prod. flesh

lyrics:
double back, all the trouble from the past
who'd have thought that i would last, coulda had a heart attack
none of that, none of that, on the move i up a stat
made it through a quarter year, 22 is one the best
that i had, that i had, tryna balance out the bad
oh my goodness what a task, demons feeding off my back
cardiac, cardiac, miss a beat i'm losing track
tryna keep my cool intact, letting loose and cutting slack

never guessed i'd be proud of myself
out of breath, out of space, so i grounded myself
little steps will never win the race
but i can settle for another place
cause i'm not the best, really outed myself
as long as i can blend into a crowd i'm doing well
cause i'm afraid, and that will never change
fear's the only thing that keep me sane

second guessing everything it's only right it's only life, man
i'm a no one and i'm frightened
time will slip away i hope a memory suffices
stupid games and stupid prizes
scrape all the shake off
i could never, no, no i could never
yet i brace myself for takeoff
never better, no, never been better ever

never guessed i'd be proud of myself
out of breath, out of space, so i grounded myself
little steps will never win the race
but i can settle for another place
cause i'm not the best, really outed myself
as long as i can blend into a crowd i'm doing well
cause i'm afraid, and that will never change
fear's the only thing that keep me sane

little steps

@pr4y3rs

prod. flesh

lyrics:
i know that im lost and complacent, pull me in places 
i've been smoking heavy just so i can feel the day end 
i've been caught in my web of lies and i dont wanna face it 
i know that im paranoid im drinking till im brainless 
if i fall pull me up hollow eyes tainted love 
i pour 1 cup then 2 cup im fucked up i know
cant go back to my old town its been way too long 
now im trapped in the cycle my back on the wall

feeling caught in a web of my thoughts
its a lot and i understand if you dont wanna talk 
this protection's a weapon against all i got
but i get it, it's best, get your rest and i'll walk 
it's a long way back to the place i'm from 
on a one way track when im tainting my lungs
so the next time y'all wanna give me my shot
i'll be ready for death or whatever i want

oh I had a dream I was caught up in the strings 
and I saw the puppeteer and the bar was crossing me 
I was frozen up in fear when I lost a part of me 
from the heart I couldn't steer so I parked under a tree 
I listened for some words of wisdom from the worst 
the barking made it clear that branching never works 
cause an end is always near what's the chance that I'll defer 
from the area thats paved where the variants converge

dream w/ prayers

@goneafteraugust

prod. flesh

lyrics:
i wish that I didn't have to worry bout the money tho 
i got all these banks you'd think that I got me some money rolls 
like the way it sound when I get hungry but my tummy don't 
I just wanna pull up to the mall and get me one of those 
I don't got the funds to make withdrawals for shit to help me grow 
barely even get any applause I think it's funny tho 
really I been crying on the ground it's getting muddy tho
I could mix that shit up with a crack and make it fucking dope 

I've been slipping again 
and this shit all my fault 
I ain't telling my friends 
that I wanna end it all 
if I do it depends 
really hope that its not 
something that I'll commit to 
when I'm closer to god

she said when im in ur presence i feel like im next to god
ur the only one that ever helps to make these voices stop
i’m not doing well i been stuck in my house with just my thoughts
paid in full but if i lost myself was it really worth the cost
anyways i’m hoping for better days
looking to the sky but it’s no use so i don’t ever pray
i don’t have any faith big blows like a heavy weight
slip until i fall off of this earth n knock at heavens gate

fissure of woe w/ goneafteraugust

prod. flesh x nihil空

lyrics:
if i could wait at all
i'd hesitate too much
this patience takes too long
it's time to move it up
this queue's been taking months
what's wrong with me don't know
it's time to play along
no matter how much 

time it takes
away from what
i wanna do 
i gotta do 
the things that i 
have said that i
would do 
it's only right
i promised you

so long the wait
what's on the way
will come sometime
if not today
i might complain
and try to change
my life i might
just stay the same

is there something wrong
i never felt so odd
have i ever felt this way before
can i shake it off
does the past repeat itself can
i control its knobs
will it ever fade away
when the feedback talks

