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Calm (in progress)

My Playlist

Songs I play on repeat

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Maple Leaves

No rules. No boundaries. The very best new alternative tracks. Cover: Mother Mother

The New Alt

war outside

little pieces

Gonna Bleach My Eyebrows

Twilight

Duvet

Jigsaw

Produced by: Henry Was, Jack Kolbe, Alemeda

Post Nut Clarity

Pano - Zack Tabudlo

Familiarity

UR SO FULL OF IT

First Love Song

Sunburn

Think Fast (feat. Weezer)

Now You See Me

Zach Bryan

Overtime

Thanks for the request! @Emma Rose ❤️🩷💜

iAmJordi - Just A Friend

How Do You Sleep At Night?

Too Easy (feat. Isaiah Rusk)

Unchained Memory

Grief Chapter

Explode!

When The Devil Speaks…

im tryna show you what im hiding
im hiding from all my insecure thoughts
i hope im wrong
im scared that i am not
im trying to fight off my demons
im exhausted but i cant stop

get out 
out of my head
your hissing tongue has licked me for the last fucking time i swear
i swear
my temptations they taste so sweet
i got cavities rotting my teeth
and my gums bleed

i hope you know im fucking lying
im lying to myself over and over and over
im over it
forgive when i forget about what my purpose is

get out 
out of my head
your hissing tongue has licked me for the last fucking time i swear
i swear
my temptations they taste so sweet
i got cavities rotting my teeth
and my gums bleed

get out 
get out of my head

Heroin As A Recreational Activity

DEADBEAT

DEADBEAT (demo)

Eulogize

Cigarette

time machine

A Dozen Roses

Too Much

Tattoos

Don't Call Me

Capricorn / Gen-X Cops

Capricorn

Showtime

Mustang

i be munchin on da nuts shout out ice spice

Here Comes The Cowboy

Heart To Heart

Cheap Queen

Do You Wanna See Me Crying?

Homegirl

RIP TFH

recorded on a tascam 44wl portable 4track recorder, in my car, while sick and sad.

LYRICS

razor sharp my mind like you
but all you taught I did not use
I scheme and plot for pot and brews
an astronaut that's lost on moons, yeah
moons

It's the weight of the world when I work to barely make a move
too many new ideas with little time to listen to all the fam,
all the friends, I digress
forget what I was saying
I'm a wreck, I confess
I'd wait until they tell the story over, so I'll forget again
lately it's been hard to keep my attention
losing you ain't easy, but I'll see better days
because lately all I do is try to be like you
investing more in faith
I quit waking up late
I made long distance calls to fit more in your frame
I know I'm really not the same as you
I'm just inheriting your favorite ties and shoes

...I wear them out for a new perspective

at work I think I'd really make you proud
what I'd give for a lesson, only when I can't get them
(now that you're gone)
can we speak? I wanna dig you up...

live, laugh, love thy neighbor
'cause when they leave it really breaks you down
there's a change in behavior
you think more of thy maker
(now that your gone)
can we speak?
I WANNA DIG YOU UP

I've been pulling weeds
pulling weeds from my garden
I've been pulling weeds
pulling weeds from my garden

death of a salesman

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

sittin down right on my bedside
sleepless nights when i dont feel right
locked inside a dungeon cant you help me
isolated from my friends
swear this shit just never ends
feels like my body's growing colder
woke up in my own vomit last night
wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me
i never found myself and maybe thats for the best
just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view
a world of liars they conspire on my every move
I got the flu
and im givin up
my stomach hurts and im a mess
lie to my face, then call it quits
my love for you wasn't adequate
existential, i'll never make it
trapped in infinity
we're so small in the face of god, so shut the fuck up and do your job
it dont matter anyway

*AFOURTEEN*

sometimes I wake up feeling impatient 
Loosing my head
Aye lemme think a minute 
You don’t motherfuckin motherfuckin see the vision uh
Yah yah lemme breathe a minute 
You ain’t gotta do the shit that you been doin to me fuck you
Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led  on 
Wassupp wit that cut from front to back
You don’t love me back no don’t act like that 
Come home drunk as shit jumping off the bridge fuck that break my wrist 
And I don’t wanna go back home tonight 
Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight 
So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred 
Inside my dreams 
And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me 
I can’t even breathe 
Nananananana nanananana 

