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I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR QUIET MY ENTIRE LIFE. NOW I'M HERE, AND IT'S NOT ENOUGH. IT'S ENOUGH TO LET ME SLEEP, BUT TOMORROW I WILL WAKE UP, MY BRAIN ITCHING AGAIN. I'LL LOOK FOR SOMETHING TO SATIATE THE BOREDOM. I WANT TO FEEL IT ALL AGAIN. MY LIFE IS QUIET, AND I'M READY TO RUIN IT, TO START OVER. I WOULD DO IT ALL-STILL BREAK MY FOOT IN THE SAME PLACES, STILL KISS ALL THE WRONG PEOPLE, TAKE ALL THE WRONG PILLS, AND GET IN THE WRONG CARS. JUST LET ME FEEL IT AGAIN. I DON'T REGRET IT. I HAVE ENERGY FOR PAIN. I HAVE MOVEMENT. I HAVE A HEART THAT'S GOING TOO QUICKLY. THERE IS STILL AN INSATIABLE HUNGER THAT LIVES INSIDE ME. I CAN NEVER BE SATIATED. I WILL ALWAYS WANT MORE OF IT ALL. I MAKE PLANS TO SEE MY FRIENDS, AND THEN I CANCEL THEM. I MAKE PLANS TO DIE, AND I CANCEL THOSE TOO. I'M STUCK WAITING, MY SKIN TOO TIGHT, MY SKULL TOO THIN FOR THIS BURN. MY MIND IS SCREAMING. THE SHAPES ARE CLEARER, AND MY BONES ARE A WHITE-HOT FIRE RUNNING THROUGH MY BODY. I'M ALIVE, AND THE PAIN IS BURNING-LIKE HEALING OR DAMAGE, BUT I CAN'T REALLY TELL.

Ex meth cook. Served all of my 20's in Prison. Born 1987. From Topeka, Kansas. Was once an angry teenager, but after extensive self medicating with certain psychedelics my only pursuits in life is Love, music, enlightenment and the pursuit of selfless happiness. Also wish to be reunited with my son someday.
  alot of my content is based around hard drugs. Please understand that I am a recovering heroin/meth addict. many of my ramblings are memoirs of a lost soul strung out on drugs. Also all of my songs have been recorded on a cheap Android phone with Skullcandy headphone mic. If you don't like offensive content or poor quality you don't have to listen. To those beautiful few who do listen and hit the like button, I do this for you and for myself. Thank you so much for giving your time. You could have been listening to J. Cole, Drake, or Kendrick. But you listened to me. And there literally is nothing that makes me happier, besides the prospect of my son telling me he loves me someday. Thank you, enjoy.

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