it’s scary knowing i can’t love right
cling to voids that hide me from the daylight
a little bit of you fix a little bit of me
no need for promises, don’t need a shocking leave

there’s people like him who i wholly adore
he says such sweet things, he opens the door
he cradles my weaknesses, phobias unlearned 
but all i think is you, it’s you i deserve

he helps me and heals my heart down 
but i still stand back for your rounds
every night i fall asleep
praying you don’t haunt my dreams

and maybe if i was indifferent
i wouldn’t wear my soul down, begging 
cause i dont really know how to say that
i dont love him

and maybe if u didnt break dishes
cause i wasn’t the girl you wanted,
then i wouldn’t be damned inside my inside my head
and i could love, and i could love him

(and i could love him, and i could love him, and i could love him)

i punish myself for having a heart
envisioning the grand awaited depart
can’t wait to see what you take from me
and watch myself mourn all the memories

he helps me and heals my heart down 
but i still stand back for your rounds
every night i fall asleep
praying you don’t haunt my dreams

and maybe if i was indifferent
i wouldn’t wear my soul down, begging 
cause i dont really know how to say that
i dont love him

and maybe if u didnt break dishes
cause i wasn’t the girl you wanted
then i wouldn’t be damned inside my inside my head
and i could love, and i could him

indifferent

catch me, my darling
i’ve bled ink from writing the love notes
that i hoped turned to stone

smear the innocence of my lips
feel you bruising me, it’s boundless
you kill me and show me a world i feel whole in

never felt closer to demise
floating over all the stop signs
and still i write pages of promise and cadence
it’s quite alright, baby

catch me (catch me), my darling (my darling)
i’ve bled ink (bled ink) from writing the love notes
that i hoped turned to stone

smear the innocence of my lips
feel you bruising me, it’s boundless
you kill me and show me a world i feel whole in

never felt closer to demise (catch me, catch me, my darling, my darling)
floating over all the stop signs (i’ve bled ink, bled ink, from writing)
and still i write pages of promise and cadence (the love notes that i hoped turned to)
it’s quite alright, baby (stone)

love notes

all lights turned off can be turned on

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noah kahan - call your mom / slowed

hero by david kushner(unreleased)

Jennifer Lawrence produces and stars in No Hard Feelings, a laugh-out-loud, R-rated comedy from director Gene Stupnitsky (Good Boys) and the co-writer of Bad Teacher. 

Maddie (Lawrence) thinks she’s found the answer to her financial troubles when she discovers an intriguing job listing: wealthy helicopter parents looking for someone to "date" their introverted 19-year-old son, Percy, and bring him out of his shell before he leaves for college. But awkward Percy proves to be more of a challenge than she expected, and time is running out. She has one summer to make him a man or lose it all. 
 
Directed by: Gene Stupnitsky
 
Written by: Gene Stupnitsky & John Phillips
 
Produced by:                                       
Alex Saks
Naomi Odenkirk
Marc Provissiero
Jennifer Lawrence
Justine Ciarrocchi
 
Executive Producers:                                  
John Phillips
Kerry Orent
 
Cast:                                                           
Jennifer Lawrence
Andrew Feldman
Laura Benanti
Natalie Morales
and Matthew Broderick

NO HARD FEELINGS – Maneater (Andrew Feldman)

Hello everyone again. Here's a new song I've been put on loop non stop! And I can't wait for it to come out.

Obviously I found this song on TikTok, and it really touched me. I really hope that  you're gonna love the way I rearranged it, so that it will make you company on your bus, train, and car journeys♪ 

Remember to put it on loop🔁

You can find it on Youtube with this link: https://youtu.be/isB6XXNlVT4
I put a video I made myself during my way home from my University in Venice, hope you enjoy it.

Black Friday - Tom Odell  (Slowed + Reverb verse loop)♪

For you to feel something right now,
Letting you know you're not alone.

out of the picture, Pt. 1

Wish i never really liked you
Honest words oh i been lied to
It's paralysing when i find you
Hiding in my mind 
Can't find you
We’ll never meet again
I'm sad i lost a friend

wish i never really liked you (demo)

open my eyes to desolate crimes
you’re on fire, lost in a nightmare
and you might oblige i not criticize
internalize and move on
cauterize the trouble

pieces of you in pieces of me
hopelessly devoted to misery
can’t outrun tragedies designed as healing blessings

cause when u say youre dead to me i cry
like theres nothing left of me and i try
not to let you get the best of me
but im lying if i said there was a remedy, a remedy, a remedy

im used to lementing our younger selves
and when you are drowning i’m too lost to help
the angel who would listen, her life was your reason
died along the way, became distant, locked in hatred

when pieces of you slit pieces of me
i started to realize with you, i couldn’t breathe
you were honest in your pain, your hurt i cannot blame, but that doesn’t mean i could handle all the crashing planes

cause when u say youre dead to me i cry
like theres nothing left of me and i try
not to let you get the best of me
but im lying if i said there was a remedy, a remedy, a remedy

no one here is evil
toxin’s in the default
thought we were forever
as i decorate a new home

we were so beautiful
it’s as strange as it comes
to let go of what you thought was going to heal you from the world

remedy - alternate version

Alexa Cirri

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