my favorites

Digital Dreams

simply beautiful

The best soundscapes from my friends

FUTURE STARS

Intense Underground Talent

March-ing Along To These Tunes

NZNZNZNZNZ

Matthew Miller

The Real Deal

DEMO VERSION
Unmastered, In house Mix
AUDIO GEAR:
-Audiobox One Soundcard
-Arturia Minilab MkII Controler
-Apex 460 Lamp Microphone
SOFTWARES:
--Reason 11
--Analog Lab 5
--Arcade

DIGITAL SOUL

Someone Elsewhere (3rd version)

If God's too trendy for nirvana 
then I'm too gay, too gay to be confused 
I ask for love, you say you gonna
do it yourself, you're into self abuse,

Cuz what is love, when I get wasted
Love is a stain on my shirt, I won't erase it...

Finish your dinner before you kill me
Finish your life before dessert
You can feed me your stories but you'll never fill me
Hit me with pain, but it ain't gonna hurt,

Cuz what is love, when I get wasted
Love is stained on my soul, I won't erase it...

And I wonder why the Sun only shines thru your window in the night but not thru mine,
And I know that you've been dying to see my conscious under your foot,
And I know that you would kill me, yeah if you could... but you can't,

...cuz what is love, when I get wasted,
what is love, when we get wasted...

When you fall in love, you fall deeper and deeper into a shit hole...
Love is for suckas, I rather get wasted...
...now fuck off.

Lyrics : Jorge Francisco Vargas Montero El Segundo & Mahan Mahan
Music : Mahan Mahan & George Montero 
Vocals : Mahan Mahan 
Originally performed by the Toxic Daisies 

Recorded @ Pahlavi Sound Studios, Mama Shadi's basement dwelling, Los Angeles, CA, USA 03/2021

Mastered @ SoundCloud, Berlin, Germany 03/2021

Someone Elsewhere (third version)

The 7th EP of "past is the verse"

-Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/61WDY5gOzzhD7VRlNXKy4u

-Apple Music
https://music.apple.com/album/calm-calm/1560415883

-Amazon Music
https://music.amazon.co.jp/albums/B09173RCC7

-bandcamp
https://pastverse.bandcamp.com/track/calm-calm

Calm Calm

Download

STAY

After the Hole - Lyrics

All I seen is what I thought I would have seen
At the end all I found were other ends

Suddenly I know, you live to know after the hole

On the screech of the city brakes I heard your name
Feel as though we're living in a recurrent dream

Suddenly I know, you live to know after the hole

And the life is after the hole

And the life is after the hole

Strange Part of the Country

After the Hole

Bandcamp

Let Love Rule

Introduction in English:

Last summer I went wandering in the Black Forest with my oldest friend. After a long day of walking, we stopped at a rather musty inn.   
We were chewing on the overcooked pasta casserole when suddenly the door opened and a young lady entered the inn. With her noble and elegant-delicate appearance she did not fit at all to the stuffy environment.
She sat down together with her family, who hermetically sealed her off, at the next table.
My friend and I immediately had the same association of a "sad beauty". On the outside, she seemed to hold herself together like an extremely well-formed porcelain figure. In her being, however, she seemed deeply lonely, isolated, and almost broken to us.  
For a very brief moment, our eyes met. And in this millisecond-eye gaze into her soul, this chanson was born.  
Since this young woman would have fit more into the Versailles chateau culture of the late 18th century, I sing this chanson in a frail French.

