your flow on this one is so fucking clean!!

lyrics
im reaching deep in my heart
im ripping it out and its sharp
im puking blood like ive run out of time
im sick of playing my part
i put this shit into park
im dropping more weight than i want
the mirror is saying its fine
just give it a week till it all falls apart
the ceiling collapses in front of me
youd never know what this bullshit had done to me
i met a ghost in my basement
it looked at me like it thought shit was funny
i swear
i got leaves and twigs in my hair
i shoot this pistol off like its a flare
honest its never been fair

please lock eyes with me
and in time ill see
its testing me
and im underneath
please stay with me
ur all i need
im losing sleep
and puking up what i eat

im reaching deep in my heart
im ripping it out and its sharp
im puking blood like ive run out of time
im sick of playing my part
i put this shit into park
im dropping more weight than i want
the mirror is saying its fine
just give it a week till it all falls apart
the ceiling collapses in front of me
youd never know what this bullshit had done to me
i met a ghost in my basement
it looked at me like it thought shit was funny
i swear
i got leaves and twigs in my hair
i shoot this pistol off like its a flare
honest its never been fair

im vomiting blood. my pupils are blown. (tiedforsilver)

message

some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

i been on some different shit
im stuffing 3 grams in that wood 
no they never high like this,
not high like me they wish they could 

I said ah shit it’s crashing down on me again
and I don’t like it 
back in school I hated that shit 
I said fuck it 

way too ahead of myself I thought I had u in my pocket
I don’t believe in god but it feels like there is someone watching 

some days I be waking up
and idk why I try no more
some days I just fake this love 
cuz lately I been feeling bored 
not I cannot get enough 
like give me something a little more 
don’t know what I took but it got me feeling good 

but i know that someday if i go
like you will think about the past
walking down a lonely road
like thius aint good for my head
i been stuck on auto mode
tryna fix the bad things


but i pray soem day when we are up
may the angels follow us
shit, a couple people left me now 
but they’ll be back so quick
can’t wait o to get up out this town
I fucking hate this shit
my bad it I don’t text u back im 2 busy working

angels [tiresss]

P. nomansland 

Support my friend enyu!

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Lyrics~

(Swamp) 

My lifes in a spiral 
And I just can’t seem to catch a break
When I tried this shit the passive way 
they hit me at a faster pace 
It was a massacre up there on that caligo hill
Sends A shiver down your serabelem, signal the chills 

Ok yeah I’m back up on attack, there’s just no foldin us 
Grab that ammo load it up 
It’s gettin kinda quiet on this California western front 
Give it all you can until you can’t and hope the war is almost done 
Shell shocked, you’ve had enough 

There you go, you’re telling yourself that never again 
Will you put you’re life on the edge for something that somebody said 
The battle goes on in your head 
And shurly you’ll face a certain death 
But I guess you love that shit because you never left 

(Enyu)

Loaded chambers caught in a deadlock
choke on me like a tight knot
rewinding all of my future plans
hailing down on me till my heart stop
yeah, but i’m still in it
guess i’m twisted
drawn to where i fucking bled
need some god to grant my wishes
rather than be fucking dead

i scrape my wounds when its dark
a shiver down my extremities
and while the whole world fell apart
i stand upfront with serenity
and when I turn around
the time has come for confession
to learn a beautiful lesson
i’m heading outbound
to fend off my imperfections

(Swamp)