tell me what to say and i'll
go writing every page
i swear it's harder than it was
to get my thoughts out of my brain
is it the drugs that im not taking
or the fact that i've been wasting
all my energy on things that i don't
have so much to say about 

what's with all this hatred
thought i loved all my creations
is the feeling even mutual
my heart is always racing 
for another explanation
a disaster in the making 
these assumptions that i talk about
are nothing but invasive 

do i really need to get
these people up to speed
i guess its all i know to do
i really shot both of my feet
it's hard to run without those shoes
and to be honest i dont think
that all the things i have to say
are so important i should speak them

so let me try my best
to make some sense out of this mess
i think it's funny how expression
always leaves me feeling less than
everybody that's invested
in this broken fucking system
i've awoken through my wishes
something that they gonna listen to

delay tactics (prod. flesh x nihil空)

prod. flesh x nihil空

lyrics:
lately i've been second guessing
memories that i'm forgetting
were they all that i remember
certainty that i surrendered 
makes me wonder why i'm stressing
times i thought i'd never let be
moments that i'd ever treasure
make me feel like i was better 

off, yeah i'm in love
with the past that i wanted for us
though the path that we paved had its rocks in the way
we are here right now and thats all that we need
i've been wrong so much 
that it's painful recalling what i was
but the nerve that i had have kept my blood intact
so i'm thankful for that through the good and the bad

i got lost in the heat of the moment 
i tied knots on the trees in the forest
why'd i toss all the things that would save me
lightweight body the heaviest omen
i'll just walk with my feet to the closest
place i thought i would be at my lowest
wait for me and do it patiently
cause it'll take some time for me to make believe that i've arrived

the path (prod. flesh x nihil空)

i'm moving on
it's crazy i can say that now
my final form
is something i won't take right now
i like the storm
cuz the rain feels nice tonight
and the words i said were mine
so why cant i just

flip a switch and change
i'm old enough to know it fits the frame
a mechanism only known to fate
and maybe i think i know too much
in reality i only know to wait
the people all around me love to fake
everything about them, nothing's sacred
how could they see u from so far away?

i can't help but break the silence
i can't tell if i need guidance
show and tell i brought my items
hope you're well i know ur dying

show and tell (flesh x jolst)

@starsbeforesunrise

prod. flesh

i dont know what to say yet
maybe if i think about it i'll know what to say, yea
maybe there's a message hidden in this blank page, bet
if i look harder i could do this shit all damn day, yea

i need to get my funds up
in need of more than dumb luck to get it going
im learning when i fuck up
even when its fucked up, i set alarms
and if i miss this one then call
cause i was bitten by the all
its all inscriptions on the walls
i wanna live the life i want
i took a hit and fell in love

i see myself right now
i never guessed i'd write this down
i bet reflections lie to me
i still dont know why i believe them
i wanna know what it means
i wanna rip at the seams
i think i'm sticking around
i hope i'm making you proud

i think its going alright by how i judge it
but its about damn time that i feel something
if u could fool me twice
it would put the shame on me
so ill put the blame on me
my only option
3 or 4
thats the amount of days i need to get away from
these thoughts
i been cooking aint forget to wipe the grease off
amount of times u do that shadowboxing look like wii sports
get inside my head feel like im sleepwalking
moving everyday
going slow but it feels like around the right pace
yugioh theres a dark magician in my brain
tryna tell me things
i dont even know just what to say
but ill find a way
i could do this shit like every day
could u say the same
sometimes my heart beat out my chest
feel like bang bang bang
i cannot believe the shit around me i dont know whats fake
maybe theres a message in the page i read it again

i dont give a fuck
id look anywhere for answers
anxious about who i trust
still i try to mind my manners
papercuts, flicking through the empty pages
it feels fucking aimless, i get in my mind and try to find new places

i hope i'm making you proud w/ starsbeforesunrise

prod. flesh
master by @notluna

i 
cant go outside
and i dont know why
yeah im growing tired
of cancelling plans
it's only one night
with all of my friends
and i know it's alright to wanna stay but i
feel guilty when i dont even try
to power through and have a good time