Lyrics in English (for those who don't speak French)

Sad Beauty

You sit there, upright, as if oiled
The hair tamed, strictly gelled

Behind the glazed look,
A shadow falls back
On misfortune

Your face marbled,
Brightly made up, highly decorated
like a disused fairy tale lake
like a nestless animal

You fall - unnoticed
A broken porcelain work of art
An art vase with a deep crack in the bottom

Sad Beauty, Sad Beauty, so sad

Your little daughter sits to your left
Wants your answer, but you are silenced

Your mother feeling is completely drained

Your parents look at you
They can't reach you anymore
Your sister is shaking at your garden gate
Even from your beloved ones you are cut off

You fall - unnoticed
A broken porcelain work of art
An art vase with a deep crack in the bottom
Sad beauty, sad beauty, so sad

Sad Beauty

You can stream this song on the platform you choose here: https://smarturl.it/naomms

Mera Khai - not afraid of my mental state (chapter 4: breaking free)

Crazy

The second i saw you
We knew there was temptations
Our bodies in motion

I know that you feel me
I know that you want me
Say it say it
Like your only desire

Like im a failure
Or just a savior
I know that you believe in me

What you've been waiting
Can sometime save yah
Or choke the life out of you all along

The look that she gave you 
My bodies close to you
She make you feel crazy
But shes herself


Unreleased Version, In house Mix **VERY ROUGH MIX**
AUDIO GEAR:
-Volt2 Soundcard
-Arturia Minilab MkII Controler
-Apex 460 Lamp Microphone
SOFTWARES:
--Reason 11
--Analog Lab 5
--Arcade

CRAZY

Released: 06.05. 22

“This song is for anyone who has ever felt like they are on a different wavelength with someone, maybe you feel like you are in some sort of limbo, unable to reach them or maybe you're waiting for them inside a question mark, standing by for them to respond?”

Buy the song here

Lost Boy // ELCEE

LYRICS:

I look the other way 
Like any other day
And brace myself for anything that comes my way
I live in a world of my own
A place I like to call home
When you see me phasing out just leave me alone
Just leave me alone

Days and months and years
Don't interfere
Gone and then it's here
Don't interfere
Go on my own way
To seize another day
Hope amid the drear
Don't interfere
Don't interfere

There are so many things to say
A heavy price to pay
A simple truth that I must live with every day
I'm lost in a world that's my own
Zone out and turn off the phone
When you see me phasing out just leave me alone
Just leave me alone

Days and months and years
Don't interfere
Gone and then it's here
Don't interfere
Go on my own way
To seize another day
Hope amid the drear
Don't interfere
Don't interfere

Follows me around
Me around
Follows me around
Me around

Days and months and years
Don't interfere
Gone and then it's here
Don't interfere
Go on my own way
To seize another day
Hope amid the drear
Don't interfere
Don't interfere

Rain Chime

Don't Interfere

Song written and produced by Richard Gonfrier
Lead Singer : Richard
Backing Vocals : Delphine
* Richard Gonfrier* copyright ©. 2023


There's something very intimate in this song, I think it's melancholy which comes out from the melody. I used a lot of delays on the pianos, which evokes a dreamy mood. I composed the melody in 2003 on a Korg Triton Extreme. It was only 8 measures at this time, and all the basics where already set. However it sounded just sooo bad.... I kept it this way all this time, and decided only 2 months ago that it might be worth producing it with my DAW. So I wrote the words, asked my girlfriend to do the backing and here we go... There are still some improvements to make, but the result is very close to the way I always wanted it.
I hope you'll like it, and all your returns are welcome and appreciated. Thanks in advance for your listening, it means a lot to me! ;) Best wishes

Little Miracle

Level

Sunrise Sorrow

This Version is FOR PROMOTIONAL USE ONLY. I do not own or claim to own the rights to the song.
Hope in your support!

Mary J Blidge X Anna, Lazza - Family Affair X 3 DI CUORI (WSML Mashup)

All songs available on all platforms including 'Beautiful Destruction'

https://bfan.link/cataclysmiclove

Beautiful Destruction // ELCEE

(Texte Français et Google traduction)

LE CRI DES ECRITS

A l’encre bleue indélébile,
Marqués au feu des mots fragiles,
Je vois les pleins et les déliés,
Me dire combien tu m’as aimé.

Et je retrace sur chaque phrase,
Les « je t’embrasse » dans nos extases,
Puis les formules particulières,
En majuscule pour mieux se plaire.
Mais les ratures, les gribouillis,
Mettent en bordure les mots d’oubli.

