Artist: Entity
Composers: Entity, Christopher Joel Martin
Lyricist: Christopher Joel Martin

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Someday
Somehow
I'm gonna figure it out
But not
Right now
'Cause there's too much goin' on

I'll wake up
And I'll disappear
I've had enough
Of living with these fears

I don't wanna be here

Someday
Somehow
I'll fucking figure it out
Why not
Right now
While my whole life's goin' wrong?

I'll stand up
And I'll walk away
I've given up
With coping through the days

Someday (someday)
Somehow (somehow)
I'm gonna figure it out
But not (but not)
Right now (right now)
'Cause there's too much goin' wrong
Someday (someday)
Somehow (somehow)
I'll fucking figure it out
But why (but why)
Not now (not now)
'Cause I've got shit goin' on
Help me get out of here

I'll wake up
And I'll disappear
I've had enough
Of living with these fears
I'll stand up
And I'll walk away
I've given up
With coping through the days
Help me get out of here

Someday (Somehow)

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AxAxC – Am I the Monster?

An 8-track concept record diving into the fear, guilt, rejection, and rage of existence. This is AxAxC at our most vulnerable. From the heartbreak of First Choice to the suicidal abyss of Barrel of a Gun, through to the climactic title track Am I the Monster? and the furious closer Seeing Red.

This album questions whether our unique experiences, ancestry and choices we make, lead in us becoming monsters. We ask for everyone who’s ever asked: Am I guilty just for existing? Am I safe, but never chosen? Am I the monster?

Tracklist:

- First Choice (4:33)
- Fear of Me (3:52)
- Guilty of Skin (4:49)
- Eye of the Street (4:12)
- Barrel of a Gun (4:32)
- Am I the Monster? (5:34)
- Corazón (4:22)
- Seeing Red (4:29)

Band Statement:

This album is the sound of fear, rejection, and survival distilled into music. We’ve written from the darkest corners of ourselves, in heartbreak, in prejudice, in alienation, suicidal ideation and bled them into deathcore, ambient ballads, and spoken word interludes.

We are AxAxC. 
We distort. We distrust. We destroy.

For Fans Of:

#Slipknot #Skillet  #Lorna Shore #BringMeTheHorizon #FallingInReverse #SleepToken #Architects #Beartooth.

#deathcore #metalcore  #screamo #ambientmetal #nu-metal #gothicballad #cinematicmetal #AxAxC #AmItheMonster #First Choice #FearofMe #GuiltyofSkin #EyeoftheStreet #BarrelofaGun #Corazón #SeeingRed

AxAxCStudios™ (2025)

Am I the Monster?

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