i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone that isn't me 
yeah i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone else
i wish that i could be someone that isn't me so much, oh

edit: I've never had a song perform this well!! shoutout the algorithm gods I'm glad it's resonating w ppl :') should be on Spotify etc in the next few days!!! thank u everyone for all the support it fr means a lot to me <33

i wish that i could be someone else

prod. flesh

sample: artist vs poet - like kids

lyrics:
from the moment that I woke up
I've been tryna see the sun
gotta wait a bit it's not up yet whoa
I've been throwing bricks into the pond
I'm just tryna skip all of the upset yea
I don't get a say in what I want
but I don't wanna end up on the doorstep uh
cuz then I get stepped all on
nah n I don't wanna stress too long

I remember it like it's yesterday
I'm still in it in the memories
swear to god I'll give them everything
but they'll never take the rest away
so I'll keep chasing notes I dreamed I wrote

I take my card and receipt
pack all my things into my bag then I step out in the heat
it takes longer than I want
and though it's hard as it seems
it's only everything I wanted
everything I wanted to be

Not up yet

prod. flesh x chris6lair x taurs

lyrics:
i don't like to stand out
i don't understand how
i keep moving on
running circles in the madhouse
treading when it's shallow
scared of my shadow
roam into the fog
no i don't know where 

i've been going
and i know i get lost a lot
but i'm on my way home
if it all goes wrong
would you wanna be safe from harm?
would you lock up
give it all up?

i know i'm not what you thought i'd
be at this point i've become
more myself than i had ever dreamed
so why don't you fuck off
i remember everything you said
i've been screaming at myself to give it up and let it rest
i've been at it so long
when i redirect it won't last long
i reflect what i couldn't get
what i'll pass on

so much on my plate
gotta finish what i started up
throw it all away
if what i made ain't what i wanted to
think i need a break
then i'm lying wide awake
i don't wait, i won't hesitate
i can't pull the brakes

yea i'm stuck
i'm in go mode
i do not know what to do
should i slow down?
not my tempo, let go
but i hold on when it's ice cold
i can't wait to warm up
what a nice goal

redirect (flesh x chris6lair x taurs)

prod. flesh 

lyrics: 
another cold night but I know I know that 
ruin my life, I get so high, I just wanna 
do what feels right, do it realtime 
it's a lot of input, I don't know a lot, I just tow the line 
I remember everything, don't even gotta write 
wait until it settles in, don't know why it takes so long 
want a better life, don't know what to do now 
I don't wanna end up wondering where I went wrong 

I still see my breath, I'll freeze I bet 
but I won't give it up 
barely feel my legs, I killed my head 
if I could have one wish 
make it all just stop for a second 
I just need to figure out a whole lot 
all at once, why am I not enough for myself 
I don't know, I just wanna let go, let go 

Camertin lyrics coming soon I'm not 100% about a few words I need to ask him lol

let go w/ camertin

prod. fotia x kingdeno

lyrics:
arrow in the quiver i b right on target
i pull up my whip deliver i just double park it
all that bread that i made
that direct deposit
i sell beats still make a profit 
i wish i could live off of it (I SELL BEATS HMU)
i dont rly get why i dont get up off it
sick of moping i keep doing things that i dont wanna
do, need to lock the fuck in
what the fuck is up with all that
i feel like a puppet
and honestly i love it

i wish that i didnt
that'd make
all this
that much more simple
i get so timid
fuck anyone that hear me
i wish that i wasnt myself
even for just a day
i think that'd be nice
i wouldn't trade my life for that, for nothing
not even a sample
i know you got everything i want
but im not giving it up
they could run thru the breeze
so how could i trust anyone
anyone

idk whats wrong with me
i just wanna be the best version of myself
but its so hard
idk what im supposed to do
bout anything at all
unprepared to be involved with