Toutes ces lettres, nos mots d’amour,
Les écrits restent car chaque jour,
Les pages entières à te relire,
Sortent l’enfer que je respire…
C’est le cri des écrits.

Si tant de prose, de phrases folles,
Toutes ces choses qui nous envolent,
Cette dernière de la rupture,
Me met à terre sous l’écriture.

Une mise à fin de l’éternel
Et du parfum d’une vie belle.
Alors je lis les larmes aux yeux,
Quand tu écris qu’entre nous deux,
C’est plus la peine de continuer,
Car tes « je t’aime » s’en sont allés.

Toutes ces lettres, nos mots d’amour,
Les écrits restent car chaque jour,
Les pages entières à te relire,
Me donnent l’enfer que je respire…
C’est le cri des écrits.

Toutes ces lettres, nos mots d’amour,
Les écrits restent car chaque jour,
Les pages entières à te relire,
Me donnent l’enfer que je respire…
C’est le cri des écrits.

THE CRY OF WRITINGS

In indelible blue ink,
Marked in the fire of fragile words,
I see ups and downs,
Tell me how much you loved me.

And I retrace on each sentence,
The "I kiss you" in our ecstasies,
Then the particular formulas,
Capitalized for convenience.
But the erasures, the scribbles,
Border the words of oblivion.

All these letters, our words of love,
The writings remain because every day,
Whole pages to read to you,
Come out the hell I breathe...
It is the cry of the writings.

If so much prose, crazy phrases,
All those things that fly away from us,
This last of the break,
Brings me to the ground under the writing.

An end to the eternal
And the scent of a beautiful life.
So I read with tears in my eyes,
When you write that between the two of us,
It's no longer worth continuing,
Because your "I love you" are gone.

All these letters, our words of love,
The writings remain because every day,
Whole pages to read to you,
Give me the hell I breathe...
It is the cry of the writings.

All these letters, our words of love,
The writings remain because every day,
Whole pages to read to you,
Give me the hell I breathe...
It is the cry of the writings.

Le cri des écrits

LE CRI DES ECRITS (Chanson Française)

Mother Earth feels, perceives and suffers. Let us take care of her.
Composition and production Javier Piñeira, June 2023. All rights reserved. Copyright

Mother Earth

In the beginning, everything often seems unclear, gloomy and hopeless. But then the first ideas come up, and little by little everything clears up until you clearly see where it can go. Be brave, have self-confidence and be tough when it's necessary.

DAW Cubase
Halion Sonic 7
Groove Agent SE
Retrologue 2
Padshop 2
Black Orb
CRE8 Poly Engine
CRE8 Wave Engine
Mimi Page Light & Shadow
Olympus Choir
Halion Symphonic Orchestra
Colors LoFi Tapes
Colors Vintage Synth

115 bpm

Picture by Chil Vera on Pixabay

be brave

"Du weißt nicht was Du hast, bevor Du es verloren hast."
Thank you "CallmeDezz" for your fantastic vocal - interpretation on this!

A 20230711 Tom Laukemper Music Release

"Waiting For Forever"

Future Scourge! & CallmeDezz - "Waiting For Forever"

Thank You so much for over 1400 plays ❤️

This is a second part of my triptych "Memories From the City of Light", begun with "Vital Signs". A love theme, a story of my heroes love – full of uncertainty, unfulfillment and even danger... Creating this piece I had in mind two couples: Rachel and Rick Deckard from Ridley Scott's "Blade Runner" and Irene and Driver from Nicolas Winding Refn's "Drive".

This track is also a homage to one of the greatest composers - Ewangelos Odiseas Papathanasiu aka Vangelis.

In production again I've reach out for help to Jörg aka @joerxworx and his tenor saxophone on which he beautifully performed, catching the atmosphere of this track in couple of amazing sounds – thank You my friend for Your patience!

Jörg @joerxworx - tenor saxophone
R.U.R. @r-u-r-pl - composition, mix, mastering
DAW Ableton Live Standard
Spitfire Originals Media Toolkit - Piano
Vital free - synth
Massive - synth
Surge XT - synth

We thank You for listening and we're hoping You enjoyed it a bit.

