N0 L!FE MATTERS (v.1)

☹️SADBØYVIBEZ☹️SYNC🎶(HR0NIZED)💔SYNDICATE💔

July 2025

𝔍𝔬𝔦𝔫 𝔪𝔢☠︎

Toska

SadEmoTrap-Underground 🌹💎

Chandelier

sad evil perfect angel

ｎｏ　ａｉｒ，　ｂｕｔ　ｓｏｍｅｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｂｒｅａｔｈｅ　ｔｈｒｏｕｇｈ

prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

Fading Out ft. JTL Jaido

22 (ft.yungaxstn) #2024 #2025 #sadlovesong #poppunk #emopoppupk #emopop #emorock #love #emo #sad #SADBOY #SADBØIERA #SBE #SBE-COLLECTIVE #SBEC #SADERA #FORU #FYP #FORYOUPAGE

“Hate Myself” w/ Yung Axstn

good old stupid sad song
luv = #kidsketchyy (audioengineer+rapper+emoartist+musicproductions) etc

Fucked up

Fucked Up! (Acoustic)

nightmare </3 
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I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more
I don't wanna go to sleep 
I don't wanna go to sleep no more

I hope you see me in your dreams
Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

Countin up my money only thing that give me peace
See that shawty callin
I just let the phone ring
Yeah I'm sorry
I can't do this right now
If you saw me 
Like me
You'd break down
Say she wanna kiss me thru the phone
I think I will
Shawty cast a spell
Controllin how I feel
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real
But you don't feel how I feel
Lets keep it real

I don't wanna know if you're alone every night
I don't wanna know if you do it out of spite
Fucked up our vibe
I been fuckin up my life
I just really hope that you see me in your dreams

Maybe I look better in a nightmare
Fade into black
I think my shawty callin out to me
Can't lie
I can't die 
Unless you right there
But you hate me now
Only time I see you is my dreams

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<3

- emo fruits aka this is how i be watching youtube

nightmare (prod. cxrter x nihil)

lyrics:

Swollen willow branches
In fall They forgot to breathe
The sun performs its late evening dances
On the tree line right in front of me
Though the sound of threat will ricochet
We’ll stay safe in this place
If you could lay on top of me
And make me a home in this waste
Then we’ll be fine
In time ill be fine
Ive opened up a hole
In the middle of the floor
Sacrifice the party 
If u start to get bored
The only mistake of comings Thinking you got to
Theres piss on the floor and drugs inside of the washroom
So just Dance with me when u got someone to wait on
But you need someone to lean on
Someone to feed off
This porch has seen too many faces to dream of
But its urs that it lights up
When under its hang off
And after its over
Where could we meet
Ive left coordinates
Under ur seat
Meet me at midnight
Under the trees
The willow will lift us
From under our feet
Into bliss
Putting ghosts
In my head
Chop it off
And let them free
every word
They had said
Put u here
In bed with me
Then its gone
Then its gone
We’ll be fine
Until were not
Until were not

harsh (yunny goldz)

@Redwristculture - thraxx (feat.) kidsketchyy #redwristrappers #redwristculture #rwc #emo #goth #alternative #sadboygenre #genresadboy #2024 #2025 #redwristribal

Antidotes

Blu Heart💙 (ft.Bøøsti)

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is you’re not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

Bloody Blade (Single)

Bloody Blade

i'm sorry

thx alot bitch

Thx aløt bitch💔ft. Lo$tboy

23yrs n I done still felt dead
Halfway Heartbreak’s

Suboxone & Marijuana | chillhop freestyle

berlin

so self conceited.. (freestyle)

22 2024 #luvsketchyy #allplats #soundcloud #yt #applemusic #iTunes #YT-Music #yvngnativebvampvrø

halfdeath

INSIDE ME

when you’ve got light eyes it kinda hurts when it fills your sight 
leave a heavy sigh every night bask in the moon light 
takes a while to keep enemies around gotta keep close by 
gotta go through it all sometimes gotta hold off that pride 

cause I been dissatisfied with the way we handle things 
listen to the rain when it falls you’ll hear it sings 
I don’t even know when you lie do you hold it on me  
Some day when you meet your match feel how that stings

dissatisfied (skelly)

