tell me your darkest secrets and ill tell you mine <3

when i'm with you, everything makes sense
i'm not held back by premonition
and i can breathe in and out

and my eyes, they look up at you
and my hands, they stop shaking too
and my smile sees the light

oh you're my life, you're my life
so please don't die

don't die
don't die

written by and violins done by me:)
production, mixing, and mastering done by wander!

when i'm with you (slowed) w/ wander all winter

"all i ever wanted was you
all i ever got was the truth

i'm so sorry for asking you to love 
someone so difficult

but it's not fair 
how much i gave
to someone who left me to... break

to someone who left me to... 
to someone who left me to 

(break) 
(break)"

credits: 
written, composed, and violins done by me :)
produced, mixed, and mastered by grant fontyn aka wander all winter

all i ever wanted was you

"show me things i cant see
oh love me madly

oh i can be reckless, i can give up
all of my color to someone else

but i can't be standing here full of love
and watching you smile by yourself

i'm turning blue, i'm turning blue
oh everything is stained from you

i'm turning blue, i'm turning blue
oh everything is stained from you"

this song is so special to me. thank you for listening!!!

credits:
written, composed, and violins done by me:)
mixing, production, and mastering by grant fontyn aka "wander all winter"

turning blue :/

what can i give up for you to see me as,
as the one?
can i be the one?
can i be the one? the one?

can i be the one (voice memo)

hello? hello? hello?
are you there...again
i'd just like to know...
i'd just like to know...

hello? (demo)

oh how i wish u could help me see the person that i wanna be
maybe if i wasn't so unsure, i'd be fine to see you leave

don't come down, don't come down, 
i can't stand another sound of you drowning

broken angels. (demo)

tell me all your darkest secrets 
ill tell you mine
no need to hide yet 
you can lay here with me 
and watch the sky 
bleed into nightfall 

why they coming after us? 
precious vulnerability 
oh it’s killing me 

tell me all your darkest secrets 
and i promise 
i won’t let go

why they coming after us?
precious vulnerability 
oh it’s killing me (tell me all)

tell me your 
darkest secrets 
and i’ll tell you mine

darkest secrets slowed (w/ wander all winter)

take me in your hands 
don’t break me in your plans
i just hate keeping it in
 
even if it that means
i’ll be repeating your words
cutting deeper every turn
all i have left is a curse 

i asked, i asked god for a sign
and your car passes by
leave my torn up heart behind


hold me, hold me gently
mold me as you’re needing
slowly, come and catch me
baby, i’m collapsing 

i know we had a reason
felt like i traced your secrets
how do i keep on breathing when i turned everything gray for you

pretend i’m okay
i don’t need you to feel safe
sink in oceans of my pain
staring at the sky
fitting pieces of the world
wondering, will it ever work?
never present cause it burns

i asked, i asked god for a sign
and your car passes by
leave my torn up heart behind

hold me, hold me gently
mold me as you’re needing
slowly, come and catch me
baby, i’m collapsing 

i know we had a reason
felt like i traced your secrets
how do i keep on breathing when i turned everything gray for you

🌚 🌚 🌚

written by me:)

produced and mixed by grant fontyn aka "wander all winter"

gray...

it’s scary knowing i can’t love right
cling to voids that hide me from the daylight
a little bit of you fix a little bit of me
no need for promises, don’t need a shocking leave

there’s people like him who i wholly adore
he says such sweet things, he opens the door
he cradles my weaknesses, phobias unlearned 
but all i think is you, it’s you i deserve

he helps me and heals my heart down 
but i still stand back for your rounds
every night i fall asleep
praying you don’t haunt my dreams

and maybe if i was indifferent
i wouldn’t wear my soul down, begging 
cause i dont really know how to say that
i dont love him

and maybe if u didnt break dishes
cause i wasn’t the girl you wanted,
then i wouldn’t be damned inside my inside my head
and i could love, and i could love him

(and i could love him, and i could love him, and i could love him)

i punish myself for having a heart
envisioning the grand awaited depart
can’t wait to see what you take from me
and watch myself mourn all the memories

he helps me and heals my heart down 
but i still stand back for your rounds
every night i fall asleep
praying you don’t haunt my dreams

and maybe if i was indifferent
i wouldn’t wear my soul down, begging 
cause i dont really know how to say that
i dont love him

and maybe if u didnt break dishes
cause i wasn’t the girl you wanted
then i wouldn’t be damned inside my inside my head
and i could love, and i could him

darkest secrets slowed (w/ wander all winter)

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