Hopefully when the dust settles I’ll be alright 
All intact and alive 
The only loss being time 
Trying to figure out another way to save myself 
From the war in my head, it’s been a living hell

never ending spiral w/ enyu

you want me to stay imma stay for you
you want me together imma break
i think you should put the blunt out girl its getting late
and i dont talk about it and its something that you hate
and i hope that you listen to the songs i make when im off alcohol
i put you through so much how did you put up with an asshole
blunt been burning the back of my throat but i feel it in my soul
i cant let you go
i cant let you go

two pills before bed
blue pills in my head
dont remember what i said
its always like that
i forgot my heart girl ill be right back
right track
pick myself up and in that im alone
she said if you ever need me you can call my phone
girl i go to sleep so late and you so early
wouldnt want to waste your time on it its not worth it
wanna shed my mind
baby you can tell me bout your darkest times
never met another crow like you in my life
my life
tonight
can we just talk like we used to baby ill try
baby ill try to stay for you

you want me to stay imma stay for you
you want me together imma break
i think you should put the blunt out girl its getting late
and i dont talk about it and its something that you hate
and i hope that you listen to the songs i make when im off alcohol
i put you through so much how did you put up with an asshole
blunt been burning the back of my throat but i feel it in my soul
i cant let you go
i cant let you go

help me make in the meantime
a few signs in my chest help me make it out my head
down hill dont wanna sled
i dont wanna make it down there before you admit
one chance take my hand
i know that you wont regret
its not the principle its all thats coming with
im not invincible dont shoot me til im dead
i hate the ridicule feel invisible when i hit my bed
its always feel so horrible when im walking outside
maybe maybe i dont get no sunlight cuz i wanna -
i would rather wrap up in my sheets i wish ur here tho
maybe next year ill see clear and youll be here i hope
i hit a roundabout my maps say dont exist
i try hard to make it there in time but you dont know where i am
i wont make it this time ill say that im in my head
i been in in way too long im sorry everything i missed

its getting late (p. under the maple tree)

Bad Apple + Kennedyxoxo and Fijimar p. xFujioka

i love u deadwood

[wraith]
Friend
I’m seeing red
You took the words right out my head
And yet again
I make a mess of what is left
The way I tend
Take the punch out of my breath
My heart out of my chest

Darling you just wanna tempt me
Okay
Why’d we have to bet it all on today
I just wish that you would mean the words that you say
Praying that we let what’s meant to be fade

You
left me strangling on words
So I’m left coughing up the verses
What is it worth?
What is it worth?
What is it-

I guess you’re the enemy
I try to see what’s happening next
Y-y-you mangle intentions
With your hands on my neck
E-Easy prey to deception
And I’m caught in the trap
Yeah I keep falling like that

[vampy]
you said trust the pain it'll pass
but i've been counting ghosts in the glass
half empty bottles 
late night calls 
scrolling through my fucking downfall

and i hate how you still smile that way
when i told you that i might not stay 
know your ego is death
rip my heart out my chest
swear your love is a curse
vampy, blood on your neck

i tried
i lied
gave up
two times
saw you
go by
your eyes
like knives

soul numb
i died
can’t run
can’t hide
the truth
won’t slide
it cuts
inside

Friend, I see the fire in your eyes
Burning bridges while we live in lies
Every word you spit, it cuts like a knife
I’m just trying to hold on, survive the night

if you read this when i'm gone don't cry
really i'm just tired of being alive
deadwood forest gave up
kicked the chair and said goodbye

red w/ vampy (cxrter x ryan kelly)

prod. hollowprpl

lyrics:
clipping in and out
turn the gain up need to get it loud
oh we're gaming
oh my god the drop's about to
come i know it's happening
soon i cannot give it up i
spent so much just trying to make you comfy
i come back in one piece
if we see eye to eye then we don't got no problem
if it's just a trick then i've already fallen
swept up by the undercurrent
scrape off one more wish
but i know it's a long way back to the beach
i don't know how long it's been
could i be affixed or am i bound to be eclipsed
crying in the papasan
i dont wanna call it that aint me
i should test it on my self
i'll be falling in the screen
red blobs
trained like pavlov
cut that neural path off
severed, bandsaw
oh it weighs on my body
i'm a damn fraud
so they say inside the generator
that ones just for me
later on i'll clean up
i don't wanna be a 
nuisance 
a burden
so i do it'
i just go in
i do not think
i just let the words spit out my noggin

generator (hollowprpl)

flesh

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