lyrics:

dealing with creation under winter skies
alone in my apartment, I bathe in bodies of liquor
a pack of cigarettes, wasting fumes and exhalation
spitting on the dog-ends, I still hesitate to burn 

you watch me as I chew on my cheeks
I watch you with your arms to your side
using indolent slurs as psychological healing
you tell me I’m mean, but I hope you don’t mean it

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are you sure i’m acting my age
you lead me to a quiet place, forcing me to spit on your face
or maybe i’m just looking for ways 
to be seen as the skin-deep work i am

dog-ends

animal skin

animal skin (slowed)

1.216 Graceland Chapel - demo (recovered file- 2024)

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two demos, one from 2024 (recorded on laptop mic in hotel bathroom), one from 2021 (test instrumental) 
Lord, will you be my shepard???
if they still want me 
oh, the valley so wide 
some place i could sleep 
God, are you my protector???
feel them close behind 
oh, the stars are so high 
and my legs grown tired

The Angelic Complex (2021 instrumental demo)

this is just me trying out a new pedal i bought 

Untitled

Starrealm

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sheeps eye