was fun to make the art for this, thank you for having me <3

(prod. heyzbee & michael harrison)

(2x)
hold me closely 
i’ve been hoping 
this won’t die slowly 
god this is so lovely 
jealously is ugly 
i know that it affects me 
don’t mean for it to happen 
but yes it does severely

(2x)
searching all across the globe 
just so i can bite your nose 
little things i love the most 
these moments i cannot let go 
i’m jealous i cannot lie 
i want you just to be mine 
even in the end times 
girl i need you all night 

jealously is ugly 
i know that it affects me 
don’t mean for it to happen 
but yes it does severely
its a struggle to face what is happening 
everything will be okay, we just gotta be 
willing to work together during misery 
i know that we can do it so let’s see 
open up please notice this is your home 
this is perfect timing, promise to give you hope
hear the way that i speak, promise this will not go 
do you hear my heart beat, it says whatever i don’t 
aye, i was feeling down but i’m better
got so high now my eyes turning redder 
hear my sound and it’s sharper than cheddar 
yall so soft like feta 
yall don’t really know shit 
keeping it frank just like ocean 
what you motherfuckers really know about the potent
yall been really sleeping like it is some melatonin 

(2x)
searching all across the globe 
just so i can bite your nose 
little things i love the most 
these moments i cannot let go 
i’m jealous i cannot lie 
i want you just to be mine 
even in the end times 
girl i need you all night

jealously is ugly 
i know that it affects me 
don’t mean for it to happen 
but yes it does severely

jealous

lyrics

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it
hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

im chopped into spare parts
is it possible that u could lend a spare heart
i got half a mind to leave it to the deep dark
i got half a mind to burn it with a quick spark

can u hold me back 
while i detox
could there be another road
ion see one
its impossible to live in the deep end
its impossible to see when cash in

hammer in it
hammerin it
can u try to visit
damage in it
hoe i lived it
you could try to listen
if i went missing
i went missing
would u look for me
try to fix me
u cant fix it
can u try to fix it

its never been more over (sorrowbringer)

Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

Yung Van Verse
maybe I didn’t try enough
If I tried harder you would notice
I guess it don’t matter now
I’m no longer in your focus
I shouldn’t need you, I just can’t convince myself
I feel the need to be there when you need my help
Now I’m so numb I can’t feel a thing you say
I told you the truth, just to throw it in my face
I shouldn’t have stayed, you don’t care if I’m in pain
To you it’s just a game, I don’t trust a thing you say
You left me with trust issues
I feel ashamed when I miss you
You made me look like a fool
Thinking that I coulda been with you

Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

Vails Verse
Say you wanna leave but I know you wanna stay
I see it in your eyes, you don't know what to say
You pack your things slow, no direction, no hope
I'm really tired of the games, we keep hurting in this way

You're holding all your pain like I haven't had the same thing as you
I really miss on the connection but I guess that we're through
It cuts deep in my heart
Knowing our ties got fraid
The breaking was inevitable
You'd hope I'd stay
But it's impossible
I take credit
I won't let this continue
There I said it

Hook
you said you wouldn’t leave, but you got no self control
you think you’re so important, I won’t miss you if you go
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it
said you wouldn’t leave, but you never want to stay
don’t stand behind your words, I can’t trust a thing you say
I know there’s something here, but you’re too afraid to feel it
use me just to heal, but you never would admit it

you said you wouldn't leave. (prod. cxrter & jolst)

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

every day the same bullshit
what the fuck is you pulling
you aint give em the context
you aint showin the full clip

everyday the same toolkit
who the fuck is you fooling
why you worried where im at
dont threaten me just pull it

who are u when im not around?
you wont ever make it out that town

12 deep im still lookin for the bottle
everytime i go to sleep i pray i miss tomorrow
anything and everything is never what i thought no
god i hate ur memories they make me feel so hollow

sell me thru the goddamn payphone
co-drive in this rally race u didnt get the pace notes
anything and everything ill take it to the face smoke 
god i hate this place and i dont wanna wake tomorrow
 
