Playlist 52

mMGH~

UtauVoca

Lost Souls

Caskets - Drowned in Emotion

Cyhra - No Halos In Hell

IT MAKES MY HEAD GO BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr

Brain Implosion Energy Drink (feat. Kasane Teto)

ok so i made a better version https://soundcloud.com/alex_moosic/writing-wont-help-me-sleep-remaster-alex_moosic-ft-kazehiki-utau

writing wont help me sleep / kazehiki

this was put on soundcloud an hour later because i slept in. a lot. anyways a heres song abt how much i hate ai art

our new, fake world / gekiyaku

three years of alex_moosic....woah...... // HELP WHEN DID THIS GET 2k PLAYS WHAT HAPPENED WHILE I WASNT LOOKING

marionette / mai

I'm Gonna Make It Hurt (Jax Song - The Amazing Digital Circus)

[lyrics]
ah the taste of love so sweet
reading between the lines, oh how they told me
told me not to worry

oh, you're everything i need
on sacrificial shrines, i'm just so lucky
lucky you could love me

don't you see, it's so exciting
i feel burning in my sleep
eyes so big and hopeful
you tell me you like it when i bleed

oh, my brain, my body,
everything i am, i owe to you
face the facts, accept the relapse
and the cycle starts anew

they don't understand that it's your love that gives me any worth
drain my blood, dispose of me, and feed me back into the earth

vicious touches, gentle brushes, fingerprints they hurt so sweet
seems that nothing changes, this is just what i was born to be

looking so deadly
as pretty as a rapture
feeling so sickly
the face of a disaster

focusing clearly
don't take me for a quitter
i don't like the stranger
that i see in the mirror

baby, cut me up
dice me to bits
lets share a tomb

oh, i'm the
nicest decoration
in your red room

tell me i'm your favorite
have me how you like it
blinded by the morning sun,
please love me like you mean it

i swear you can use me
my decaying body
i'll devote my all to you
just promise you won't leave me

hey, aren't i doing so well?
aren't i a pretty shell?
please tell me that i'm the best
please tell me i passed the test

sound the bells and bang the drum
till my ears are ringing numb
i'm the worst when i'm with you
so good thing you love me too

spoken to reality
you said it so, you swore to heavens above
god i'm such a fuck up

oh it's cruely guaranteed
the sacrificial fawn will be disposed of
all dirtied and corrupt

don't you see, it's nauseating
i kill everything i touch
how you're right to be disgusted,
evil is what i'm made of

cut me, burn me,
what it takes,
i swear i'll make it up to you

hurt me, free me
to the third degree
then say 'i love you too'

they don't understand that your passion can be so bittersweet
it's a part of growing up, that kindness can cut you so deep

ah this is the role i fill, what i was always meant to be
it's not worth the change, this is the only way i feel complete

loving so strictly
but it's all i can muster
holding so closely
the saber of the hunter

oh how it kills me
i wasn't raised a quitter
it seems that you like the 
stranger in the mirror

baby, i'm good at silencing whatever complains
oh, please be proud of how well i can take all the pain

baby, ain't it sad I'm so good at
being abused
oh i won't question why i've got hurt and love confused

tell me i'm your favorite
have me how you like it
blinded by the morning sun,
please love me like you mean it

i swear you can use me
my decaying body
i'll devote my all to you
just promise you won't leave me

hey, aren't i doing so well?
aren't i a pretty shell?
please tell me that i'm the best
please tell me i passed the test

sound the bells and bang the drum
till my ears are ringing numb
i'm the worst when i'm with you
so good thing you love me too

DYS • GORE • IA

Short and sweet song about creative burnout 

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8oLTx7E3-PM
VSQX: https://t.ly/UrW9X
Instrumental: https://tinyurl.com/355hekb6

【Hatsune Miku ENG】BURNOUT【VOCALOID Original】

REPEAT / kuzuda rou

nobody gives a shit

⊱ ✧「 Soulnova 」✧⊰

✧ The 4th single from my forthcoming album, 「 Aika 」

✧ Stream/Download: https://ffm.to/soulnova

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Aika-edm-soulnova-feat-kasane-teto-lyrics

❀ Follow me
twitter.com/aikamusics
@i-am-aika
instagram.com/aikamusics/
@SilversCastle

❀ download/stream

Soulnova (feat. Kasane Teto)

OFF AND DEAD / kasane teto

"i spend my hours doing alchemy..."
a song about wanting to be remembered / to live

mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1U6qefKcOrg
bandcamp: https://jamiepaige.bandcamp.com/album/cadmium-colors
spotify/apple music/etc: https://fanlink.tv/cadmium

art by Que
https://twitter.com/REVERIEQUE
mv by friendxp
https://twitter.com/friend_xp 
saxophone solo by Soneji of Project Mikan
https://twitter.com/JustSoneji
mastering by Marcy Nabors
https://twitter.com/Shadolith

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lyrics:

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i mix my yellows and my blues to make a shade of green
prosaic practice of depravity
suspending innocents above their disbelief
i wish that i could paint a pretty picture onto everything
and leave a mark upon the world that felt like anything
but maybe that's the essence of an artist and their legacy
just chasing down a sense of infamy

put brush to canvas with a pirouette
a simple motion makes the consequence intricate
all the little nothings and my parapet
i hope it's something that you don't forget

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
i can make autumn from a single leaf
steal a fine picture like a first class thief
make the water work like you won't believe
find a new world that can set you free
how could anybody ever live like me?

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i make a life refining zinc inside the smeltery
it's not exactly where i want to be
but wanting doesn't matter when there's mouths to feed
i wish that i could paint a pretty picture of a fantasy
and turn a feeling to a living for my family
instead i make the metals in the pigments in my reverie
and maybe that can be enough for me

oh, isn't it funny facing destiny?
it's like a knife inside twisting my arteries
god, i want for nothing but identity
i think that something might be wrong with me

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
antegrade fever, 101 degrees
shatter my body with a gentle breeze
dammit, i am real and i have my dreams
watch me burn brighter 'til i fail to breathe
how could anybody ever live like me?

(baby, do you know what it's like to die?)
(to see the sparkle fade from inside your eye?)
i can't remember what it's like to feel autonomy
can't even feel it in the moments that you left to me
(i don't wanna leave with a work undone)
(the paint can barely dry 'fore it fills my lungs)
i keep a bullet in the chamber, mocking me
but i don't wanna feel it coming out of me
i don't want-

i spend my hours doing alchemy
i mix my yellows and my blues to make a shade of green
chasing impossible philosophy
and hoping that this poison ain't the death of me

cadmium red is the ground beneath
cadmium orange, everything i see
cadmium yellow is the air i breathe
cadmium colors painted inside me
i can make autumn from a single leaf
steal a fine picture like a first class thief
make the water work like you won't believe
find a new world that can set you free
how could anybody ever live like-

(baby, do you know what you wanna hear?)
('cause you can say the word, make it oh so clear)
we're all just searching for a sense of solidarity
to hold each other close and confiscate our destiny
(no one wants to leave with a work undone)
(we only need a brush we can pass along)
i kept a bullet in the chamber for a rainy day
but what's the point in planning for it anyway?
i've got too many colors for a shade of grey
and i can make it autumn every single day!

Cadmium Colors

CREDIT - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SebM4MJO7LQ

Honestly (ft. Kasane Teto)

music that can make a victorian child have a seizure <3