prod. noise complaint 

lyrics:
i just want to speak, and get it off my chest
its painful leaving this unsaid
the memories keep playing in my head
seeing you in my dreams again

oh, is there something that im missing?
just tell me
oh, im ready to listen 
im sorry
know its my bad
i always worry
i miss you here
baby, come hold me
hold me
hold me

flesh:
I've been holding the door closed
It's been harder to take a breath
And part of me wanna step outside
But I wanna let you know
How beautiful you are to me
I didn't mean to be hurtful
I wanna be your armor
When you put your arms around me
I can feel my heart beating stronger
I swear I'll tell you everything
Be honest, keep no secrets
We'll bear this hell, you and me
Help each other fight our demons



hold me (feat. flesh)

Disneyland Youtube Music Video:

https://youtu.be/yeoSoinOkM0?si=A18ymdnOpuydzy1o

Lyrics:

life hasn’t been easy, and I’ve been so caught up with lies
counting all these ceiling cracks, at 3am each night
thinking of the things I said, wishing I could make it right
but every time I open up, I end up in a fight

I keep these words beneath my tongue
bleeding silence when I’m young
my voice is trembling like these strings
played out of tune in everything

and I’m sorry I don’t talk much anymore
my room’s a mess, my mind’s a war
I’ve been holding on to empty air
And you’re not here,  it’s so unfair

every sunrise feels the same
grey horizons, pouring rain
I’m so tired of feeling numb
tell me where did I go so wrong?

days blend into empty weeks, I can’t keep up with time
my friends all say I’m distant now, I tell them that I’m fine
but every street I walk alone still echoes with your name
I guess I lost myself the day you went and walked away

I keep these words beneath my tongue
bleeding silence when I’m young
my voice is trembling like these strings
played out of tune in everything

#rock #metal #music

Beneath my tongue (MV in description)

Dissociations (prod. jeweleryboy)

lyrics 
im so at peace with it
i got this blood on my hands
with dirt on my boots
something is wrong with me
i wish i could figure out
but im on the move
i got a seven inch blade on my belt
i got a 9 milli round in my head
im seeing shrapnel from all of the shells
i got a first class ticket to death

anthrax and ricin inside of the water
i thought it was safe but its making it worse
and the gentleman i saw two weeks ago
is getting his body locked up in a hearse
things are the same
oh these things never change
and thats what i thought fore they landed a curse
i wear this uni to cover my burns
and i grab my rifle and put it on burst


theres tears inside my flesh
but it got easier to breath
im barely still standing 
but unchecked is still their greed
ill fight until i cant and when i cant then i can sleep
think about this clearly so that you could find peace

im so at peace with it
i got this blood on my hands
with dirt on my boots
something is wrong with me
i wish i could figure out
but im on the move
i got a seven inch blade on my belt
i got a 9 milli round in my head
im seeing shrapnel from all of the shells
i got a first class ticket to death

at peace (wraith x ne'erdowell)

deadwood collective

Lyrics
-=-=-=-
I don’t even wanna go outside
I just wanna stay right here in my room
A thousand chemicals
Consuming everything I do
I try to show it’s all for you
But these intentions never prove
I have my back up to the wall
And I can feel it falling through

Into the quick sand
Feel it like a sixth sense
I’ve been feeling sick since
You said that you miss me
Plucking the six string
I’m feeling misery
Tryna find a melody
To show you what you did to me
Anxiousness a tendency
That tends to get the best of me
I bite this fucking tongue until it splits upon my bloodied teeth

I don’t even wanna go outside

Nah I’ma keep that shit right here
Stabbing my back u don’t fight fair
No time shared
Like why care
Flippin the script and I’m taking a rip from
I don’t know
I don’t care
You don’t even care when I’m right here
Like right here
I’m right here
Girl can’t you hear me I’m right here

I'll die in this room (wraithontheporch)

prod @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Settle with the options I am offered in this short time I'm alive,
the grind ain't ever stopping, this shit hurts but I'll still try
Hold back the high tide, emotions running me dry
I don't wanna make excuses in the meantime 
Better not to rewind, we gon keep it spinning
Whether Up or down life's not always about winning
So drop the shield
I don't care how it feels
I just want it to be real