Wickeddd (fotia x kingdeno)

prod. irby

lyrics:
how'd i end up here again
i wanna disappear again
i dont know how to deal with it
there's always something else
don't make it stressful
there's a better quote
to say the least it's been eventful
write it in my log
every thought that i have
tryna take control
guess i better watch my back
cuz u never rly know
im just tryna make it happen
and stack up all my dough
all the sacrifice
ensue the bad advice
im atomized by all these satellites

i guess ive been overthinking a lot
i got a cloak of mirage
all of that shit getting blocked
idk what i want
but i know that i want you by my side
so lets run off
so much i wanna leave behind
im sick of taking these pills
half of that shit make me feel like im built
i know i need to be healed but im feeling alive
i do it so well
i do what i know how
i just feel sickened by everything else

wait a minute, wait
we keep getting older
all this is just the beginning
i wanna be warmer 
closer to you

warmer

warmer (irby)

prod. sor

lyrics:
brace yourself
there's a lot of bumps
in the road
pebbles getting in my shoes
wonder why it hurts to walk
it's the only fight to lose
i hope that that's good enough
strange
just about everything
only make sense when I'm made
if you were in my shoes
it would make sense to you
i just don't know when to go
send out my persona first
i just feel so fraudulent 
wonder if I'll ever learn

how to be normal for once
I'm so fried I keep putting shit in my lungs
and I know it's probably not the best for me but
it's a symphony that I created from nothing
and I'm so proud 
even if it'd take all of my energy
won't slow down
wonder if anybody wanna sign me
yea I'm just tryna get some fucking money
they all want something from me anyway
I don't even know anything
back to it all
please don't give up on me
I'm trying my best

stupid (sor)

prod. bloodcryY and flesh

lyrics:
guide me back
go and find your path
its a long road ahead
so buckle in 
if it's too fast just let me know
it's slower than it's ever been
it's softer than my skeleton though
i fold in on myself
i still can't tell

it's so much
it was so much
wasn't what i want
a bar
wait till i get sorted down
i can smell the sulfur
i think i control anything
so i'll admit it

i can take a look 
they return, cyclops
pretty sure it's gonna go
turn into a light show
i know it might all
end at any second
disconnected

2fast (bloodcryY x flesh)

prod. flesh

lyrics:
i think i should slow down some more
i swallowed my words for once
assured it wasn't true
whatever that they told you
it's a lot of work
i can't breathe away
all the damage that I've done
why does anyone deserve
the weight of the world?
i'll take it first
there's a lot of retakes i wanna do
but maybe it's too late for all of that
sit and swallow that pill
fuck it maybe i will
drive in circles till the wheels fall off
oh god
i know, i let it go
i'm still tryna bundle up
my inventory full
but i can't get enough
it fit me like a glove
i'm sick of being used like a tool
i let it through
who knows what it could mean to you
high as fuck, wide awake
haven't felt this bad in days
didn't mean to slow again
i think we'll be back online
just try, give it a shot
maybe it'll work this time
i don't wanna decide
I've been open to whatever we do
i guess i just made a fool of myself, oh no

who knows!

prod. irby

light up
why pick up the page
when rest is what i crave?
i never learned how to wait
this is life 1
and my arms are feeling weak again
i forget to breathe above the water
i'm so used to
holding my breath
it could be me
i can't tolerate my truth still
trapped in my head
in my head
in an atmosphere so poison
i'm a half a heart away
so i replay my choices 
i wish that i never made
now i gotta grow up, move on
i know i'm blessed i feel like i'm enchanted with fortune
put in the work i deserve what
happens to me
i think it's for the best
it'll go the way that it's meant to

and you said
“it was for the best”
i digress,
it hurt when you left
i can’t bare 
thinkin bout u and him 
i’m so scared
of hurting myself 
my head
my arms
have felt so numb
for you 
for you 
it’s okay 
though babe
don’t stay
if you don’t want to 
i want you 
what to the fuck did you just say about me
i been a mess since 09, i’m wobbly 
but im still runnin this shit
like i’m jango and you jus a clanker 
lil bitch get up off me 
i drop a 30 and go play some hockey
maybe throw hands with a crackhead on wall street 
maybe throw hands with a gang i been beefin since i was a kid when they pressuring tommy
told em see me on the street yea i’m rockin 
told em see me in the ring yea i’m rocky
told em see me when they walkin the streets
with their baby, their momma, their homies, their honey 
smoke him and film the whole thing like icarly 
kill a whole army 
for you 
for you