Now and at the Hour of Our Death (feat. BONES)

substance

prod by levisvi
mix and master by me

i dont need the lights
i dont need the frame
as long as i got you im good in the rain
heart beat fast like competing in a race
the world gets loud but I only see your face
your the smile when the world wears a frown
your my rise when im sinking down
every scar that i try to hide
it healed every part like we're in a fight

we've been through the nights that tested the flame
fell apart but came back again
you held my silence when I had no words
loved all the parts I thought no one deserved

people talk loud but they don't see like this
the kind of the love that I don't need to flex
you ride with me through the highs and lows
even when we crash you don't let me go

i dont need the lights
i dont need the frame
as long as i got you im good in the rain
heart beat fast like competing in a race
the world gets loud but I only see your face
your the smile when the world wears a frown
your my rise when im sinking down
every scar that i try to hide
it healed every part like we're in a fight

(song breakdown)

velvet

•Vocals by Vails, Taylor’s Diary & RIP.3.7
•Master by Vails 
•Production by Deatheart
•Artwork by Safehaven

(Vails)
Should we talk for a minute, or just let this decay?
Do you ever still wonder why it ended this way?
If I told you I’m dying every night in my head
Would you stay for a moment, or just leave me on read?
Did you mean all those words that you carved in my skin?
Or were they just echoes you never let in?
If I called you tomorrow just to hear your voice break
Would you tell me you miss me or say it’s too late?
Should we talk for a minute?

(Taylor’s Diary) 
I been in my head for a minute now , It’s been so hard tryna figure out  , why you tried to break me you still got in my bones and decayed me , from being the person I am , 


Coulda said that we’re done coulda said that we’re  over , it ain’t like we know eachother sober ,now my heart ain’t gone heal til October , 
I came along from the person I was when I sat down and cried to you, confined to you , 

I never once told a lie to you , even though u did a time or two , 
iF YOU EVER WONDERED WHY WE ENDED THIS WAY , CAUSE YOU NEVER NOTICED I WAS WALKING AWAY, YOU FUCKED UP MY BRAIN AND PUT EVERY TEAR DOWN MY FACE , JUST KNOW THAT IM NEVER OKAY 

(Vails)
Should we talk for a minute, or just let this decay?
Do you ever still wonder why it ended this way?
If I told you I’m dying every night in my head
Would you stay for a moment, or just leave me on read?
Did you mean all those words that you carved in my skin?
Or were they just echoes you never let in?
If I called you tomorrow just to hear your voice break
Would you tell me you miss me or say it’s too late?
Should we talk for a minute?

#emotrap #trap #emo

minute of conversation (feat. Taylor’s diary & RiP.3.7)

@kidsketchyy (social medias) xo my gng</3 @sadboiera-clique
Lyrics in disc.

Oblivious

Øblivious (feat. Lø$tbøy)

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

talking up just to talk backwards
actor
i remember when the enemies were not a factor
gotta move different cause some outbursts of my temper
i might be an asshole but the truth's what matters
splatter
all my deep down thoughts get scattered
on my new reeboks plant matter
in a coned out raw
smoke the spliff than make this song
holding in smoke face blue man group
loud way too loud man it smell like poop
enough about me tell me more about you
did your friend text back did you link that dude
do you treat him like a main or a strong number 2
you aboutta break with the weight on you
did you put the faith in him but he always fell through
lately i just hope that im not that dude
"you aint really do nothing bad" says you
i been getting pew pew'd every other song
drop *boom* drop bombs and support is gonna cease i guess
profit increase so do ever bodies needs i guess
vampires when i bleed i guess
when i fuck off, now you fuck me i guess
smoke my weed then kiss your teeth whats next

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

i want december
there wasn't as many plans 
that i felt bad for missing to really see what i can
do with these hands
do with this brain
and the subject matter inside
you leave im working im eager something i could never hide

i get too deep in it
mind overdrive my thoughts overwrite as fear overides my shit
coarse cough got me fucked with the blood spit
yuck

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

some missed calls

prod. Anxiety Attacks! x cFee! x Bruce Leen
guitar/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:
I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, yeah
it's only right I spend some time by your side, yeah
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you know I'll be there if you need me, 
I'll be here as long as I'm breathing
heaven down to hell when you're leaving, 
holding onto hope, & I'm thinking ya...

I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

listen on Spotify<3

The Heart & The Knife

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

my time (prod. sarcastic sounds)

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@ihateshinigami

hi there 

• Music Enquiries: Vailsofficial1@gmail.com
“Dead by Dawn” my duo band with Silent Storm:
https://on.soundcloud.com/qUfyKZJm7PRPTZwFA

minute of conversation (feat. Taylor’s diary & RiP.3.7)

vails