–––––––––––––––––––––------
Story behind the scenes:

This track was created one day (about 4 weeks ago) when I had one beer that went hard to my head. I sat before my computer and tried to listen my previous tracks and I felt very unsatisfied by all that music. It felt like everything was... heartless.
In that moment I took all my feelings, all memories of happy and not so happy love to create this track.

In the process I got mad at my 2 octaves Novation LaunchKey mini keyboard, because my hands almost couldn't fit both on such a small device... and I understood it limits my creativity... Time to change... something ;)

Also it's a first time I played without metronome. This track is completely devoid of tempo. These are the pure emotions of playing live.

https://youtu.be/u2eNZMKa_Ok

The Space Between Us

Always stoked to work with my awesome friend and super talented composer/synthmeister John Buckle (@john-buckle-166792889)

This is Chapter 5 of our Elvenland saga. Hope you enjoy :)

As Raewyn ventures along the dark tunnel towards the Portal, she seems to hear whispered warnings echoing around her. Despite her trepidation, she slowly enters, but not before calling on the Ancient Ones to guide her through.

Inside the entrance she encounters the evil & terrifying Tresur Heldros, The Master of the Abyss and, as he speaks, she can hear the wails and laments of tortured souls who ventured there before her. 

However, Raewyn's Elven faith is unconquerable, and, as she bravely prepares to meet whatever fate awaits her, she remembers her ancient teachings.

Chained in a cave by the abyss, she patiently waits....

John Buckle: Synths, Mood Sound Layering
Electrometis: Original composition, mix/master
Vocals: Ghosthack

Free download if you like it.

Thank you for listening ♥

Elvenland #5 - The Abyss

Elvenland #5 - The Abyss (feat. John Buckle)

Can AI have feelings

Lyrics:

Can you feel alive?
Can you feel alive?
Can you feel alive?
Can you feel alive?
I feel,
I feel this pain again.
I don't know what it is, but I don't wish you felt the same.
I pick them up, and then,
I bury what I can.
Im on my,
I'm on my own again.
Wondering through the days,
Trying to find stars that I can.
I know that I am not alone.
But I feel that I'm on my own.
Can you feel alive?
Can you feel alive?
Can you feel alive?
Can you feel alive?

ALIVE

As I sit upon the table, cigarette in hand
I take another drag to forget, just how broken I am
And the flowers that you bought me, are dying as i sing
And this misery around me, is the only thing I bring

You lied to me
And I fall away
You lied to me
And you fall away

I remember when I met you, you promised me these words
You said you'd never break my heart, and fuck another man
I trusted in your beauty, your eyes deceived my heart
I fell to my naivety, and now we're torn apart

You lied to me 
And I fall away
You lied to me
And you fall away

You lied to me

Anything

LET IT GO

LYRICS:    AS THE DEVIL HIMSELF
Black, his soul is black 
As the blackest night
Harsh, the way he speaks to me
It hurts, the way he screamed at me
I won't ... I will go 
I won't go back ever again
The demon is black... as the devil himself
As the demon himself
Cry, all you want.
It won't do you any good
There's only one thing left to do
you know....
Someone's gotta do the... dirty work
Yeah, It's uh
You should have known
You were warned by family and by friends
You should have known better
Than to get that dark man into your bed.
He fucked with your head
And you're down... down on the ground
Going further down

As The Devil Himself

As The Devil Himself ( collab Scratch Kelly)

Music: Composed, written, mixed, mastered, and performed by: Lee

Vocals/Lyrics: Written and performed by: The Mysterious Decibel

Lyrics:

The new age is here
My dear Humanoid plastic peer
We got too lost in the sauce
no looking back no looking back at this line we crossed
I'm feeling so Synthetic from my skin down to my bones
They're glistening are you listening?
Preaching like Jim Jones

Cuz there is something new in this Kool aid
Floating so free
You won't even need a Credit card
The plastic's a part of you and me

