TESTO:

[VERSES 1]
Hey, I’m back, I know that you’ve been missing me 
Here you stand, and I like playing hide and seek 
So please relax, now I can hear the evil beat 
You’re weak, I’m winning, scream and repeat

I let you write a letter down for your friends
I knew you’d never have called for help
cause you don’t care so much about yourself
That’s because of me, I guess, I’m so proud of this end

People ‘round you think you’re life is perfect
But they don’t know the things that i’ve reserved
You think you deal with me but you’ll just get hurt 
It’s me when i think i don’t want things to get worse

Your girlfriend seems so far away,
Your parents seems so far away
I’m the only one who has the key of your jail
I’m the straight pain, the weight you’re carrying
I live inside your head and I won’t let you escape

[CHORUS]
You’re too scared of darkness
And I’m your light, yes I’m your light Cause you never let me down
And I’m on fire, yes I’m on fire

[VERSES 2]
It’s kind of a pleasure that you always let me in
And I’m feeling successful that I can see so deep 
You’re alone in the evenings at the end of the week 
And you call somebody to not make anything extreme

I really like watching how much hard your head try 
To make me stay away from your mind
The reality is that I won’t die, I’ll survive, I’m your light 
See? You need me but you continue to deny

I mean, do you really think your friends are here for you 
And not because they don’t have anything else to do?
I know it’s hard to believe it but it is the simple truth
I’m the only friend of you, accept it, little fool

Play some music, turn off the phone, close the door
You’re about to disconnect yourself from the world
Isn’t it amazing? A simple statement can build up a wall
So what do you think I could do, if you let me fight your war?

[CHORUS]
You’re too scared of darkness
And I’m your light, yes I’m your light Cause you never let me down
And I’m on fire, yes I’m on fire

[VERSES 3]
Hi monster, it’s me who’s talking
I’m not afraid of you anymore, I’ve almost wrote you off 
I’ve put my letter and my pain inside a drawer
I think you’re going to fight me, it’s what you truly are

You’re trying to bring back something that has been buried 
A feeling here in me that I’m trying to murder
You found my weak spots, I know, but now I’m sure
That I won’t let you win, ‘cause I really don’t deserve it

So please, let me get a few things clear
Nobody in my life is about to leave me
‘Cause you use my old and twisted eyes to see
I’m not so weak, right now i’m writing something to sing

One day, I’ll have a family and maybe also a child
And everyday I’ll fight so hard to see their smiles
I don’t know if I’ll date a girl or a guy, if I’ll have speeches to write 
I just know you’ll die

[CHORUS]
I’m not scared of darkness
And I’m my light, yes I’m my light 
And you’ve made a big mistake
I’m not the same, I’m not the same anymore
I’m not scared of darkness
And I’m my light, yes I’m my light 
And you’ve made a big mistake 
I’m not the same, I’m not the same anymore

Light

TESTO:
they met on a warm summer morning 
they didn’t know they were in love 
they were so young but so strong
they both had ghosts inside their minds

one of them was left by her lover
and all her certainties were fading away 
she tried to forget but she was failing 
their story was just on her songs

and when my heart was cold
and when my eyes were crying
she was there to stay with me all night 

when i found no answer
for the things i felt
she was there to make me feel alright

and when i saw those flowers
that disturbed me
she was waiting for me to let her go and silently came to pick me up

the other girl was fighting for
the normal life she didn’t have
i actually don’t wanna say too much 
but all she loved was being lost

the time was right for both of them
they needed someone to cheer them up 
they texted each other all night long
their bodies were distant, but not their hearts

and when her heart was cold
and when her eyes were crying
i was there to stay with her all night 

and when she found no answer
for the things she felt
i was there to make her feel alright

when she hid in her room
for not hearing screams
i was waiting for her to rise up and silently came to dry her tears

and i will always be by your side
reminding you
that everything’s gonna change
so draw a smile on your beautiful face

and when we stayed together
when we laughed in silence
you were there to stay with me all night 
when we made mistakes
and when we solved the problems
i was there to make you feel alright
they can say everything
to try to get you down
but i know you better than they think and silently you will fly again

All Night

All night

[VERSES 1]
dear diary, i just wanted to tell you something
that happened last night, don’t be afraid it’s not a problem
i’ve just cried my tears, i think that’s the price of being
the good girl in a big group of bad teens

you know me, i’ve never been in a nightclub before,
i’m not that type of person and the last one on this earth
‘cause i feel nervous and my head hurts like hell for the music
that’s too high for my ears in a room full of students

but yes, i went there, ‘cause i didn’t want to seem 
weak in front of my new friends, even if i had the chance
to stay at home. one of the girls gave me a dress
i’ll never wear it again, it’s such a stress

they started drinking alcohol as it was water
another and another, while they were dancing
they told me that i had to drink too, and i did,
two shots full of vodka and i began to feel cool

[CHORUS]
i used to be called the loser kid
and watch the cool guys from a screen
i never knew that i could be a part
of them and feel accepted 

i know that it might sound strange
that i let the ones who told me to change
to be my friends, but i can’t help
i just need to be accepted

[VERSES 2]
dear diary, today at school the cool kids
offered me a cigarette; i’ve never smoked nonetheless
i took a little shot and i started to cough, they laughed at me
and they told me that i had to smoke to continue to be a hip

lately, they’ve been acting a bit weird, i don’t know why
they force me to do things that i don’t want to do because i’m shy
but they don’t mind, i know that inside they are kind
and they act like this just to see me smile

sometimes i feel like the classy life it’s not for me
and i wish i could turn back times when i was fifteen
but i throw away these thoughts, because i needed
them, the girls like i was are not treated like queens

so i do what they ask, ellie told me i’m putting on a mask
but i don’t care about her, she’s still a loser
my friends tell me that she’s envy ‘cause they chose me not her
i think they’re right, i’m not gonna lose what’s mine

