prod me
thanks to @emotegi
drawings: @ gardeniaa_a_a on IG

Sasaeng (+ emotegi)

i love all these people dearly >|<

produced by me and @kojowav
mix/chops by me

🠟 lyrics 🠟

[ intro : @xxsyris ]

what i feel around you 
is hard to describe
i can see thru ur lies 
please dont hurt whats inside

i feel like a nuisance
i feel i'm reclusive
why do u act cluless
you make me feel useless

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ verse 1 : @xxsyris ]

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

i'm not the one, oh
i'm not the one oh,
what we've become
something that can't be undone

and i know its fucked up but stay here with me

i promise its worth it so baby dont leave

you know that i want this you know that i need this

spinning in circles with lies but believe this

just keep it a secret ur love yeah i need it

i need it your love yeah i need it

[ verse 2 : @venusiann ]

i can't breathe, i'm so weak
i can't go on like this right now
but maybe, you'll save me
want you to lift me from the ground

and i can't keep you around
love is my curse i'd drown

hate to see your face
i wanna escape
to another place
never wanted it this way

[ chorus : @sprigtek ]

you still 
look at me 
like you did

back when 
we had met
u had let me in 

even when
you explain
its so strange

am i the one?
i -i
 the one
that u still miss


and ur the one
   that i want- 
i want to listen to 

until my death
    when i dream 
i still envision you

why would you tell me that?
if it just isnt true 

those things we said would happen 
am i just your distraction?

[ end ]

resolve / once + syris + venusiann

Coprod @blushxoxo (@blushxoxoo on ig/twitter)

have it all prod sg +otaku7s

vocals and production by myself and @820
artwork by @shigkn1ght

brand new leather my back yyea, boots on my feet
 talkin in code but i knew what it means
walkin alone but got people w me
..
runnin through my head, every turn switch up 
lost in the maze, dat shit just get rough
feels like im dorwning hav i had enough?

shit wont let up..

just pulled up at neimans, im with my guys 
were all schemin like im walkin thru the night
i got sum demons, i wouldnt even try that
i got this feeling its gonna be alright yea

runnin out of time but i need another chance
never felt like this so ill make som other plans
its bright like the night life in france
step out wen it rains just for a glance

still looking for our sins
where do i go
where this time went
(i hope i never wake up)
i cant comprehend
did u hear my words? is it play pretend?
im stuck in your hand, im stuck in this cell
like a different sentence now im messing with my head
truly dont know so i guess ill pretend
hatred in my heart so its hatred in the words
where u wanna go? i been willing to get better
better than awake and it couldnt just get better

stuck in this cell

stuck in this cell ft. Nosgov

STEAMER

Follow The Trail

wlunuapylk-key7.chatango.com/

176bpm 30th october 2025 @797manky

throw away

visionblur - acetone ft chach (prod lovbug)

Vanish

Vanish ft. Dion (prod. b2 & ddertbag)

featuring @sglily
produced by @bigdog30k
cover art by me

lyrics:
(buffalobang)
ill work my ass off
ill buy a gift with my earnings
i hit bottom
i feel like im tyler durden
no im not sturdy
i need a shoulder to lean on
if you got me, then i got u dont worry

im with the boys going crazy in the BNO BNB 
you barely talk to me i know how u feel bout me 
in copenhagen throwin shows catch me in the V.I.P
ill get u in for free get u a drink or three

im alone in the store am i dreaming
felt like winter spring and fall under one evening
i wanna see you baby i dont need a reason
ill give u warmth for the season

(sglily)
ill get mine so im working
make me feel uncertain
im so tide im surfing
off these pills im perc-ing
u could leave wont stop u
if u stay i got u
if u stay i got u
know i got a lot to lose
concert, bno gotta go
louis v ona floor ur a joke
got pills in my coat idk
BNB drinking coke with the bros

kketamine - not enough

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