✨MyDyingFantasy✨

It still hurts the same..

(twilight)

Good4nothing w/

bloody hands, and a tear drop
just a man, stolen life, stuck in vietnam
no sunrise, empty skies
dead friends, pretend like were the good guys
once again, i feel my heart stop
just a man, but for you ill make myself god
no sunrise, empty skies
wedding plans, dead groom and a corpse bride

swim along, dont get stuck in the loops
what the fuck you gonna do kid?
who are you? 
i never knew, just keep your cool
smoke a few, pray for new ways of view
face removed, pain excused
its all so draining too.
and they keep on blaming you

i wanna kill myself again
i wanna feel numb , getting lost in the binge
Im trying to hold on to a crumbling edge
i live for the fall like a leaf when its dead

vietnam (prod. yunny goldz)

Instagram
@ColeMxne

Lyrics:
Feel the tears falling down
Got the leaves falling out
Got me down 
are you ever gonna come back around
In my dreams 
in the clouds
In my house
I can see your face everywhere 
baby it’s just weighing me down
In the streets 
In the club thats enough
I dont wanna think about it
unless I got stuff in my cup
Just let me know its real
I got a thousand other problems yeah you know this spiel
Baby girl whats the deal
I dont much time til im out of here yeah
I never can tell whats real
I get one sign there and another here
Girl you know how I feel
Wont explain it once more without a seal

Clouds (Prod. TyDavid)

lyrics - 

yes men on the west end shawty 
your friends never listen shawty 
say im wrong when u sing that song again

ghost sin but their destined shawty
reaper with a weapon shawty
we rest with the restless where u wanna
with marijuana
dont want another
ill hold u closer 
till day is over
back in october 
i swear i know her
a supernova that hit ya soul yuh

try not to fear 
right here
noo
just try cool off
stop trippin just cool off

paris - never sure (prod. nekogod)

produced by kassgocrazy
mixed and mastered by kassgocrazy
vocals performed by sewerperson

COVERART BY @UNNANOUNCED ON INSTAGRAM

i want you to suffer (feat. sewerperson)

its ur mess
figure it out

produced by neverforever 

completely non profit

lyrics

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
I just live inside my head
I won't let me out

walk around like an apartment complex
scenes of loss n abandoned objects
mental blocks feel like shallow tar pits
I got the keys but forgot where the car is
here's a song for the truly sharded
fucked around n got broken hearted
itchy arms when asked where the scar is
who u r is not at all important

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
I ain't really got much else
so I'ma give it out

even when I'm down count on me I got it
lemme write this down then tomorrow drop it
name another coming up that can match
I'll top it
I get on the beat n watch the heads start boppin 
I don't wanna sing on the same old topic
while I'm on the flow lemme shoutout tropic 
running low on time so it's hard to lock in
I go to work in the morning exhausted

still the cold air of the mountain somehow always catches up to me
I could feel the past go up in flames as smoke rolls over me
I will never get that back, yet still, has such a hold on me
there's nothing, I'm just fucked n u can't save me from my -

I been tryna live life wrong 
I can feel it now
tell me when I write my songs
what u feelin' out?
lemme rip apart my soul
let me deal it out
why u listen to me whine
u should kick me out



mountain dweller (neverforever)

Good4nothing w/ drewisdead

drained of color (24/7) [prod. wisssery]

DESTROY 🫧
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Destroy (feat. Aneurafraid)

@jeffjenkem

i've been missing something in my life
it's like i'm out of my element all the time
cause i don't know how i'm supposed to react
when i'm going in blind

circled by the vultures they're pecking me dry
it won't happen till i'm older but the thought of it might
i wish i could just be bolder and follow the light 
yeah i got sick of the act so i left it behind
 
it's so cold my body shaking
and i find it hard to find the warmth in something i've mistaken
could you check my vital signs i'm tryna find oasis
if it's beating fine i'll crawl across the desert till i make it

i saw all that i could take and still i move along
encumbered past my breaking point it's doing harm
i don't wanna make it about me at all
it's just something i've awakened and i'm too alarmed 

i should probably get some rest
like the rest 
buzzin till my heart beat straight 
out my chest
tell me why this fog still rolling in my head?
i need a lighthouse
i don't want this ship to wreck

lighthouse (jeffjenkem x flesh)

