prod yungspolier
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In a dream, and I can't wake up
And I've been stuck in the middle, I've been stuck in a rut
And I've been fucked up, but you already know that
Talking about that let me tell you bout that

In a nightmare, got a lot of friends in the end they won't be there
Demons in my head want me dead, they don't play fair
Why you never play fair?
Why you call me back just to tell me that you don't care?

All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead

Maybe I'm dramatic, just another kid that's too sporadic
And I talk to myself, and I put myself through hell
But I'm too emphatic
And I've been messed up, thinking bout the past I've been messed up
Tell me bout' that, let me tell you right back
Let me fall right back again

Cause time's in a loop, but I'm stuck in a crease
And I've been bitching till' I'm dead and deceased
And I'm eighteen, throw my life in a drain
Cause when the new year comes, No I'll still be the same

In a dream, and I can't wake up
And I've been stuck in the middle, I’'ve been stuck in a rut
And I've been fucked up, but you already know that
Talking about that let me tell you bout that

In a nightmare, got a lot of friends in the end they won't be there
Demons in my head want me dead, they don't play fair
Why you never play fair?
Why you call me back just to tell me that you don't care?

All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead
All my friends, I think they're in my head
All my friends, I think I'm better off dead

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nightmare (yungspoiler)

bad news prod. beemo! + nownotlater

i put my life on da line
hope u like it, sumn a bit different

@bitekivibes amv go go go!!😌 
https://youtu.be/3eIxy98DXek

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lifeontheline (p. michael rose)

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/datboiryen/no-new-friends
Mixed and Produced by: @johnkwondll

this the type of shit that’ll make a nigga go crazy
pull up to the party and i know she gon embrace me
and we singing like oouu uh yeah uh
i’m moving too fast, i think this cup got me lazy
we dont gotta dance, we can two-step baby
like one two, one two
(ryen what the fuck are you doing with my best friend? you fucking bitch.) 
(wtf)

too gone, cant think straight
bitch i was ten years old when i made my first mixtape
tell that bitch “try again”
she said she was the best thing for me, lie again
girl i had enough
i aint throwing no shade
keep lying to yourself and i’ll be okay
just dont talk shit cuz i can get my old flame
no new friends, no new friends no no new

back and forth
why you keep on hating on me?
girl i thought i was the past tense
yeah you fucked my life up
so ima go for your friend
if you dont like it, that’s tough
never really gave a fuck-
about you
and it took me some time-
to face that truth
so if it was up to me, i’d never see you again
mmh but you know that-
that’s not gon happen
i bet on myself
i’ve been working on mental health 
and im okay
yeah im sorry it didnt work out the way you wanted

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no new friends (p. typhoon)

p slicky 
this is fucked!
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/fun-suckr

fun suckr (p slicky)

p. @johnkwondll

lyrics

Talking to you, girl I know it’s been a minute
I wanna rekindle our love before it’s all finished
Forbidden fruit, God please don’t judge me 
I’m blessed for everything, please don’t take it from me
I’m sorry I’ve been far away, I just need my distance
And baby I’ve been undercover tryna see if you missed this
You say I’m fucking up your trust, babygirl just know I’m sorry
But I can’t be the only one crying at this party
Don’t call me

She said I was see-through but I’m not that guy
I need a redo, gotta get this shit right
And yeah I know, what it feels like
Cracking under PSI, don’t wanna be alive
But if I drop this song, then I know I’ll be alright
And Ima fuck with hoes just to keep a peace of mind 
I need to take control of whatever makes me
So when I blow up, they’ll never break me
Lately

So won’t you save me
I’m tryna out my best
I hope the Lord will take me
I ain’t worried about the rest, I know your friends hate me
I’m just doing what I know
I don’t wanna have to go
There’s just something about the way you talk to me
It just pisses me off

Watch just how you talking, you disrespecting my fucking name
Treat somebody well, and you’d think they’d do you the fucking same
Well damn I guess girl I’m fucking wrong
Red flag, she wanna fucking song damn
Baby I’ve been away for a while now
I got so caught up in my head, girl when I found out
I loved you through your imperfections, everything you came with
It’s everything that you do
I’m feeling like I can’t win, can’t win
Fuck

lately

i'm still thinking about chicago.