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

fall asleep inside your arms
kill anybody that means you harm
alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner
downers just to numb the pain
drown all the voices inside my brain
toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course
im so sick of you
youre so sick of me

*TEENAGE DISASTER & AFOURTEEN*

i can’t even breathe 
I can’t even breathe 
Soooooo ohhhhh
I’m so sick of you
ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin
paint my nails black, then those bitches called me a faggot
now its cool to be sad, dope to be depressed
now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off
lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright
i got bullets for you motherfuckers tryna act tight
doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it

*TEENAGE DISASTER*

its a sick world we live in
and im not sure i want to stay at all
im done
i give up
and my mind comes toppling down when I think of
getting out of bed
and im so broken down, cannot be repaired
im so sick
im so tired
im so beaten down
i dont wanna go, but i think i have to.

*AFOURTEEN*

Why do we live like this 
And Why do we live like this 
I fell in love with your lips 
Their my worst enemy 
Their my worst enemy 
I fell in love at 17
I fell in love at 17
And now your opposite with me
Sit with me 
Take my arms watch me bleed
Take my eyes make me see
I am so incomplete 
I am so incomplete 
I am so

SOMNIPHOBIA (FT. TEENAGE DISASTER) (PROD. IMOTAPE)

lyrics:

street lights 
Reds dead 
scared sprites 
Dark night 
Where’s mine 
Shared time 
In the sky 

I’ll stay alive 
I️ don’t die 
I’ll stay alive 
I️ don’t die 

My down time 
Isn’t worth tears doll

i hope you remember me (prod.solsa)

FT. @954EDD GUITAR AND BASS BY @itsanthonyofficial
COVER BASED ON THE ART FOR "GG ALLIN'S XMAS SONG"
LYRICS:

DARKIE:
oi

if he talking reckless we stomp him in his shit
on the concrete breathless i’m running from a
pitbull
and if he talking that shit get a 
fist full
american and soviet
missiles

pistol upon my hip
i let it rack back nigga
this is the america i love

i love it
i love it now
i love it
the thudding sound

punk is dead because punk is cool now
i still wanna burn down my school now
punk is cool but the gunk rock not yet
i hate all of you faggot cops that

are killing all the children
everything is different
nothing is the same now
i dont know my name now

no one will remember
i am just an ember
my brother’s birthday is in september
nigga wanna fuck with and grow my temper

i am just a nigga wanna break your femur
i am a lil darkie a cracked out lemur

EDDISON:
punk ain’t punk anymore
at least by definition
throw your junk on the floor
litter n kill the children 
read your book like a bitch
until you can’t read 
shit now you smokin a leaf until you can’t breath
bitch yuh
shut up
you can’t make my fuckin dick go
the fuck up
bitch I feel like ima od yuh
cus ima punk
that boy love talkin to police
until he get touched
i enter hell 
like where’s the hair gel
i feel compelled
to kill you
fuckers
i can’t tell
if you really hear dem demons
you need help
if you really wanna die
then very well

oi

DARKIE:
i don’t got a problem with you
and you don’t got a problem with me
until we bleed

on the floor for the demon
bleed up and down
around the town

and i, wanna know what kind of, what else
am i gonna encounter being part of a self?
anticipate
these niggas hate
and hit it great 
until you fade

and i don’t want it
to be the last time
that i see you
in a past life

and i don’t really wanna wait until the end that’s right
and i don’t really wanna wait until we’re friends that’s right
yeah it don’t really begin until the end, that’s nice

momma i’m not dying
momma i’m alive again
momma i’ll defying
the odds and I’m flying

and i don’t really wanna wait until the end that’s right
and i don’t really wanna wait until we’re friends that’s right
yeah it don’t really begin until the end, that’s nice

hah

show me yours you can see mine
see mine
suck my dick in the meantime
meantime
I’m knee deep in a feline
be mine
if it red make a b-line
b-line

for the door
he prefer the midget
shorter whores
i pray for the end of
border wars
i sleep on a bench
see quarters more
i reek of the stench 
work 4 to 4