feat @fleshgolem
prod @taylor

can u scratch my back
leave some scars if u want
i need an artifact
of the times we had fun
i knew they wouldn’t last
like the light of the sun
i hope ur coming back
cause i’ll come running back

i’m puffing gas top floor of the ashton
20k in my closet i love fashion
i’m not doing okay stop asking
my money long baby i don’t have to ration

under my skin always tryna get reactions
i bet it won’t be funny if we started blasting
i wanna feel what love is like i want some passion
if u down then we can roll lights camera action

honestly i just wanna sit here in silence
when i’m alone it’s like my head is full of sirens
my tank is running low i forgot to check the mileage
but u can have all my attention undivided

can u scratch my back
leave some scars if u want
i need an artifact
of the times we had fun
i knew they wouldn’t last
like the light of the sun
i hope ur coming back
cause i’ll come running back

i’m puffing gas top floor of the ashton
20k in my closet i love fashion
i’m not doing okay stop asking
my money long baby i don’t have to ration

i wish i knew how to take it apart
make it so everything straight from the heart
mechanical parts
all of my body been charged
it gets bizarre when it malfunctioning hard
the message been parsed, i gotta shoot for the stars 

i wanna talk but i'm loading
outta my sight and my focus
i'm gotta walk where i'm going
you cannot come you don't know me
i just get high to get outta my mind but
it only makes sense in the moment
i was alright for a second i tried
now i'm tryna find out if ur joking

artifacts w/ flesh golem (taylor morgan)

baby im fed up with excuses
you think that you slick but now i know the truth is
you been treating me like im useless
gone through all the shit just to use me

i been looking down but the drugs got me up yuh
i don’t wanna cry so the drugs got me numb yuh 
thinking all the time bout the shit that we said 
do another line and get fucked out my head 

don’t be fronting
i know you been lying when u stunting 
now you on my line, trying to apologize 
but it’s too late cuz now i feel nothing

baby im fed up with excuses
you think that you slick but now i know the truth is
you been treating me like im useless
gone through all the shit just to use me

guitar done by @prodbytwilightblue 
drums done by @frevelthorthy
feature, art, and mix/master done by @draven.fm

fed up ft. draven (twilightblue x frevel)

prod @whos-that-clown

LYRICC
Soon you'll want me, i'll crawl right back
Staying calm in the heat of attack
Say mean words, but u dont mean that
And if you ever reconsider you know where im at

fed up with the bullshit, fed up with the lies
Hit me with a full clip, right between the eyes
I know that you want me, but u never tried
Yet I ran right back, what a fool am i?

Did this to myself im so stupid
Fell for you so quick, arrow mustve been cupid
All my dreams are feeling so lucid, 
but they slowly turn to nightmares ur making me feel useless

A cannon loaded up with feelings, 
Shot into my ship, grapeshot and now im bleeding
Baby i swear that ur a demon,
 i see it in your eyes
i feel hypnotised
As im slipping away
To another kind of place
My heart is bleeding out
Your the cause and the cure no doubt

I knew this from the first go, yet i gave it a second try
I dont understand why i gave you, all my precious time

The clock is slowly ticking
Were running low on minutes
The second hand ticks faster
And my heart finally kicks in

fed up [prod. the sound clown]

featuring:
https://soundcloud.com/dylaanlotus
https://open.spotify.com/artist/1OjHBfRdd96XGNlhwQ3EAo

Graveyard Ft Dylanlotus x Djandrew

(prod. malloy x jkei)
feat @notaheroo

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

staring at my ceiling
6am dawn is coming
i was awake all night
fighting my demons on sight
codeine got me tripping
i remember this feeling
addictive to the sedatives
in pain so i need this 

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

im not used to being sober
was fed my pills
i was drinking till the sun up
i didnt know whats real
but now its over
i didnt know my love
its all my fault coz
its my own grave i dig

early morning
hear the birds sing
in bed stalling 
its so cold outside x2

(notahero)
just warm me up cuz ur my heater
n i don’t got nothing except the music from my speakers
this fireball burning i need something little sweeter
would u keep me alive or will u turn me to a tweaker
diamonds in her eyes just like the ones i put on my belt
i pray that you’ll still love my heart after all the ice melts
i fucked up way to much to put the blame on someone else
but this shit made me tho
she said i’m acting like a child said u crazy hoe
there’s nothing child-like bout me pushing up digits hoe
i swear to God that when i’m dead 
that’s the only time i’ll be able to get fuckin rest
maybe i should go to bed
i think imma work instead
pressure breaking down
feel like needles in my fucking head
i just wanna have a good time n u know this
i feel the energy just disturbing my solace

sedatives (feat. notahero)