Plastic's up
put your plastics up
Polymer juice
Plastics may bring me spastics
I just gotta let loose

The new age is here
My humanoid plastic peer
I'm just too lost
Too lost in the sauce
There's no looking back at this line I crossed


They say when you swallow the fly in the drink
You gain a bit of protein as it sinks
They say drink your water
And eat your meats too
Inside of you
A plastic stew
Swirls and flushes right on through
we're  candles without the wick
Or jokers without the trick

something new in this Kool aid
Floating so free
You won't even need a Credit card
The plastic's a part of you and me

Plastic's up
put your plastics up
Polymer juice
Plastics may bring me spastics
I just gotta let loose

The Mysterious Decibel x Lee - Humanoid Plastic Peers

Music: Composed, written, mixed and mastered by: BBright

https://soundcloud.com/bbright_official

Lyrics: Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by: The Mysterious Decibel

God giveth open arms to those who soweth the seed
God giveth the highest levels of prosperity to those that giveth to the creed
Those that feed in the name of Jesus
The riches from their pocket
Will reap the rewards beyond what can even be imagined
In an economic world God commands you to give
So Sow those offerings my friends and brothers
Sow them!
continue to Invest in the kingdom with the righteous word of God!

God can you flip the tables!?
These diamonds are covered in blood
Preacher man in the gospel
Manipulation giveth the flood

I am the ruler of this ministry
My word to the mic, you will all see
Your word to the cross it enriches me
I'll buy another one or two or maybe three

This wolf in sheep's gear bears teeth
Raking in your gold from underneath
What is your offering?
What is your offering?
I pull to you like a puppet with strings

Sow them!
Sow Them!

God can you flip the tables!?
These diamonds are covered in blood
Preacher man in the gospel
Manipulation giveth the flood

Giveth to the gospel
Giveth unto me
In the preacher's pocket
Where your blessings be

Giveth to the gospel
Giveth unto me
In the preacher's pocket
Where your blessings be

BBright x The Mysterious Decibel - Giveth To The Gospel

Youtube: https://youtu.be/QUbWfLjrXGk

Dreadfro performs a live acoustic set from my living room!

Dreadfro: https://www.instagram.com/hekrin_zero_772/

Living Room Session

UTRB Debut album 'A Lesson Unlearnt' available now! 
Get it on iTunes: http://smarturl.it/utrbitunes

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Blondie - One Way Or Another - Reimagination

Texte Français et Google Translate

ON S'AIME A DEUX

Je t'ai attendue quelques années,
Et puis un jour t'es arrivée
Pour moi une romance
Une belle page de chance.
Soudain tu m'as pris dans tes bras
Et je me sentais très bien là
Je ne serai plus jamais seul
Beaucoup de gens le veulent.
On sait se tenir par la main
Ensemble se faire un chemin
Très loin au bout du monde
Sur cette terre ronde.

Et puis on vit dans le bonheur
Sans maux de cœur
C'est bien d'être heureux
On s'aime à deux.

Regardons tous ces envieux
Qui nous jalousent dans nos beaux jeux
S'aimer c'est peu de dire
Nos vies sont des sourires.
Vivons ainsi jusqu'à toujours
C'est beau d'avoir l'amour
Malgré nos différences
S'éteignent les silences.

Et puis on vit dans le bonheur
Sans maux de cœur
C'est bien d'être heureux
On s'aime à deux.

Les larmes de joie sous nos yeux
Tous les plaisirs qui se font à deux
Que je t'aime mon cœur.
Ma vie est une merveille.
Pour moi tu es la plus belle
Que l'on s'aime mon cœur.
Quand je te regarde magnifique
Mon dieu que le temps passe vite.
Mais tout çà est ainsi
Dans l'âge on se suit bien ensemble
Plus on vieillit on se ressemble
On s'aime à deux.

Et puis on vit dans le bonheur
Sans maux de cœur
C'est bien d'être heureux
On s'aime à deux.
On s'aime à deux.


