until the world ends, Wander All Winter, Alexa Cirri (jayh remix)

Chance Peña -  War

Hollow

Spiderwebs

take me in your hands 
don’t break me in your plans
i just hate keeping it in
 
even if it that means
i’ll be repeating your words
cutting deeper every turn
all i have left is a curse 

i asked, i asked god for a sign
and your car passes by
leave my torn up heart behind


hold me, hold me gently
mold me as you’re needing
slowly, come and catch me
baby, i’m collapsing 

i know we had a reason
felt like i traced your secrets
how do i keep on breathing when i turned everything gray for you

pretend i’m okay
i don’t need you to feel safe
sink in oceans of my pain
staring at the sky
fitting pieces of the world
wondering, will it ever work?
never present cause it burns

i asked, i asked god for a sign
and your car passes by
leave my torn up heart behind

hold me, hold me gently
mold me as you’re needing
slowly, come and catch me
baby, i’m collapsing 

i know we had a reason
felt like i traced your secrets
how do i keep on breathing when i turned everything gray for you

🌚 🌚 🌚

written by me:)

produced and mixed by grant fontyn aka "wander all winter"

gray...

Would You Do It Again?

it’s scary knowing i can’t love right
cling to voids that hide me from the daylight
a little bit of you fix a little bit of me
no need for promises, don’t need a shocking leave

there’s people like him who i wholly adore
he says such sweet things, he opens the door
he cradles my weaknesses, phobias unlearned 
but all i think is you, it’s you i deserve

he helps me and heals my heart down 
but i still stand back for your rounds
every night i fall asleep
praying you don’t haunt my dreams

and maybe if i was indifferent
i wouldn’t wear my soul down, begging 
cause i dont really know how to say that
i dont love him

and maybe if u didnt break dishes
cause i wasn’t the girl you wanted,
then i wouldn’t be damned inside my inside my head
and i could love, and i could love him

(and i could love him, and i could love him, and i could love him)

i punish myself for having a heart
envisioning the grand awaited depart
can’t wait to see what you take from me
and watch myself mourn all the memories

he helps me and heals my heart down 
but i still stand back for your rounds
every night i fall asleep
praying you don’t haunt my dreams

and maybe if i was indifferent
i wouldn’t wear my soul down, begging 
cause i dont really know how to say that
i dont love him

and maybe if u didnt break dishes
cause i wasn’t the girl you wanted
then i wouldn’t be damned inside my inside my head
and i could love, and i could him

indifferent

Play Dumb

catch me, my darling
i’ve bled ink from writing the love notes
that i hoped turned to stone

smear the innocence of my lips
feel you bruising me, it’s boundless
you kill me and show me a world i feel whole in

never felt closer to demise
floating over all the stop signs
and still i write pages of promise and cadence
it’s quite alright, baby

catch me (catch me), my darling (my darling)
i’ve bled ink (bled ink) from writing the love notes
that i hoped turned to stone

smear the innocence of my lips
feel you bruising me, it’s boundless
you kill me and show me a world i feel whole in

never felt closer to demise (catch me, catch me, my darling, my darling)
floating over all the stop signs (i’ve bled ink, bled ink, from writing)
and still i write pages of promise and cadence (the love notes that i hoped turned to)
it’s quite alright, baby (stone)

love notes

Written & Produced by Noah Henderson
Release Date: July 28, 2023

Lyrics:

Bury me under the floorboards
Hide me away with the love you felt before
Waste of a heart if it's not yours
Strangers again and
I'm not sure what you left for

Love me less
I'll never forget you
I can't stand to see you
With someone else
With someone else
Love me less
I'll never forget you
I can't stand to see you
With someone else
With someone else

With someone else
With someone else

With someone else

Hate to forgive when I'm hurting
That's the price of a promise and
I don't think I'm ready
For you to forget me

Love me less
I'll never forget you
I can't stand to see you
With someone else
With someone else
Love me less
I'll never forget you
I can't stand to see you
With someone else
With someone else

With someone else
Love me less
I'll never forget you
I can't stand to see you
With someone else
With someone else

Bury me under the floorboards
Hide me away with the love you felt before

floorboards.

September

if ur reading this, automatic hi five much lovee

gray...

Alexa Cirri

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