thank u to joeboi for saving the project file. i love u.

sweet illinois

a fake scene awakens
curvin my bad decisions
might fall back tonight
all the paths i’ve takin 
n i keep regressing
my regrets in this

u make me delusional
f*ck u for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal

i got caught up in the way that we talk
moved too fast then we swerved hit a wall
brake fast finish last
leading me along
always gettin high 
why’d u leave me at a low?
i can fix u up
let me in take it slow
fight me outside
back it up when we’re alone
u f*ck my head up like a prozac
empty like a bottle no signal like i’m blocked in

u make me delusional
f*ck you for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal

consider i take the past away
or i rewash all that pain away
can’t take it back instead replay
every detail of those memories made,
we got swept up tryna force this
love n loss just part of the process
built up mountains of remorses
split us up n now we’re corpses to us,
we let the outside take us
hard to bring back 
what was had after lost trust
still look for u in the real world
were we just lust?
that we called love?

(i gotta yell here? f*ck)
u make me delusional
f*ck you for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal
u make me delusional
f*ck this make me risk it all
loose love thinking you ripped me off
too high off your counter love

medicinal

https://open.spotify.com/track/0bqdZ25dWQ6LgEV3G8J9fu?si=0c6142c1cf9e46a0

biteki vid vvvvvv
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmOMzIdftbo

lov u fern <33 @x1fern

mix and master by me

Vocals
https://soundcloud.com/kryst4n/lovely-ft-fern-p-king-theta-184-bm-vocals/s-5c5ywlaA5qq?si=ba41921996cf453f851b8906a4d4068a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics ~

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

(fern)
tell me a secret 
cuz i cant believe it
i've been thinking bout you at my 9 to 5
and how i wanna spend my whole life
shawty in my head got me kinda fucked up
sitting in my room wanna say i love you
tryna be cool but im burning up inside
baby if u have me im here for the ride
im here for the ride

(me)
paint me darling
make me important
cuz id do anything just for a glimpse of ur attention
tell me ur sorry said don't even worry
u couldnt mess up anything if u tried tried
my dear ur perfect
ur so lovely
I was drowning in hurt until u came beside me
cuz u lighten my mood and there's stars all around me
cuz u make it so bright when its raining and cloudy

lovely feat 1fern prod king theta

remix of trippie redd's 'leray'

'cause even if my worlds on fire
you could be the one to put it out
i told you that i barely cry

that just goes to show that i need you now, oh whoa
that i need ya now, oh whoa
that i need ya now
that i need ya now, oh whoa

you asked to call me
i pick up and you tell me 'bout the party
and how you felt when you kissed me
you know that i'll miss it
that moment when you leaned close
you closed your eyes while we were on the floor
or that moment when we laid on grass outside your flat
you could tell i wanted more

'cause even if the worlds on fire
you could be the one to put it out
i told you that i barely cry

that just goes to show that i need you now, oh whoa
that i need ya now, oh whoa
that i need ya now
that i need ya now, oh whoa
that just goes to show that i need you now, oh whoa
that i need ya now, oh whoa (that I need ya)
that i need ya now (now, now, now)
that i need ya now, oh whoa
that I need ya now

need you now

prod pacific

how do you not realise
the problem, it is much bigger
you want me back after all the wack shit
i've been through received from you
but it's okay, there is no way we'd replay
this wasn't fun, how could it be?
it was all a rush for you not me

you did me wrong, don't call your mom, moral support won't fix it all
it's all your fault, don't say you want more time for thoughts, just use your brain

you can stay all night for the weekend
baby, you can try and make a move, leave you waiting
push me to the side and you tell me you don't need me
come and take the wheel, you can drive me off the deep end
this your mess you made
you overstate the men you date to piss me off
for goodness sakes, you'd make me wait
you'd better change, you did me wrong

shut up and drink your wine
it's stolen 'cause your card declined
you spill your drank on me, ya breaking me 
it's make-believe, i waited three years for you
to come through
you'd waste my time, can we leave it?
i don't wanna fight no more, it's repeating

lifeontheline (p. michael rose)

alx

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