WE LOVE EACH OTHER

I waited for you for a few years,
And then one day you arrived
For me a romance
A great page of luck.
Suddenly you took me in your arms
And I felt very good there
I will never be alone again
Many people want it.
We know how to hold hands
Together we make a way
Far away at the end of the world
On this round earth.

And then we live in happiness
Without heartache
It's good to be happy
We love each other together.

Let's look at all these envious people
Who envy us in our beautiful games
Loving yourself is an understatement
Our lives are smiles.
Let's live like this forever
It's beautiful to have love
Despite our differences
The silences fade away.

And then we live in happiness
Without heartache
It's good to be happy
We love each other together.

Tears of joy before our eyes
All the pleasures that can be enjoyed together
That I love you my heart.
My life is a marvel.
For me you are the most beautiful
May we love each other my heart.
When I look at you beautiful
My god, time flies.
But that's all it is
In age we follow each other well
The older we get we become more alike
We love each other together.

And then we live in happiness
Without heartache
It's good to be happy
We love each other together.
We love each other together.

ON S'AIME A DEUX

Keyboard jam session with my kid - Erin Jennifer - Live in real time

Find Erin here: https://on.soundcloud.com/jTjqD for more of her awesome music. 

Recorded / mixed: Audacity.
Keyboard: Roland E-X20
(Detuned Piano)

© Tam Jennifer Hastings, Erin Jennifer, 2024. All rights reserved.

Family Harmonies (ft Erin Jennifer, Age 16, 2024)

Invisible
To the world 
Like a ghost in a crowd
Silent screams escape
My silence is loud
Invisible
To the world 
Like a ghost in a crowd
Silent screams escape
My silence is loud

Invisible to the world 
But not myself but not myself
I'll keep believing inspite of doubt and stealth
I'll be the light that guides me
Through the darkness night
I'll be my own salvation
I'll be my own light
Im just a whisper in the wind,
A flicker in the night

Invisible
To the world 
Like a ghost in a crowd
Silent screams escape
My silence is loud
Invisible
To the world 
Like a ghost in a crowd
Silent screams escape
My silence is loud

Invisible to the world 
But not myself but not myself
I'll keep believing inspite of doubt and stealth
I'll be the light that guides me
Through the darkness night
I'll be my own salvation
I'll be my own light



Unreleased Version, In house Mix **VERY ROUGH MIX**
AUDIO GEAR:
-Volt2 Soundcard
-Arturia Minilab MkII Controler
-Apex 460 Lamp Microphone
SOFTWARES:
--Reason 12
--Analog Lab 5
--Arcade

Invisible

INVISIBLE

Falling Down skid

Youtube: youtu.be/GH31fibTMRA

One small set for Dan, one giant leap for fans' minds. aLunarLanding shares his thoughts on minimum wage jobs, anxiety, and personal growth in his live set from my living room!

aLunarLanding: linktr.ee/alunarlanding

Tropicana

Youtube: https://youtu.be/rEyJy5CKn2k

See You in the Movies performs a live acoustic set in my living room!

See You in the Movies: linktr.ee/carrhall

Same Circles

Written and Performed By Elcee
Produced by Morgan Allen
Mastered By Munki Studios

DOWNLOADS AVAILABLE-
https://itunes.apple.com/nz/album/heart-over-mind-ep/id1055184079?app=itunes

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Heart Over Mind // Elcee

Portugal. The Man - Live In The Moment (WSML Remix)

OPEN FOR PROJECTS AND STUFF!! HIT ME UP, Would really like to produce a song with different people! ty!
Self producing artist, experienced bass player and musician.
Situated around Montreal Canada. 
Into electro stuff a lot, Ambiant music with deepbass.
Bass player for Delsondrive, listen up here!
https://music.apple.com/us/artist/delsondrive/1656662400?l=fr-FR
Unexperienced singer, be easy on me.
I have been in diverse bands throughout my career.
Feel free to follow me and leave a comment, it is always greatly appreciated!

ALIVE

Alex Keimner