prod. michael harrison and sample from @heylog - next to u 

you texted me 
i'm not sure what to say
i’ll respond in a week
maybe 2, maybe 3

not who i have been
honestly exhausted 
pills help me focus
haven’t you noticed 

i haven’t been myself 
and honestly i’m hurting
taking different things
cuz i swear that i’m a burden

i feel so alone 
take a pill or maybe smoke
yeah, i shouldn’t be on the rode 
but you know i gotta go home

slur my words when i talk to people 
gotten to the point everybody think it’s normal
feelings get hard to jump like a hurdle
i don’t feel great can you meet me in the middle

you make it so hard to live
NO YOU DON’T
i feel like i’m in hell

YOU TEXTED ME
I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY
I’LL RESPOND IN A WEEK
MAYBE 2, MAYBE 3

i’m crying, i’m broken

FINE, I DUNNO HOW TO FACE IT
DOING EVERYTHING THAT I CAN BUT IT’S FADING
FUNNY, I BEEN DOING THIS FOR TWO YEARS AND I’M HURTING STILL
I THOUGHT THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO HELP ME, SO THAT I CAN HEAL

see, i been struggling mentally 
scared to talk to anybody 
but i been self-medicating 
hoping that it won’t kill me

cuz when i dropped dry i’s i thought that i was gonna die
writing on the bathroom floor while i looked up at the sky
throwing up all of the food that i just had just ate last night
then i thought to myself is it okay if i actually cry
cuz it felt so selfish when i did it i don’t wanna lie

ive been lying (michael harrison)

Lyrics🎱

I reminisce on memories
But none of them are mine
And if we're meant to be
Then why'd you go and waste my time?
I must've been out of my fucking mind
Cuz you could tear apart my heart without a tear inside your eyes

And I'll admit when I wake up, I wanna die
I reach for my pills I keep by my bedside
They're the only thing that's keeping me alive
through this neverending futile idiotic life
So I cry at night
at the thought of us connecting our eyes
And whenever we would kiss it would feel so distant inside

I would sit by the fire and absorb in the heat
I take in these thoughts while I sweat in my sheets
Throughout the night I just cry and I weep
I'm barely alive, I can barely breathe

I think its bout time I finally start to fo-cus
Realizing I wasted time, feeling fucking hopeless (fuck that!)
In and out my body yeah I know I'm fucking broken
(I'm fucking broken)

I can't take these scars, off the side of my face
I can't change my appearance, I can only lose weight
I can't look in the mirror
Without feeling ashamed
I hate everything about me
But I'm stuck this way

stuck this way (prod. MNDLS)

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You’re staring in my eyes 
To see your own reflection
Wouldn’t walk outside with me
Unless you felt perfection 
Told me wait at home, oh baby 
I can’t stand rejection 
Positive and negative I think we lost connection 
I don’t want be out in the rain 
See myself in puddles guess I was to blame 
Leaving me on read, whilst I bleed in the day
My heart was only fixed when you went away
I thought eveything would work out 
But now I’m hit with sudden doubt 
I’ve been truly fucked for ages 
This destruction is contagious 

I told you my heart was yours
So I gave you the key 
saw you lock it in a chest 
Like Davy Jones from the sea
Broken bones never stopped me from standing
And the sticks alone will be a reason for abondoning 
This situauton, infused furstration 
Am I really stable for this conversation?!

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ft. @yblocofficial
prod. @junk_king_mp3

LYRICS!!
Lets get out this crowded room and drive for a mile
Turning 21 still young free n wild
Pack my shit, we're here for awhile now im full of it
Anxiety capsizing, im overboard, aint nothing gon save me
Lets leave this place and speed to safety
But maybe not today
As long as ur in my arms were safe
Even when tears stream down my face
And im crying for ur love dont take it away

Ship to shore, on an open sea
Planks pull apart, like rotten teeth
And i fumble into the dark so awkwardly
throw something overboard n rescue me

ybloc:
you make me feel so nauseous 
throw it all away
i can’t stop overthinking
everything you say
you only get one warning
get up out my face
continue all your whoring
i don’t wanna play
i done with all these games
i done with everything
i drowning in emotion
can someone rescue me

crowded ft. ybloc [prod. junk king]

2. you tore my heart (feat. ilykira)

prod @yunnygoldz

LYRICS!$!
You aint ready for this brand new face
You aint seen this side
You aint ready to be displaced
After wasteless time
Strap that 9 across my waist
When the noon goes high
You aint ready for a brand new taste
Blood across your spine

Ahh yeah turn into a monster, nobody ever saved me
Ravage bones on the sidelines, your running outta safety
Closing in on the target, dont care about no carnage
Heatseeking where your heart is, fake silver your defence got tarnished

Rust punch through like a quarter panel on an ‘08 charger
lunge at me in the corner, i don't care about no armour

Wrap my hands around my skull, 
grasp my head til my brain goes dull
final test when the weak get culled, 
til the day i die ima it give it my all

You aint ready for this brand new face
You aint seen this side
You aint ready to be displaced
After wasteless time
Strap that 9 across my waist
When the noon goes high
You aint ready for a brand new taste
Blood across your spine

blood red eyes in my skull for the passion
ima cause a drought better stock big rations
If u want war ima fucking start action
Bitch im the title and your nothing but a caption

Stop capping, antagonist on the beat i might lie while im rapping
Bat to your skull gon need more than a bandage
Blood red river shipwreck and abandoned

BRAND NEW FACE [prod. yunny goldz]

daylight. (second chance.)

prod. zeromandia x kumoBD

i would hate to see you go
i know you love it when it snows
sometimes i dont see the road
ill do like, whatever
i dont wanna mind the weather
my mind would say ill never know
cause even if i do
ill still just ask you 
i hate my point of view
ill put my trust in truth
ill never need me
i guess things have to be this way
please dont ever question that
i know that i was bad

Shoutout SIAS for the dope vocals on this one :)

SUGAR RUSH (SIAS X Atticus Rush)

I'M FLOATING

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