[verse]
Making my own style is a bit hard for my age 
Dive deep into cold ocean 
Now she hurts me for no reason I don’t know
Who’s willing to take that karma

[pre chorus]
Oh my loving you just sleeping next to me, I
Listening to your heart beat makes my light be strong  
Then evil spirits here said “You’ll lose your man soon” that 
Makes me feel so bad bad but I think it’s true, no

[chorus]
Please when I cry
Can you be here so I cry
I hid my tears under willow trees
Please take my hand 
At the seams I come apart
May flow my tears like rivers and streams 

[out chorus]
Oh my boy, you and me now we fall
Oh my boy, take me to another place 
My boy, my boy 
Oh my boy, whose voice in their head
When they start to break things?
Bruises all the time and I can’t resist it

Vape, vape, vape me now
Can’t tell if it’s real 
Tell, tell how this feel, can you feel?

[verse]
If there were something to get through this 
I believe they’re selling you forgeries
Maybe something in this water, well I see it 
Who do think the future is so bright?

[chorus]
Please when I cry
Can you be here so I cry
I hid my tears under willow trees
Please take my hand 
At the seams I come apart
May flow my tears like rivers and streams 

Oh my boy, you and me now we fall
Oh my boy, take me to another place 
My boy, my boy 
Oh my boy, whose voice in their head
When they start to break things?
Bruises all the time and I can’t resist it

hid my tears under willow trees

i've never been able to stand being normal
while they've all been making a plan for me in their world 
to normalise
homogenise
to live their lies
to be their equal

the lesser evil

dumbed down
dumbed down
to drag me down
to be their equal

the lesser evil

in equality with nothingness 
to share the quality of mindlessness 
to be their equal 

the lesser evil
the lesser evil


i can't be you
can't subscribe to
all you call your
go to demenour
fall through the floor
into the vacuum cleaner 

sucking out your brains
sucking out your brains

to be normal

i've never been able to stand being normal
while they've all been making a plan for me in their world 
to normalise
homogenise
to live their lies
to be their equal

the lesser evil

dumbed down
dumbed down
to drag me down
to be their equal

the lesser evil

in equality with nothingness 
to share the quality of mindlessness 
to be their equal 

the lesser evil
the lesser evil



the lesser evil

This song corresponds to the bilingual world we live in (and the madness into which the world is slipping more and more):
Vérité Enterrée – Buried Truth
J'ai traversé les rues sous la lumière - artificial light that leads nowhere. 
Dans cette ville où tout le monde marche - after these lies so large.
Tout le monde - walks alone - Tout le monde - lives in silicone.
You and I we make noise this night, without voice, truth being noise.
Les ombres dansent sur les murs - show us what once was sure.
Chaque pas – could bring truth ahead -  quand ce sera jamais - truth is never said. 
Tout le monde - is alone. Tout le monde - lives in silicone.
Toi et moi on bruit dans cette nuit – but only we. 
Perdu dans la foule, mais trouvant du réconfort - dans notre monde à part, s'échapper d'un trésor
Tout le monde - flees from the treasure. - Tout le monde - leaves truth in seizure.
Toi et moi on bruit dans cette nuit - without voice, truth being nose.
Perdu dans la foule, mais trouvant du réconfort - dans notre monde à part, s'échapper d'un trésor
Tout le monde - flees from the treasure. - Tout le monde - leaves truth in seizure.
Toi et moi on bruit dans cette nuit - without voice, truth being nose.


Vérité Enterrée - Buried Truth

SENSUALITÉ

she da wicked child
dat girl gone wild
she got them crazy streakin
dirty speakin'
super freakin'
when she tweakin
like da girl bin wicked born
in a disco tranny porn
like a wicked girl conceived
in a dumpster down on ghetto street


she got wicked style
dat girl gotta dial
she crankin'all da way up
ladder stay-ups
double D cups
smearin'makeup
minidress bin rip'd n'torn
in a disco tranny porn
all dat wicked girl believes
in her trailer trash stiletto heels 

she da wicked child
dat girl gone wild
she got them crazy streakin
dirty speakin'
super freakin'
when she tweakin

like da girl bin wicked born
in a disco tranny porn
like a wicked girl conceived
in a dumpster down on ghetto street

wicked

disco

disco tranny whore
she on da floor

she hunt da man
like a predator

da wicked disco tranny whore

she got wicked style
dat girl gotta dial
she crankin' all da way up
ladder stay-ups
double D cups
smearin' makeup

minidress be rip'd n'torn
in a disco tranny porn
all dat wicked girl believes
in her trailer trash stiletto heels 

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The Answer to Your Question

Drowning

CROSSED ROADS

Walking down the road again
Wondering where it leads
The stars above they guide me
Whispering my needs

