mushroomy gumi hell yeah!!
last song i will post as a 17y/o... birthday soon :)
this song is about mushrooms but the mushrooms and mycelium represent my brain. idk how to explain it...... the metaphors


YT video: https://youtu.be/rDhqYGbJtN8
lyrics: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rUG-j_Xpz-QMkUb1QkR1pDZ70QB33m3Q9jdm5O5yugQ/edit?usp=sharing
inst: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1RTZw4tQpmtPJmzVxE0ZeZ4w5eV6MFmwJ?usp=sharing
midi: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1Ums-eGrDKYB_lyX7GkDYXlO1Q2ysHmne/view?usp=share_link

Fruiting Bodies ft. Gumi English (VOCALOID Original Song)

hi all!! consider this an early upload for the next Chromaticity of Fear song! I'm still working on the PV, but I wanted to get this out a little early for the Asterian song contest. The character and story are going to be revealed with this song's youtube upload, thank you all for your patience <3

the thumbnail was taken from a photo by Farhan Arif! no changes were made to this work:
https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by-sa/4.0/

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lonely boy, reaching for the stars, craving the moon
he got too close to the sun, woke up in the afternoon

little boy, hibernating till the start of june
if the world was perfect pitch, then he was grossly out of tune

careful what you say
remember who you were that day
wonder if the man who shares your face
had also used your name

past what you condemn
pretend you know how to repent
remember why you were
then forget it all over again

haunted by what has remained
scared of the unexplained
how can you let go of all
that you cannot recall

stubborn barriers contain
flora deeply ingrained
daffodils inside my head
they say they want us dead

whispers through the grape vine
my life is not mine
pass it through the grape vine
my mind is benign

blink and you're no longer here
picking stems inside your ears
seems my body's smarter than
what holds back a tired pen

blink and at once you're awake
lay back down slam on the brakes
it seems i'm no smarter than
what holds back a flooding dam

what i mean lost meaning
grieve for the living
set it back to square zero
settling roots grow

tired boy, existing only inside his head
alive but already dead
throw up spores over my bed

little boy, too young and too old
he says to me
paradoxical designs
let him color outside the lines

don't know what to do
forget why you're feeling so blue
do the flowers behind your eyes
know how much they mean to you

thinking through the pain
regain
live through all this again
shed all you can't erase
you'll regret it in the first place

trace your sins around your palms
hiding from weeping psalms
padlocked by a broken wall
and you're feeling so small

memories he undertook
flora an open book
i hear tulips, and they say,
they tried to keep me safe

whispers through the grape vine
everything is fine
sing it through the grape vine
my life's the punchline

blink and you're no longer here
picking stems inside your ears
seems my body's smarter than
what holds back a tired pen

blink and at once you're awake
lay back down slam on the brakes
it seems i'm no smarter than
what holds back a flooding dam

what i mean lost meaning
grieve for the living
set it back to square zero
settling roots grow

shouting through the grape vine
your hand lays in mine

blink and everything's so clear
killing what i thought was real
it seems my body's smarter than
what holds back a bleeding pen

close your eyes cover your ears
will yourself to disappear
it seems i'm no smarter than
what holds back a flooding dam

what i felt lost feeling
live for the grieving
reaching out towards the moon
settling roots bloom

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MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=drive_link

SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=drive_link

Instrumental: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1Mq6UZAJMy_txX_rx2F0bQJtJbOhwt9Lx?usp=drive_link

Botanophobia // Asterian [CoF]

yeah

i promise i PINKIE SWEAR botanophobia is coming to youtube and streaming services soon i just really wanted to get this out there :3

instrumental: GHOST, Vane Lily
lyrics: GHOST, Carbon Monoxide
tuning (for this specific cover): Carbon Monoxide
art: GHOST

twitter:  https://twitter.com/DieoxideCarbon
youtube: https://youtu.be/FN14MbXnw4c

SVP: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1ansSFTiYj9rInRwqhf_oLvq_xEE2RJPU?usp=drive_link
MP3: https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1kyoji_C7JtCmi3vIETFnO8-BO5iNN7pe?usp=drive_link

Deathbody [Asterian Cover]

Perfectly Sweet

OFF AND DEAD / kasane teto

music / kian
vocals / eleanor forte
mv / https://youtu.be/9zpPRuhFTnY
inst, svp / https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1QnN3ZpzTuM7GTf7mSGlGZXWH_-Zjzx9a?usp=drive_link