@xipz_sad
prod. tiedforsilver & flesh
Stream "Performer" on all plats:
https://open.spotify.com/album/3AMIDa7SH70D23GK9nUpQB?si=3WTktjOQRSqpuwY2NTJQbg

Around The World (ft. xipz) prod. tiedforsilver & flesh

(prod by noxiousnights)

don't ask me bout my life
i already used up all the lies
all this misery called my demise
all i had came with a price

got no reflection in the face of death
hate their speeches with no depth
pain flows i can't control the words
there's no break i can't escape the hurt

shut down my brain
i'm turning insane
i dont show my face
all this life's a mess

i'm not scared of the pressure
off this poison i'm feeling fresher
got no smile : feel no pleasure
give up the grind i could never

i'm not scared of the pressure
off this poison i'm feeling fresher
got no smile : feel no pleasure
give up the grind i could never

i stopped looking for hope there's no mending
fuck crawling down i'm already infected
they talk about freedom i don't get it
giving up on life is so tempting

think of any other place my only wish is to go
i have dreams where i don't see this shit no more

shut down my brain
i'm turning insane
i dont show my face
all this life's a mess

i'm not scared of the pressure
off this poison i'm feeling fresher
got no smile : feel no pleasure
give up the grind i could never

i'm not scared of the pressure
off this poison i'm feeling fresher
got no smile : feel no pleasure
give up the grind i could never

off this poison i'm feeling fresher
give up the grind i could never

off this poison i'm feeling fresher
give up the grind i could never

off this poison

coisas reais w/ shiyou (prod. shiyou)

suffocate in my sheets

SPOTIFY

Choked Up Feat. Sewerperson (Prod. SPLASHGVNG)

go to hell, that's what she said 
but the devils here 
right in my bed
she right next to me
giving neck to me 
I know you love me now, i'm sorry if 
I doubted you 
but we all got things to work on
just give me time to work on
everything (everything)

I wrote your name in my book a thousand times 
come and look
that's why you love me
I wrote your name a thousand times 
in the sky,
I wonder why
why you love me
why do you love me?

idesirethethingsthatwilldestroymeintheend(prod. greythecloud)

Lyrics

I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
You say you wanna die but no one knows you like i know you and i love you too
Wont you be mine
Im getting faded with my friends and im gon be home soon
You take a while to call me your friends say im boring
My phone on DND what you know bout that?
She only fuckin with me she just down for the racks 
These bitches on my phone to only hit from the back
My lifes going to shit ive been through hell and back
Theyre nothing like you were so baby give me a chance 
Theyre nothing like you were so baby give me a chance

heaven on earth prod. bleach

https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic
https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
<3 

lyrics:
(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

(guardin)
that's just how it goes
yeah that's how i roll
seven gram blunt & she's taking off my clothes
kissin on my tattoos leave me feelin froze
got my pistol in her grip cock it back & watch it blow 
i can't fall asleep so i've been staring at my phone
read a couple tweets until i leave that shit alone
noah sent the open all the way from buffalo
i'm just waiting for the green light hit the gas & go

(noah2000)
she got the spookygang sweats,
with the black doc martins,
i swear to god that i love it,
when the blunt gets me exhausted 
i wont ever sleep 
until i feel proud of my day,
so ive been standing still for weeks
just hoping something comes my way 
and if you wanted too i’d stumbled down the yellow brick road
so you can tell me all the secrets that you want me to know,
my wicked witch of all the east is rlly changing up my style
when i get home i’ll roll a fatty cuz i love when you smile

if you’re a bills a fan then lemme hear ya shout,
cuz i’ve got plenty other problems that i’d rather scream about,
like how ive been good for a minute now i’m not,
i talk about my feelings way too much instead of smoking pot,
so i’m screaming that i love you but
i hate that i’m so brutally honest
i know this world could be much better if i stop being on it,
i’m just never in the places i hoped,
who say do i need to be?
i’m doing everything that i can what else you want with me

(guardin)
lost in my head all the time
i'm not alright
i guess it's fine

Spotify <3

wicked w/ guardin (prod. tothegood)

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