[notahero]:

tryna quit these drugs is so hard
i know you can’t hold my hand through it all
i’ll keep singing through the fall
till the end of it all

but it’d be so much easier if you met me half way
i think i left a piece of myself at that lake
i wake up throwing up with my pale green face
nothings coming up from this sorrow i cant break

i heard you’re doing better now i hope you break a leg
i hope you break your face

before i go to sleep 4 pills to my face
when i wake up i feel mad that it’s another day
i’m puffing a medical cart this shit feel like it’s fucking laced
i’m fucking describing this shit to you let me go at my own pace

let me go at my own time
i know you love me by the way you take my jeans off it’s time to fucking dine
yea it’s time to fucking die

tell me who was your favorite person when you were alive
cause mine is you

i will not hesitate for smoke im like a juul
i can see the stars in your eyes ill put stars on your roof
she saw me crying im like babygirl nah im cool
nah im cool



context ft. notahero (jolst)

picture perfect

•Vocals by Vails & notahero
•Production by Threemvsk
•Artwork by Safehaven

Lyrics below:

It’s my fault
So stop calling me each night
Cus I learnt
The purest form of patience
I know
We don’t have that in common
Cus you’re always back here often
And it’s becoming such a problem

I’ve been staring at the ceiling
Hoping I could find some meaning
But these shadows keep on speaking
Saying you were never leaving

It’s my fault, I keep forgetting
All the nights that felt like endings
But you’re here, with no intention
Just to spark another tension
And I’m tired, but you’re talking
In my head while I’m sleepwalking
Guess we never learnt the difference
Between love and co-existence

So stop calling me each night
I’m too numb to even fight
Let these feelings die in silence
While you keep up your defiance
Cus I learnt
The purest form of patience
But it’s breaking all my cadence
And I know
We don’t have that in common
Cus you’re always back here often
And it’s becoming such a problem

(Notahero)

i’m tryna find the best out of the worst days
i cut myself off
maybe i’ll try smoking in a different place
ill take off the mask and you can see my face
if i don’t come down oh well
floating in and out of the atmosphere 
it’s my fault but now that’s not important
i’m dying but it’s for your enjoyment

#sadsong #soundtrack #musical #emotional #ambient #notahero #vails

nothing in common (feat. notahero)

P. nomansland 

Support my friend enyu!

https://on.soundcloud.com/qUpx1yH6fYpXyzuuwE


Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

Been Waiting ft.kyoko

w/ @notaheroo
produced by cxrter & threemvsk
📸: cxrter

lyrics:
(notahero)
i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

and she said baby just stay
i promise you gon be okay
i made a fool out myself last night
i’ll try to forget it, but it happens every time

i wanna see you when you see me as a rockstar
and seeing me like this, i know that it’s hard
it’s hard
i broke your heart
you own my heart
the city stops and all of the lights are on
and now i don’t feel it all
now i don’t feel at all

i won’t miss these nights, i’ve had better times
i hope you know i pray for you like every night
if i don’t make it, hope i see you in another life
and if you wait around, i’ll show you that i’m still alive
i’m going crazy seeing shadows when i’m turning
i smush this cigarette out
blow it in the sky
and i’m the contrast, you’re so picture perfect
if only my heart wasn’t two sides
you keep begging me to stay, but my hands are tied
i’mma buy a ticket for the next flight
i really miss my friends living on the other side

picture perfect (cxrter x threemvsk)

lyrics ⬇️  

 I made this song on October 14th

its 2 am and you wont talk back
so how should i feel if you off of the map
tell me its real but see that its cap
i wanna walk with you 
for life you wanna take a nap
i got a solid scoop
you wanna lie and you wanna love
so i can’t rock wit you
even if its all that i got left
i tried to hike and it was a trek so it wasn’t worth the move
if its an emergency dial the number an ima put on my shoes
im gonna be there real soon
when i get there i hope ur not upset
i wanna share it with you no bunkbed
said youll be there but you want me to function
dont give a heads up act like its nothin
you couldn’t expect me to sit here breath girl cuz ima choke
you gon see you got ropes around my throat

no no dont remind me what you said
id rather take one to the chest
not a word of it made sense
maybe wed be better- better off as frie-

i couldnt even finish what i was gonna say
cuz it hurt my head too much i wish i could explain
ima keep on trying as long as i see a flame
i jus hate the option you wanna wash it down the drain
what could i say
i know its late
lemme explain
i dont wanna leave you but if u wanna go
lemme tell you everything you wanna know 
but you bolted on a heart of steel

when you touch me ill be colder than November feels
and i know that its been harder than you wanted
when we started i knew you were never honest
now were off it every night and every time i tty i feel like ima fold and die
maybe this all i wanted - its not
you said you were so exhausted 
i should drop
i would rather be alone than ever wanna hear you talk
if u jus gon give me all of that trash i would rather stop
i cannot rock wit no litter bug id rather date a rock. 🪨

litter bug (sk8miles)

Changing Lanes Togo

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