if you only knew

drunk thought

I’m finally happy. I’m doing absolutely fantastic. Thank you to all of the musicians who helped me get through it.  Don’t think I forgot y’all. And to all of you struggling who see this, keep going. It’s worth it I promise. Remember not every day will be happy but it is another chance. And that leads to more and more happy days. 

Learning to love every day. Myself. And others. Learning to live. Express. Be myself. And to be who I want to be. Learning to trust.

Have a beautiful blessed day.

Yk what summer was kinda a struggle but I’m getting my footing and feeling fing great! I got the gym. Fighting. And this cool person just showed up in my life. 

Everything happens for a reason. God is great and works in mysterious ways.



SH is addictive and disabling. I was 2.5 years clean and relapsed a week ago. Not badly. But it proved no matter how “okay” you are u can mess up and need to keep working at it


Yk that “cool person” I mentioned! Yeah well now me and her are 5 months into dating and oml she’s amazing!


“Cool person” that’s what I called her. She’s more than that tho. She’s my whole world. 7 months is 6 days away and genuinely I couldn’t imagine my life without her. “Cool person”. I can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with this “cool person”. My love. My Panda. My cool person.

I Like Rap, Cars, and super-sports motorcycles. I go to Bishop Carroll High School.  I'm 15 yrs old and I play Basketball.

I am a very sweet person that is for sure so yeah and I also love singing so yeah for sure 

presave my new album, What If? 💙

https://alexanderstewart.lnk.to/whatif

Everything gets worse before it gets better, at best it stays the same. Each of us lives bound and dependent by our individual knowledge and that is what we call reality. But ones reality may seem like an illusion to another person. That just helps anger and pain, suffering, and futility in this counterfeit world.

drunk thought

Alexander Stewart