Clouds are shifting shapes
Painting the sky blue
Paths we take unknown
But our hearts follow through

Fate will take its course
In a world so wide
We can't run or hide
Fate will be our guide

Winds of change are blowing
Life keeps moving fast
What tomorrow brings us
Only fate can cast

Moments of change are blowing
Life keeps moving fast
What tomorrow brings us
Only fate can cast

Moments lost and found
Memories we keep
In the hands of fate
We'll find what we seek

Clouds are shifting shapes
Painting the sky blue
Paths we take unknown
But our hearts follow through

Fate will take its course
In a world so wide
We can't run or hide
Fate will be our guide

Walking down the road again
Wondering where it leads
In the hands of fate
We'll find what we seek

Clouds are shifting shapes
Painting the sky blue
Paths we take unknown
But our hearts follow through

Walking down the road again
Wondering where it leads..

Crossed Roads

nothin' says
let's get a room
like my cheap parfum

nothing says
that i’m into you (boy)
like my deep

and true
lust for you

boy
(boy boy) boy (boy)
boy (boy boy boy) boy
boy

the way i’m writhin’ 
and gyrating
on the dance floor 

way i’m enticing
and i’m baiting
wanna chance for 
this boy

(boy boy) boy (boy)
boy (boy boy boy) boy
boy


(boy boy) boy (boy)
boy (boy boy boy) boy
boy

boy

(boy boy) boy (boy)
boy (boy boy boy) boy
boy


boy

(boy boy) boy (boy)
boy (boy boy boy) boy
boy

boy

boy you know you wanna take her home and let herget on top right on ride on delight on get on up let her get all what a girl wanna get got get go boy you know you know what that girl wants

cheap parfum

** Famous Tolstoy quotes:)
*"Wrong does not cease to be wrong because the majority share in it."

*"Seize the moments of happiness, love and be loved! That is the only reality in the world, all else is folly."

*"Real wisdom is not the knowledge of everything, but the knowledge of which things in life are necessary, which are less necessary, and which are completely unnecessary to know."

**"Since corrupt people unite amongst themselves to constitute a force, then honest people must do the same."

**"Just as one candle lights another and can light thousands of other candles, so one heart illuminates another heart and can illuminate thousands of other hearts."

**"Freethinkers are those who are willing to use their minds without prejudice and without fearing to understand things that clash with their own customs, privileges, or beliefs. This state of mind is not common, but it is essential for right thinking."

**"Once we're thrown off our habitual paths, we think all is lost, but it's only here that the new and the good begins."

**"A man is like a fraction whose numerator is what he is and whose denominator is what he thinks of himself. The larger the denominator, the smaller the fraction."

**"Love is the only way to rescue humanity from all ills."

**"Many people have ideas on how others should change; few people have ideas on how they should change."

**"The difference between real material poison and intellectual poison is that most material poison is disgusting to the taste, but intellectual poison, which takes the form of cheap newspapers or bad books, can unfortunately sometimes be attractive."

**"Men pray to the Almighty to relieve poverty. But poverty comes not from God's laws-it is blasphemy of the worst kind to say that. Poverty comes from man's injustice to his fellow man."
-- Leo Tolstoy

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***

TITLE TOLSTOY'S WHISPER
______________________________________________________________________
LYRICS:

(Verse 1)
He spoke of love that knows no chains
A truth that cuts through life's remains
A simple life where hearts are free
Tolstoy's whisper
A melody

(Verse 2)
He saw the rich
Their hollow throne
A world of greed
Where seeds are sown
He preached of peace
Of humble ways
Through fields of gold
His spirit sways

(Chorus)
Break the walls
Tear the veil
Live for love
Let kindness sail
In every soul
A spark to see
The light he dreamed for you and me

(Verse 3)
He walked with peasants
Felt their strife
Found the divine in daily life
No palace grand
No crown of gold
Just hearts that beat
Just hands to hold

(Bridge)
A man of earth
A voice of sky
He asked us all the question: Why?
Why chase the wind
Why fight the tide?
When love's the truth we can't divide

(Verse 4)
His books
They linger
Hearts ignite
A prophet’s voice
A guiding light
Through letters inked
His soul unfolds
A story told
Forever bold

Humble Is Enough

Tolstoy's Whisper

“Nobody Wants to Die” – Stephen Ryder

A soulful country ballad that speaks to the quiet fear we all carry.
We sing about heaven, talk about peace, but deep down—we’re still afraid to let go.

With  warm organ, and raw, emotional vocals, Nobody Wants to Die is a reflection on faith, mortality, and the human desire to hold on just a little longer.

For those who’ve asked the hard questions in the silence of the night—this one’s for you.

#StephenRyder #NobodyWantsToDie #CountrySoul #HeartlandGospel #IndieArtist #SingerSongwriter

Nobody Wants To Die

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