life1 ft. sendflowrs (irby)

prod. medium

i wish i could save you
but i only got so long
and i only got one song
to sing to you tonight
why do i escape you?
i really thought i'd run
it wouldn't be the same
i wouldn't have it any other way
put my fists up so i can
better defend from all the 
times when they're knocking me down i
always told myself i'm alone
give me good luck so i can
try to get it on again
you don't gotta wait around
you can make it safe and sound on your own
i shoulda known
there's something better than medicine
and it's not what they promised
i took a look and i saw it, it's close
so close
i remember who i am again
i finally figured out
what to do when i'm acting like this, i hope
i know, i know

i wouldn't have it any other way
i did everything i could for you
i didn't listen to a word you said
now tell me what i'm supposed to do
i think you're bad as my medicine
use your words to get in my head
even though i knew it wasn't true
baby you're so unpredictable
got me stuck on the pedestal
can you show me what this means to you?
lie back down (lie back down)
rest my head (rest your head)
go to sleep (go to sleep)
did you even like me anyway?
i just wanted to hear the truth
do you see what i was trying to tell you?
to show you?

any other way ft. slptlk (medium)

prod. fotia x ssoon

lyrics:
i thawed too soon
what did i fall into?
tried to invoke the words
how do you coax a curse?
i found a clue
i promised you
i'll find the rest, so i won't
stop till i'm finished
with this quest i'm on
i dont wanna weight it down
when i'm feeling burned i know i'm shadebound
but i wanna be warm
all this running got me sore
i'm not prepared for this
i don't think that i ever been
i don't think i was built for this
the filter fall
whatever that means, i don't know
but i know i'll be down
how do you climb
when you got both your hands full?
i'm so over this petty bullshit
i'm judgmental and i'm not proud of it
i hold people to standards that i can't even meet myself
you could say i'm full of it
i think that would be fair enough
sometimes i hate what I've become
but at the same time I've been loving every second of it
i don't mean to flex up on it
i just spit the microphonic
i feel like a waste of space
i just wanna return
i got so much that i probably need to relearn
again

quest (fotia x ssoon)

prod. taurs

lyrics:
whoa
directionless, i drift away
i have to find a better way
i never wanna let it go to waste
in this dark haze
you give me a spotlight
i swear that it's haunted
i can't turn around
something in me bring me towards the sound
tryna make a little money
make my parents proud
do what you wanted
i know that it's far away
it'll take time
i step in the house 
and i feel safe by your side
maybe we can 
get out of this broken place
i cannot control the play
i just let it happen to me
maybe we could fly away
go and see the world
we can go wherever you want
yea i would tag along
even if we gotta walk
moving like a vagabond
did September like a pro
please keep the camera rolling
did you see what i just saw
i swear it's not the psychedelics
i compelled a better bidding
get too close and i get bitten
i guess i'll keep fucking with it
i guess i'm just scared
how could i compare
to anyone with better than me?
find me when everything collapses
i'm magic
and i got a spell for you
standing by the lectern
i swear that i knew her
she would play the pastor
but something brought the soul
did you get it, did you post it?
i thought i was drowning but i'm floating
tryna get a breath
you should take a rast
flashing i'm in the red
like it's ash from a cigarette
i promise you it's there and you can trust me
trust, i'm the first motherfucker that's gonna judge me
i just wanna hold it down and keep you safe when it gets ugly
when i'm done i'll hold you close and fall asleep
maybe in the dreams i have
it doesn't have to be so bad
maybe we can grow together, learn together
left the ghost to do her rest

look (taurs)

