Lyrics:
always looking but no ones there
always looking but no ones there
I need someone who actually cares
i don't know what to do anymore
pop a pill and lay on the floor
see your ghost and lock your door
they say it takes time and you'll be fine
but I've been waiting my whole life
I've been waiting way too long
cant do it right ill always do it wrong
cant make anybody happy
I guess its my fault 
I'm in the wrong

looking

I personally like this one, so if you do too leave a comment and show some love <3

Dancing With The Ghouls

cloudeyes

The posting of this track has been coming. I think I wrote this in 2020 half ranting about the pandemic and half ranting about the beauty that is the American Educational system. I don't know, enjoy dear listener and let me know what you think. 

LYRICS:

Bashing my head to the wall
Feeling like I’ve got a headache coming
Flipping through the same old book
Reading the same words every day

I want Light
I want Flight
I want fight
No, I need change

Head on the steering wheel
Pachelbel breaths in stereo
He’s on a freaking loop
Hearing the same notes, every day

I want Light
I want Flight
I want fight
Oh please let me fly
I want life
I want strife
Oh, I don’t know, I don’t know, 
I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t-

Poking holes in the things you hate,
yet you don't question the things you love...
Poking holes in the things you hate,
yet you don't question the things you love...
Poking holes in the things you hate,
yet you don't question the things you love...

Angry Cowboy

follow through he knew his lifes inside of me my mind your mind five minds bleed die it's just all an open range collective there's nothing great except the thing that passes three I am all but make believe and god is what's inside of thee,

separate from the front my backwards brain goes off the track a neverending seamless bending taking out your voice it's back and I've lost all myself control it's like an ordinary world and once it crumbles down to burn a dead man starves it till rebirth 

take my tounge not leave my head flopped I could see until the sun stopped now I'm nothing more than star dust I can feel my eyes get pulled back twisted bastard what's your code word when your life gets less than worthless cut your tongue out missing teeth gaps every vision is your purpose.

(then hi I just got my fix by take my life it's funny shit guys what's your worth in 26 I I just saw another time line fuck your old new make believe life you should hang and see the white lights funny moments never capsized let the fear take over your mind take the pills shutting off his mind left the key right on the cliff side knocked himself down to the void eye bust his skull I see the joy die in a fit of rage and no time only if he saw the short lights beat my death they'll take my death and make it into something franchised)

wishing, faster, moving, slowly, cut my, self ties, leave you, hanging, desperate, knowing, never, being, lock your mind outside the room now the end floors in your home

(wishing I was faster moving slowly past the captor kept me locked inside the plastered meta morphing dead mans center an illusion to my friction fractured I just wanna kill you asshole choke and swallow pass your vomit in the end you'll lose to nonsense)





he who has no name

An attempted cover of When you sleep by My Bloody Valentine 
Shoegaze n shit

when you sleep - my bloody valentine (cover)

Hatrick

This is for the ones who were born rotten.

Born Rotten

Stage Left

fell for you

When We Were Young - https://orcd.co/reliant-tom-wwwy

Website: https://www.relianttom.com/
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Recorded in Reliant Tom's home studio in Brooklyn, NY

Written by: Claire Cuny
Produced, recorded & arranged by: Monte Weber

Vocals & guitar: Claire Cuny 
Drum production, bass, synths, guitar: Monte Weber

Mixed by: Nick Krill
Mastered by: Alex DeTurk

Music Video link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pd55uo3uRW8

Released by Diversion Records on June 4th, 2021 
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Lyrics:

I guess you could smile even if you hadn't felt good for a while
I guess you could laugh even though you're only half there
I guess you could sing even though your hands are shaking
I guess you could speak even though the future looks so bleak
I guess you could love even though it's never enough
I guess you could dream even though you don't know what it means
I miss my family
think they'll forgive me?
I miss the green, green river with the water that looks like silver in your eyes
when we were young
when we were young
when we were young
I guess you could follow even though inside you're hollow
I guess you could lead even though you know you're the one in need
I guess you could trust even though some days it's a total bust
I guess you could grow even though the more you learn, the less you know
I guess you could hope even though it looks like a sinking boat
I guess you could mope and say, 'that's all she wrote'
I miss the school yard
where we would try so hard
I miss the possibility of you and me
when we were young
when we were young
when we were young
when we were young
I guess you could fly even though you're afraid of heights
I guess you could quit even though you know you could do it
I guess you could freak even though you're not past your peak
I guess you could curse even though things could be worse
I miss the holiday
when we'd get away
I miss the living room and birthday balloons
when we were young
when we were young
when we were young
when we were young...
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Thank you for listening 
Love,
RT

cloudeyes

alex argot

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