[CHORUS]
i used to be called the loser kid
and watch the cool guys from a screen
i never knew that i could be a part
of them and feel accepted 

i know that it might sound strange
that i let the ones who told me to change
to be my friends, but i can’t help
i just need to be accepted

[VERSES 3]
dear diary, ellie doesn’t talk to me anymore
we were like two peas in a pod, now i feel odd
‘cause i miss her but i can’t show that
otherwise, my new friends can decide to ruin my life

being a cool girl is gettin’ more difficult everyday
last night i had to kiss a boy just for a game
he blamed me because i wasn’t good at kissing
and cool girls are for sure master in this type of playing 

dear diary, i don’t know what i’m going to do
i’m scared and i have so much to lose
i’ve just done something that i’m not proud of
but they forced me and i couldn’t get me out of 

now all the school laugh at me when i leave
the classes, thinking that i can’t hear them
i’m officially out of the game, i failed, i won’t be the same
anymore, and all i have is a hidden cigarette to smoke

[CHORUS]
i used to be called the loser kid
and watch the cool guys from a screen
i never knew that i could be a part
of them and feel accepted 

i know that it might sound strange
that i let the ones who told me to change
to be my friends, but i can’t help
i just need to be accepted

Loser Kid

[VERSE 1]
do you wanna know something?
i’ve always been here even when you didn’t see me
that’s why you’re still here
and you have to thank yourself for the steps that you’ve made

[VERSE 2]
when your head makes you cry late at night
i’d hug you and tell you that everything’s alright
‘cause i won’t let you go, i won’t let you down
i promise i’ll protect you no matter what

[CHORUS]
i’m fighting for you, girl i’m fighting for you
i’ll give you the strength to go on 
the hope that you’ve lost
all you need to walk tall towards your life  
this won’t last forever, give yourself time

[VERSE 3]
do you wanna know something?
i can see a place for you in this world
time’s like a sketchbook
where you can draw whatever you like

[VERSE 4]
one day you’ll be someone
we don’t know who this someone will be
but you have to believe in yourself, cause you can
achieve every goal that you set

[CHORUS]
i’m fighting for you, girl i’m fighting for you
i’ll give you the strength to go on 
the hope that you’ve lost
all you need to walk tall towards your life  
this won’t last forever, give yourself time

[SPECIAL]
i’m the one who has to fly
and i know you’ll be there for me
‘cause i find you in my little things 
that constantly tell me that i’m a phoenix ready to rise

[CHORUS]
you’re fighting for me, girl you’re fighting for me
you’ll give me the strength to go on 
the hope that i’ve lost
all i need to walk tall towards my life  
this won’t last forever, i’ll give myself time

This won't last forever

My Last Goodbye

[LYRICS]

you deny, you deny
there’s no need to apologise
read the line, read the line
some rap ‘bout some shit empire

i didn’t know what i wrote 
in this song, before i kinda     
needed a moment, this shit is exploding
and evolving like a dog and his owner relationship

some shitty metaphore to explain the refrain
i felt back in the day i chose not to say anything 
y’all kinda need to hope i won’t blow you up 
and talk again  
  
‘cause this shit is crazy, i still think about it
when i see your pictures and videos taken
by your mothers, brothers, 
and they’re so lazy
that they can’t even hold their phone right
that’s enough random, i’d better bash on

might just explain a couple of things in this song
just be emotionally strong because a storm is coming 
that even beethoven could hear it thunderin’
he’d rather listen to this than your itty-bitty soloin’

there’s no time for melody, i want rap
there’s no rhyme for melody, no joking, what?
there’s remedy, parody, barely, longevity 
and i should stop before too many come in my m-memory

you know i’m talking to you, 
may feel like i’m bossin’ on you
like a cherry blossom, hey dude, 
pray to some crosses and play all

those rhythms and fading
under teachers creating
the least entertaining escapin’ 
and debating on y’all

“who’s gonna be the first? the second?
who’s gon’ sit in the back?”
you really wanna live a life where 
you are nothing but wracks?
i guess since all you do is just going on and quack
i’m sorry ‘cause these lyrics hit you like a panic attack 

‘can you hear me on this track? yeah i know you can
yeah, salivating dogs, Pav-lov, yeah you’re the same
waiting for some recognition like you saved the world
i’m waiting for your shit done with your fingers curled

prepare to hit some speed, but what am i saying
you barely know what i’m saying when 
i’m speaking your language
and calling me names because i’m saying 
weird stuff that you’re not understanding
just to be clear i’m roasting you like a sandwich
but i finished with you, gonna begin with our masters (hey y’all)

speedy wanna spinning on these lyric like a meanie 
and they’re willing to be teaching how you should live, give you credit
well not really when you merit it but really when your licking ‘em
shove it in your mouth because i’d rather die than be with ‘em

you were only good to rob a girl of education
the hours i spent at the station
studying your stupid creation
it makes me vomit

you wanted to exclude me because of my disorders
shame on you because they only made me stronger
the dumbasses you raised now they’re broke and alone
and you wish you kept me here ‘cause i’m the best that you’ve known

pavlov's dogs [unreleased]

Fall Seven Times, Stand Up Eight

Someone wants to cry with my eyes

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This won't last forever

Alex Duchenes

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