prod. knotchej

lyrics:
stones on a print
another layer that i shed
i keep falling for a trick
i pick up my phone, i forgot where i went
wake up feeling strange, i forgot where i been
in my own way
if it's no one to make it up to
give me something that'll pave
watch it wash away
i just give it everything
every song i ever made

i think it'd be good to wander about
walk around
pick it up and lets go
anywhere at all
and we could make a stop
and fuck around
i'll treat you how you want tonight
i could get you anything
i'll put in the work for it
i traverse the rainforest
i think that i'm made for it

stones (knotchej)

prod. flesh

lyrics:
had it backwards
like didn't that hurt
i was pacing back and forth
i cant afford
better
what i posture bad for
i'm so messy, in the works
all i'm tryna do is learn about you
a lot of words to say
i feel like im right where im supposed to be
i stay up all night and i just make it a song
taking whats in front of me
for granted
abandon your limbo
its simple 
once you know the frequency
you can dial it in
and maybe you'll hear it different
or not
it doesnt matter to me
the thought makes me wanna throw up
had one hell of a glow up
despite my paranoia
its been hard to feel normal
but still i stand like a soldier
i guess im growing older
i gotta fight for what i love
im going nowhere
if i dont go, if i dont go
out the way to get a grip on myself
i keep fixing myself
keep a halo but im giving them hell

backwards

prod. oliver01

lyrics:
i keep slipping
behind
where i thought i'd be right now
you'd think that i'd learn
the relativity
it's pinning me down
all that to appease a crowd
they're cheering me on
in my head
is it living time yet?
i regret not a thing
maybe that's my pitfall
i'm caught, my web
i confess through the strings
it's a lot of bugs
chirping and it's such an earful
i've been so
low on gas
idk why i treat my body like trash
if it's a temple to me then it's covered in moss
digging up valuables out of the mess
why do you see it like anything less?
every time that you spilt like a stab
not to play victim but you left a gash
i suppose i left a couple as well
i never would have guessed
it would amount to this stress
really it's shitty to everyone else
you can't expect them to fall for your spell
it's hard to believe but the confidence helps
easy to feel you're on top of the world
when it's all about diamonds and pearls
i guess i'm walking it back
go till i'm numb, epidural
go get a better referral
i know
the feeling all too well
i did it once before
another cry for help
i felt so expelled
i
was thinking of myself
when i just needed warmth
and i chose hell
i chose hell

bugs (oliver01)

prod. irby

lyrics:
whoa
watching where i land
i don't comprehend
what i do it for
it's an external force
passing by like meteors
materials to reinforce
i don't wanna be at war
blinds closed!
i can't see what's going on
aberration, am i one?
what a bore
like there's a hole in the earth
that's boutta take form
i kinda wanna restart
after this i need some rest
lay my head down, it's so heavy
another nightmare
i'm just sorting through my mind, it's so messy
i never fight fair
i could play a part if you let me
it's hard to forgive me
i'm hollow, so empty
and it's my bad
that i'm feeling like this again
i'm trying to find when
i need to go
I'm tryna walk towards
don't care if it kill me
at least it was the real me
so why do i feel so guilty?
i pledge my fealty to you
at least i know where it come from now
then it turn into a song somehow

landing (irby)

prod. oliver01

lyrics:
yea
i look up
at the sky
i don't feel like anything
compared to all the stars tonight
and if we really came from them
maybe that's why we come 2 life
i'm so full of inspiration
i'll give you my heart tonight
i hope that you get me

I’ve been working so damn hard
she went and stole my heart
I really try my best 
But I didn’t make it far 
I’m really tryna be the one 
Tryna come back to life 
Steady grippin’ on this gun
Feel like they threatening my life

Be like hold up, we can roll up 
We can smoke up out the O
We can pour up, till we throw up
That’s all I know
I only feel alive when you be next to me 
Baby I’m confused the way you texting me