Imagination, bottle up my passion
Got malcreations
Judge me how u want i don't need salvation 
Every little piece of bliss
Always gonna have regret
Passion creates many risks
And some actions you don't forget
 I'll take it as a lesson
 I'm debating if my actions Malcreations send a message
Steer me through the wreckage
Wish me luck but I ain't relying on a blessing

Blospar Bible, journey stack the millage
Legend of survival, I got tears behind these eyelids
Close my casket, and bury my ashes, I tried it all I thought my hope was everlasting. 
Hear my call, tears may fall, sometimes your very own ideas become the most feared of all

Imagination, bottle up my passion
Got malcreations
Judge me how u want i don't need salvation 
Every little piece of bliss
Always gonna have regret
Passion creates many risks
And some actions you don't forget
 I'll take it as a lesson
 I'm debating if my actions Malcreations send a message
Steer me through the wreckage
Wish me luck but I ain't relying on a blessing



malcreations [prod. yunny goldz]

Lyrics ⬇️ 

hey dont remind me of this
hey dont remind me of that
it don’t surprise me that i had it all and then it kicked the can
i wish i aint care if you laugh
i care about their view too much
and idk where i stand
but im tryna be in the palm of ur hands

baby thats way too much
& i couldnt hold it if both of my hands held out
and i dont mean to say too much
i couldnt think why you want me to be around
you told me i did enough
but it really don’t compare to all that you done
and maybe if i was in love then i woulda chose you over drugs

you dont know what it means to be addicted
i was conflicted i was so broke
i think you sense it i was inflicting all of the
damage in all my bones
but that was my mission you wouldn’t get it
that was the only thing up in my home
other than dishes i had been washin just to get out of their face be alone

(halfhearted)

yeah i’m not alone when im up in the night 
voice in my brain said im crossing the line
coulda been worse but im barely alive, put down my weapon you sharpen your knife 
didn’t know any better,pull me apart by the holes in my sweater 
put a stamp on my letter, wait seven months but you still won’t answer 

lost and was found in the town i was raised in
praying on my downfall give em entertainment 
right hook to the jaw leave him right on the pavement 
for the last few months i been feeling like im vacant

i get racks and they know
family upset when i walk in the room
stuck on the times i was passing the bowl
but look at me now i found peace in my soul

(brecken)
you got a peice of my soul
i want it back like asap
you wanted me to go home
left you right there ima walk back 

told me that id get evicted if i ever got a place of my own

but i been here 4 months cuz i dont listen
honestly dont think you think i could grow

month four w/ halfhearted (dash)

F4CEIT

w/ @user-642636378
produced by king theta
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(cxrter)
they say i’m acing
used to the lack of, complacent
call it an anomaly, but i’m breaking
i’m stagnant by myself
so hidden in my shell
cause i’m trying to decipher what’s even implied
trying not to leave it all unsaid, i’m fine
like a semi turning cities, i’m swinging wide
satisfaction, is it fake when we say goodnight?
where's the trial run? we all just turned 21
just reminders of all things that i haven’t done
no directions, expectations of fantasies
gardening misery
yeah i’m so sorry

she said that it’s okay
i don’t get why it’s happening
just hope that i’m enough
these kinda things are challenging
but i wish that i could 
find the space and
save the day
but i’m too caught up in your eyes
i can tell it’s me, it’s what it seems
miss understood, i fall in line

(halfhearted)
and it happens to me every time
you got a two faced love, i don’t wanna try
if its all my fault, then i’ll testify
i try to break your fall when u call at night
called it off
applying pressure
wrote a song
left it on your dresser
if i was wrong, then it’s nothing new
i gotta bite my tongue when i talk to you
i’m better off now
cause i was at a loss, and i couldn’t be found
couldn't get across cause the the bridge had burned down
i’m out of options

(cxrter)
she said that it’s okay
i don’t get why it’s happening
just hope that i’m enough
these kinda things are challenging
but i wish that i could 
find the space and
save the day
but i’m too caught up in your eyes
i can tell it’s me, it’s what it seems
miss understood, i fall in line

ace/21 (feat. halfhearted) (prod. king theta)

cliché (tokki, stxrr, nightiger)

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Beneath my tongue (MV in description)

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