[lyrics]
How could you let me go end up like this?
At least you exist
But is this any way to live?
Just cut your tongue and get a grip
I thought your purpose was to handle me
Handle all your tears?
Why was I unable to fear?
Your mind was well beyond your years
Why don't you know how to get out of here
Isn't it insane?
Your every action comes with pain
This is just the path you paved
But hey, it's just a game
That isn't what you said that day
Don't you speak another word, I think I had enough

Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard
(This isn't good enough)
(No, it's not good enough)
But now at least his eyes are fed

I wonder daily that maybe I'm to blame
With choices that I wish weren't made
I couldn't take it, I hoped that you were dead
(Why are you still sulking over little things)
The profound sense of dread you gave me
(It's not like they hurt you in real life

This isn't what you said it'd feel like
Maybe you're too dumb
Why does it make me wanna die?
You're there still mourning hordes of flies
I don't mind, they've been too kind
That isn't what you said that day
Shut your mouth and go away
Don't let me see your face

Tie me upside down inside my bedroom in the dark
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Let all of my blood rush to my skull then break it hard
(I think I had enough)
(I think I had enough)
(But have you?)
Give me all the pain you felt back then when you were young
(It isn't good enough)
(It isn't good enough)
(I hate you)
I don't know how I could leave it, nothing's good enough
(It isn't good enough)
(It isn't good enough)
At least his eyes are fed

FEAST YOUR EYES

Lovebug Venom / KOSMiYU

Original: STOMACH BOOK  https://open.spotify.com/track/3D6pu8srTc5gCqz02lc4S3

SVP: Tesjiu https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GSDS4eSSg_E

Tuning/Mixing/Art: me ^_^ 
Vocals: Yi Xi, Otomachi Una, Ninezero, Kasane Teto AI (harms)
Software: SynthesizerV Pro

【Yi Xi】FUKOUNA GIRL【SynthV Cover】

"Wanted make a Yana song for a while. I still love synth guitars"
-Original video description 

this song is not by me but by Ferry!!! watch the original YouTube upload here: https://youtu.be/M0Ud1Xqr7SM?si=VpGJPbjEgGKkQT4h

How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb - Ferry ft. ANRI Arcane

first vocaloid song oop
(TW MENTION OF SELF HARM)
LYRICS:

Spinning falling ever dropping
My mind is constantly mocking 
All the things I shouldn't do my impulses are shining through 
You're alone, nobody's there
Social conscience truly rare 
I can't push away the thought of people lying that they care 
Dizzying, it's like I'm falling 
Look away it's really nothing
Artificial colors flavors, faking authenticity 
It's so good so sweet and tasty 
Melting mouths you're going crazy 
I can't help it reasons gone, and everybody's falling down 

Psychedelic lucid dreams 
Candy made with LSD 
I know they will never see my twisted spin on sanity 
Everybody's asking why 
Don't ya know it's time to die 
Fracturing the human mind with all the pieces strewn around!

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
look at me, I'm a foul mess!
I can't help it any longer
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away

You refuse to say you've lost
Tangled up in candy floss
Running out of lies to make, next thing ya know you'll pay the cost
Fake the smiles that we wear
Your facade is quite impaired!
Lying your way through life's not gonna get ya anywhere

Everyone is outta luck
Everybody's time is up 
You and I are quite alike but that means I have gone corrupt 
Why is no one asking why don't ya know it's time to die 
Shattering the minds of many, all the pieces strewn about!

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
look at me I'm a foul mess
I can't help it longer
Go away just leave me be
Everybody shall rot away so
One two three, and we'll snap our necks!
Don't you get we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
Look again, I'm a foul mess!
Everything is melting away
Go away, this is truly me!
Everybody should rot away

Logically I shouldn't be so mad about the things that people do, but clearly, it's because of you
Don't you know I really do not care if no one's really even there, but really, it's because of you
Candy-coated broken dreams. your minds your souls not truly free. Everything is breaking down, because of you
Spinning falling ever dropping
My mind is constantly mocking 
Everything you know is gone, because of you

Look at you, you're a foul mess!
Then again, we are not too different
Everyone's a disgusting wreck
We are falling once again
Look at me, I'm a foul mess!
I can't help it any longer
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away
Now I know this is truly me
Everybody will rot away

MP3: http://www.mediafire.com/file/aaisdta7726om5v/Candyman.mp3
Instrumental: http://www.mediafire.com/file/e4dysxoadhusgkd/Candyman_INST.wav
VSQx: https://drive.google.com/drive/u/1/folders/1r1cSREsGi7cB2bFgrHOT67mqBHUA3kql
BPM: 128

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Candyman

【Fukase English】Candyman【Original Song】

Insecta Apostate

music that can make a victorian child have a seizure <3

OFF AND DEAD / kasane teto

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