who used to dream beside me
They’re up there smiling, wild and free
While I’m just haunted by the melody
Yeah, all of them thriving without me

[Verse 2]
Linda wrote lines, said mine weren’t worth singing
I walked away before the radio played
Less than a year, and the world was listening
While I was stuck in the echo and the shade

[Pre-Chorus]
I tried again, I found new friends
But the same old story starts again

[Chorus]
And I see them shining on the screen
With faces from the life that used to be
Linda, Dina, all the ones who used to dream beside me
They’re up there smiling, wild and free
While I’m just haunted by the melody
Yeah, all of them thriving without me

[Verse 3]
Now Dina’s rich, she’s flying high in L.A.
Karen’s still strumming with my old friend
Sandy’s laughing behind the drum set
And I’m here wondering how it all could bend

[Bridge]
It’s a cruel kind of beautiful, watching them bloom
While I’m still singing to an empty room
But maybe the stars still remember my sound
Maybe my story’s still turning around

[Chorus]
‘Cause I see them shining on the screen
With faces from the life that used to be
Linda, Dina, all the ones who used to dream beside me
They’re up there smiling, wild and free
While I’m still haunted by the melody
Yeah, all of them thriving without me

[Outro]
But the song’s still burning in my veins
Every scar still whispers my name
I may be lost between what was and what could have been
But I’m still here
Still writing my songs
Still me, still alive...

Thriving Without Me

“One For The Ages” is a brand-new Christmas collection filled with original songs that blend modern pop, acoustic warmth, and heartfelt holiday storytelling. Abigail Markley brings her signature emotional vocals and cinematic songwriting to create an album that feels both fresh and timeless — the kind of music that could easily become one for the ages. From romantic Christmas moments to cozy fireside reflections, each track captures the glow, tenderness, and magic of winter. This collection celebrates love, connection, and the spirit of the season, offering a soundtrack you’ll want to return to year after year.

Hand In Hand

[Verse 1]
가까워질수록
예의는 벗겨지고
이름을 부르기 전에
버릇부터 알아

[Pre-Chorus]
닿지 않아도
상처가 되는 거리
그런 게 있다는 걸
이제는 알아

[Chorus]
Closer
거리를 좁히면
진실은
갈 곳을 잃고

Closer
서로를 알수록
조금 더
다정한 거짓을 골라

[Verse 2]
“괜찮아?”라는 말엔
이미 답이 있고
“솔직해?”라는 말엔
조건이 붙어

[Chorus]
Closer
가까워질수록
생각은 늘고
마음은
자꾸 뒤로

Closer
믿는다는 말은
가끔
날이 서

[Interlude]

[Bridge]
우정은
선을 넘지 않으려 하고
사랑은
넘어간 선을 돌아봐

가족은
멀어질 수 없어서
가장
조용해져

[Final Chorus]
Closer
너무 많이 알아서
쉽게 다치고
그럼에도

Closer
혼자보다는
멀어지는 쪽이
더 위험해

[Outro]
그럼에도
사랑만은
믿을 수 있길

Closer (그럼에도) (Female)

Chosen Last

12 Notes Deluxe Album Out Now !! https://alecbenjamin.lnk.to/16notes

影子对手 (Shadow of Mine) [feat. 段奥娟]

Alec Benjamin