EDDISON:
why the fuck do you look like a dumpling
imma fuck on your face til you love me
i need a monkey bitch with sharp teeth
tryna shoot you in your braces
don’t play with me
lil bitch

DARKIE:
i don’t have no hair to spike up
i just got a mic I might stuff with messages
lessening the damage 
i am so paranoid of everything, I manage

to fuck up it all
he got his balls tucked

pop pop
tranny lover 
i feel like danny glover 
mel gibson 
and joe pesci  
lethal weapon if he stepping
nigga don’t test me
if police see it happen 
then they gon arrest me

i got voices in my head
and they all mine nigga
what are my, choices am I dead?
nah you just fine nigga 
what am i? really just a red
line forehead faggot

that caught you lacking

KNUP (FT. EDDISON) (PROD. DARKIE)

GET AWAY

I TRY TO FORGET YOU TO FORGET YOU BUT YOUR HERE 
I CANT SEEM TO GET YOU SEEM TO GET YOU OUT MY HEAD
I TRY TO FORGET YOU TO FORGET YOU BUT YOUR HERE 
I CANT SEEM TO GET YOU SEEM TO GET YOU OUT MY HEAD

WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN WE FALL DOWN
WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN I CANT PICK YOU UP AGAIN
CALL ALL MY FRIENDS UP TO TAKE OFF THE ENDS
IVE BEEN SO LOST BEATEN DOWN IN THE END 

AND I CANT SEEM 
GET OUT
I CANT SEE MUCH
I BEEN TRAPPED SO LONG
I CANT SEE MUCH
I CANT GET OUT
I CANT SEE MUCH
I CANT GET OUT

WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN WE FALL DOWN
WHATS GONNA HAPPEN WHEN I CANT PICK YOU UP AGAIN
CALL ALL MY FRIENDS UP TO TAKE OFF THE ENDS
IVE BEEN SO LOST BEATEN DOWN IN THE END 

CORINNE X7

AND YOU CANT HELP ME NOW
IM ON THE GROUND 
AND YOU CANT FUCKIN PICK ME BACK UP
AND YOU CANT HELP ME NOW 
IM ON THE GROUND AND YOU CANT TAKE MY FUCKIN HAND
AND CANT HELP ME NOW IM ON THE GROUND
AND YOU CANT FUCKING PICK ME BACK UP
AND YOU CANT HELP ME NOW IM ON THE GROUND 
AND YOU WONT FUCKING TAKE MY HAND AGAIN

WHOS FINNA CATCH YOU LIKE ME NOBODY WILL

AND I DONT LIVE TO FORGET 
I WANNA LAY ON YOUR CHEST 
IM NOT FINNA GO CAP AND SAY THAT WE WAS THE BEST
YOUR THE BEST THAT I HAD
RIGHT NOW ITS MAKING ME MAD
THAT YOU WONT ANSWER ME OR LET ME SEE YOUR FACE
WITHOUT YOU GETTING UPSET
WHAT FUCK IS UP WITH ALL THAT 
I KNOW THAT EVERY TIME WE SPEAK WE ALWAYS BRING IT RIGHT BACK
BUT ITS DIFFERENT THIS TIME YOU HAVENT TEXT ME IN SOME MONTHS
AND MY HEART IS BEAT BEATING AND ITS BEATING CLOSE TO NONE
IT FUCKED FUCKED FUCKED ME YEAH IT FUCKED ME ALL UP
AND WHY YOU LIVIN HOPPIN COUCHES DIFFERENT HOUSES 
I KNOW YOU YOU DONT LIKE THAT 
YOU AINT NEVER LIKE THAT 
CAUSE YOU DONT ACT LIKE THAT
AND ITS DIFFERENT LOOKIN AT YOU WHEN YOU NEVER FIGHT BACK
AND YOU ALWAYS COME BACK YOU COMIN RIGHT BACK

BEAUTIFUL MAIDEN (PROD. UNICORN WAVES)

An outtake song from Details by Frou Frou (2002)

Vocals – Imogen Heap
Producer – Guy Sigsworth

Frou Frou - A New Kind Of Love (Demo)

I See Red

Nothing Lasts Forever

Don't Call Me

ALEMEDA