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self prod
guitar @hiraethsry :D

to think i owe, anything at all
taking out my hand is all that u know
theres no walking this back, not letting it go
u dont even feel bad, youl reap what u sow

im lifting your weight, i wont carry this around
leave me lacking in faith, let it all hit the ground
lead me, shackles and chains, theres no hope for me now
how long does it take?! im done dragging it out

weight

lyrics

ive never been good enough at anything else
but i can finish this cigarette faster than you blink
i wont go to sleep id rather watch tv
and youre
youre much prettier than you know
and im too loud for my own good
but im not worried about that yet im too busy packing my bags cause
im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
im wasting the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died
and ever since then ive been tongue tied

i know she likes my hoarse voice
theres been a frog in my throat for the past what felt like three years
i joke im building a barn
and every morning when the rooster crows im like i gotta get out of here
mundane mixed up with blood and tears
im forgetting my best friend
and i drink him instead of facing my fears
just tonight
can i enjoy the simple things
get on the wagon and just ride
i been tryna get over a couple things

and ive never been good at anything
but im alright at loving you
and im the king of making excuses
so tell me what do i gotta do
youre much prettier than you know
and im too loud for my own good
but im not worried about that yet im to busy packing my bags cause
im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
these supposed to be the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died
and ever since then ive been tongue tied

im thinking bout leaving tonight
and i guess ill stop in the morning to see how far i drove
is anyone out there on the east coast?
im on the west side
im wasting the best years of my life
i think a part of myself died

im left handed whats your superpower (p. jacob vallen)

The Story so Far - Navy Blue (cover by vails)
Artwork from : Liam 

Hope you guys enjoy! Re-uploaded from my other soundcloud 

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Navy Blue

Vails, Cxrter and notcursed - underneath (prod Mackk)
#vails #cxrter #notcursed #mackk #emorap #sadrap #single #soundcloud #guitar #ambient #chill #lofi #lofirap

underneath (feat. cxrter & notcursed)

i’ve been feeling different lately
tryna make sense of the mind that hates me
i follow the orders i’m creating
can’t ruin the flow or my body starts breaking

in the night it’ll catch me up and swallow me away
and i can't fight it off so i let it consume me easily
i wake up and cannot breathe
i’m shaking like i might freeze
there’s no control anxiety
it’s the one controlling me

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

it’s a nightmare
this phobia is eating me alive
and i can’t fight it
don’t call me just emotional since i did not decide this
and don’t remind me
the trigger’s hiding
i know it’s my head
so don’t keep talking whilst i'm dying

i tried everything i learned and nothing seems to give me peace
it’s so cruel to happen when there’s no one there to help me
wish that i could live my life without this dumb anxiety
but it’s found me now, it’s what i know only

phobia [hollowprpl]

lyrics ⬇️

out my face wit all that negative talk cuz i dont want it
u would fold if you had felt like this for even just a minute
oh i promise you that
i wish that you would just admit it
i know that its been bad but i blame you cuz ur acidic
ion even understand why u always steady trippin on me i feel the shame
cuz somehow you got rid of me
and its alright
Cuz ima see the better me in the next life

your talkin bout my timeline i think ima cry
i dont wanna fear all things i love in life
it dont just appear when ur sleeping over night
nah nah gotta work for it a lot
and i wish that i could tell u that im finna stop soon but im not
cuz i dont think that you understand all i have to lose
its a lot

run it up cuz i fear im at the ending of my life
i dont know whats coming next but i know i cant rewind
i cant show that im upset if i do then u gon cry
i know that i been real blessed but i still been feelin blind

buncha random shi-
(LEMME GO)

try to make em proud but everything i do i dont
u never know what im finna do alone
every single thing i know u do not condone
i would try to fix it but its really jus too broke
every single bone every single choke
every single throw of a punch that i dont
maybe itll mean one day that ill get exposed
maybe if i did then i would grow

mama i been feelin low
can u can u please let me leave home
yea i dont wanna be here
let me just show you one more tear
maybe i just wanna be alone
maybe i dont wanna hear ur tone
maybe i dont wanna call u back 
cuz even if i did i know that you wont atone
i dont wanna check my phone

every single bone (josiah3)

lyrics<3

more than friends back then
now we’re not good
mixing thoughts up in head
like i said i would
laying roses on the bed when i walk thru

wash it away like the sins of a martyr
thirsty for my blood im a lamb to your slaughter
dont need any love so i dont know why i bother
pushing till you shove, i fell deep into your water 

think twice
next time you worry about me
girl ill be alright
i wear my heart on my sleeve
and idk why
ur always there in my dreams
when im falling asleep 
ur the ghost in my sheets 
its not easy being someome you dont want now
and its freezing, guess thats why i never go out
fight the feeling 
got me waiting for the comedown
every week,
i pave the streets of this ghostown

baby not thats not love
you leave me evrry other day
tried to lift u up
but you dont wanna have it that way
i wont stick around till you break
my lifes an endless cycle, im a moth to your flame

i wish the process wasent so hard
cuz everytime i tried to quit i hit the restart

overcome with guilt while I’m gassing up my room, I know that it won’t help 
but im scared to face the truth

ghost town [under the maple tree]

lil track with the boy MisFiiT, hope u fw it

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
I envy u
And u just pity me
I grit my teeth
And hold my tongue between
Girl when it’s over
Maybe you’ll know what I’m feeling
Bumping to my music
I’ll be hanging from the ceiling

Set me free from what was home
I can feel it in my bones
Everything I’ve ever loved
Everything I’ve ever known
Was a blur inside the dream
Never meant for me to own
Maybe soon it will be over
Sooner than we ever know

I envy u
And u just pity me
I grit my teeth
And hold my tongue between
Girl when it’s over
Maybe you’ll know what I’m feeling
Bumping to my music
I’ll be hanging from the ceiling
-=-=-
MisFiiT
-=-=-
i envy you but your not much better
you got a way with words that make me feel hurt
i been more lost then i have before 
and you use that to your advantage 

hanging from the ceiling 
i might catch a suicide
workin on my music 
yeah this shit is do or die
my thoughts are tongue tied so i write
get it off my mind
good times good times wish i could rewind

to me and you in a wraith
the daydream at least that we talked about daily 
you lied you lied to my face said you’d save me
now i’m fucked up goin on a binge full of envy

envy w/ MisFiiT (ionas59)

the fear was born in this house
so i need to leave it here
but i can’t get out
it’s weighing me down
the worst of it has me now

i’m begging just let me go outside
i’m making up reasons now
i’m so used to having a bad time
and now i can’t phase it out

i thought i’d feel better at home
and i thought that you knew me but maybe you don’t
the walls that surround me crush right to the bone
but i’ve been so weak maybe it was my fault

the fear was born in this house
so i need to leave it here
but i can’t get out
it’s weighing me down
the worst of it has me now

born in this house [neverforever]

pain_you_give_me

This song is about feeling disconnected to the rest of the world as if you somehow you missed out on an important memo about life that everyone else seemed to get….

Disengaged by Philip Pinckney

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