Hop in the whip and I’m pulling up 
I got your back got a hold of you
You so damn perfect I hope that you know it
She said she got insecurities 
Baby stop the please
Let me be the one you love 
Bae you got me on my knees

i'll never give it up, give it up
i need that encore, encore
but i can't feel enough, feel enough
i think i want more, want more

come2life ft. treez (oliver01)

prod oliver01

lyrics:
O Canada 🇨🇦 
O Canada 🇨🇦🇨🇦🇨🇦🇨🇦
its been so long but I feel it now 
its a painting that I'll never finish 
I scratch outside the bounds of the frame 
idk my limits 
but thats just how im living
a new revival
I feel so useless when im idle 
im scared I'll turn into my father 
and never find a way off of the throttle 
I bet I'll be choosing my own motto
but still I find a way to follow 
I cant relax on this time cuz its borrowed
stumbling thru life I cant see anything in front of me 
but I cant help the wandering 
never sure if I belong im sure you'll get it if ur one of me
like what am I supposed to be 
rearranged the office
hoping it'll spark sum 
cool
treat my body like a puppet like a tool
I'll be taking up this chance so I can do sum
New
I got a hint of it
and if its too good to be true then I'll pinch my skin
if I've been dreaming all along I really hope it doesn't end 
every once in a while swear the worlds all blend 
in a way it doesn't matter if its all play pretend

play pretend (oliver01)

prod. oliver01

lyrics:
went from black and white to multicolor
look at the moon its doing something to me
to be honest half the time i barely even bothered
i let the art consume me
immortalize me
oh i've been trying
its like its clockwork
im on a different timing
steady grinding
still just tryna find me
i turn down every offer
and i swear that no one likes me
get the urge to go in hiding
but i'll miss the sun
i been inside for too long
i dont know why i do what i do 
every time i boot up
i trip over everything
i been trying not to
change me
dont you think i ought to
i couldnt do anything
didnt really want to
even on a different line
im never gonna let
the pain
the weight
get to me
im never gonna let
the pain
the weight
get to me
i'll be standing strong either way

moonman (oliver01)

prod. dead$t4rr

okay + i'm up
my brain it buzz
i come around
i should be asleep
i don't want another dream
i still see the screen i kiss the microphone
i see shadows when the lights are off
and i don't think i'd like to know
does it satisfy now
think i need a new drug
why do i never choose what's best for me
from of heart my specialty
i just tell it how i see it
yea i'll never be
who i feel like i should be
why does everybody sleep
on my shit i think its dope
tryna blow up like i'm doakes
tried to take it there but 
i can never play along
not even to my favorite songs
it's a hologram to some
to me it's more like a shoreline


doakes (dead$t4rr)

prod. hollowprpl

lyrics:
clipping in and out
turn the gain up need to get it loud
oh we're gaming
oh my god the drop's about to
come i know it's happening
soon i cannot give it up i
spent so much just trying to make you comfy
i come back in one piece
if we see eye to eye then we don't got no problem
if it's just a trick then i've already fallen
swept up by the undercurrent
scrape off one more wish
but i know it's a long way back to the beach
i don't know how long it's been
could i be affixed or am i bound to be eclipsed
crying in the papasan
i dont wanna call it that aint me
i should test it on my self
i'll be falling in the screen
red blobs
trained like pavlov
cut that neural path off
severed, bandsaw
oh it weighs on my body
i'm a damn fraud
so they say inside the generator
that ones just for me
later on i'll clean up
i don't wanna be a 
nuisance 
a burden
so i do it'
i just go in
i do not think
i just let the words spit out my noggin

generator (hollowprpl)

prod. flesh

lyrics:
mic wrist strap 
and my passport
i don't wanna guess
i just take it as i
see more fly around like wii sports
tryna reconnect
i been on the sea floor
buttons all pressed
i ran out of breath
i ran out of breath
its rough on the edge for now
but i don't think i'll wreck
i'm fine with what i get
the fuck you gonna say
they're burning all the radio signals along the way
keep on telling myself the same shit
find different ways to arrange them
lines blur on the highway
i grip my head idk what
the fucks been going on
i got shifted to a later one
do i incinerate all i touch
walking towards a casualty
and i hope that you're proud of me


radio signals

artist / producer
@hollowbodyco @signett001

flesh

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