I don't wanna get back into this
Tell me what you've been doing with him
Said it didn't mean anything, that he's just a friend

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
(And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead)

Maybe it'd be better if we let things die
But I won't be mourning you
I already have a back full of thorns
Its true, romance favors no man
And it feels like he's left with no chance
At redemption
Maybe that's because he's still resenting you
(He's still resenting you)

Hope to read between the lines
You sent me
I know where he lives so don't tempt me
Really need you here when I'm empty
If I come around could we talk it out
Or is it better off left unsaid
Your apology would still be accepted
Because you're exceptional
It's hard to see you go

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed

And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead
Yeah we should have just stayed as friends
Some things better off left unsaid
But I still want you in my bed
And now I'm feeling like I'm better off dead

unsaid w/poptropicaslutz (frevel x mampitsu x orora x northeast lights)

li.sten.to/gladimoveru
ig: ripavah

lyrics:
I'm a mess up, pure disaster
She said she love me but I'm thinking she an actor
But now I'm better, cause I'm not with her
Everyday I woke up it's a pure disaster

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Do you see what I became

I'm so messed up
I was lost in the fake love

Glad that I'm over you now
Every single time when you're name comes up, I'm fucked up, hate it when you're around
Caffeine fueled, I'm a fool I'm just tryna blow up maybe go a couple more rounds
Give me one second, just hear my sound, used to fuck up convos that made me drown

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

She made my heart turn blue
You're hiding from the truth
I didn't know what to do
I'm glad I'm over you

Dropped out so I'd feel the fame, fucked up cause I hate your ways
Blacked out don't know what to say, fuck you hope you felt the shame
Bygones will be bygones but I never loved you anyway
Do you see what I became

avah

glad i'm over u

other platforms

glad i'm over u (mcx)

a fake scene awakens
curvin my bad decisions
might fall back tonight
all the paths i’ve takin 
n i keep regressing
my regrets in this

u make me delusional
f*ck u for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal

i got caught up in the way that we talk
moved too fast then we swerved hit a wall
brake fast finish last
leading me along
always gettin high 
why’d u leave me at a low?
i can fix u up
let me in take it slow
fight me outside
back it up when we’re alone
u f*ck my head up like a prozac
empty like a bottle no signal like i’m blocked in

u make me delusional
f*ck you for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal

consider i take the past away
or i rewash all that pain away
can’t take it back instead replay
every detail of those memories made,
we got swept up tryna force this
love n loss just part of the process
built up mountains of remorses
split us up n now we’re corpses to us,
we let the outside take us
hard to bring back 
what was had after lost trust
still look for u in the real world
were we just lust?
that we called love?

(i gotta yell here? f*ck)
u make me delusional
f*ck you for losin hope
loose love it was conditional
used me like medicinal
u make me delusional
f*ck this make me risk it all
loose love thinking you ripped me off
too high off your counter love

medicinal

moment

prod. @claudesdiary and @assperrr

--------

i took that photograph of us on the couch
said things were perfect, took the words from my mouth
we got too close and then you told me about 
all the guys in your mind, but i'm not one of them
told me come over, cause you miss when he's there
get lost and try to find my way through your stare
i’d give you everything you wanted, i swear 
worth a try? never mind, overstepping again 

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
fast asleep, do you think maybe there could be a glimpse?
i have dreams of hoping i could be him 
your namesake, walking over me again 
split between someone you love and a friend 
i'd let you know, but i'm worried that you and me would end

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my heart's yours to take 

girl i don't think these feelings'll ever change
but if i gotta i’d suppress it away 
so if you'd let me, i could be something great 
not a guy that'll lie, swear i'm not one of them 
love where we are, but we could be so much more 
i’d make you mine if you'd just open the door
i apologize, baby it's something i can't ignore 
over time, hope it's fine, and we'll keep being friends

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
i’d say it all but i'm worried that things wouldn't make sense

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my hearts your's to take

chase

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

experimental. 

huge shoutout to @kryst3n, my best friend in the scene for doin this feat. so glad we made a song finally ily twin <3333

lyrics:

one fight then we break up
then you’re coming back and you’re always tryna make up
do it all again, do it all again,
tell me you’re in love then you say we’re better friends

saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
been alone i’m in my bed now 
fuckin hope you understand that
saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
imma go and i won’t even say goodbye
i’ll dieeee

(SUICIDES MY ONLY HOPE)

im falling u dont even give a damn
you would rather focus on everything that i did wrong
your legs move running fast as you can
you were called out on all the bullshit that you said

I was the other fucking half of u
threw out good times im so fucking mad with u
now its bad habits we fell back into 
i hope all ur new friends turn and laugh at u i swear

saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
been alone i’m in my bed now 
fuckin hope you understand that
saying i was the other fuckin half of you
i don’t know why i was always running back to you
imma go and i won’t even say goodbye
i’ll dieeee

all plats

back2u w/ kryst3n [prod. dercept x 80root]

so this is off of my old PC which broke and i lost all the files :p so if mix sounds weird that why,,..hoppeeee u enjoy(:
presave fisheye !!! ffm.to/fisheye

(shoutout @youngburial @dead4cf for gettin on <3)

codependent w/fatse & 4cf (xmichaelwarren)

1/3...

shoutout siem spark i love you
shoutout zivve so underrated.

the start of something new.

lyrics:

[mosh]

i, i don't understand all of your lies
can we fucking go back to that night
oh why
oh why

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
you told me that

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
please tell me why
woahhh

[zivve]

broke my heart but still in love its such a 
shame that i got all these scars 
dumb assumptions i cant function
built us up tore us apart

i really fucking love u baby
so tell me how u move on lately
while my heart still movin vaguely
and i hate how i cant get over u

my heart rythm
beats like nothing ive felt before
ooo,
tryna stay steady and rest
the way u play wit my head- 
i swear im already dead

[mosh]

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
you told me that

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
please tell me why
woahhh

<3

moved on w/ zivve (siemspark + ayoley)

prod. by me

lyrics:

cigarettes for fun
got me kinda fucked
never had a choice
and i feel so fake

tyrna die young
im always on the run
never take advice
it feels too lame

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 


always having fun now
never ever shut down
never learned for life
i think i might just drop out 

always run around now
never ever think loud
never had the guts to be like this
you know me?

always run away
never solved my problems
cigarettes all the same
cause i know they kill me

never liked the taste of life
imma make it okay
never liked the taste of time
imma make it decay

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 

bath

https://soundcloud.com/heybelak
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.L1GHT

Obsessive w/ Belak

prod. bev 
lyrics - 
i guess its safe to say that you meant alot
i wasnt trying to fix you
i was trying to fix myself 
i really thought that you would help
wish i could show you how i felt
when you told me go to h*ll
for the past few months been broken hearted
miss your touch, I miss you calling 
go back to the day when our lips first parted 
I’m so sorry,
finish what I started 
for the past few months been broken hearted
miss your touch, I miss you calling 
go back to the day when our lips first parted 
I’m so sorry,
finish what I started
you said you had new man,
tell him finish what I started, 
baby I was waiting, you were playing, you were stalling,
and when I fell, you left me falling
mama told me if you really loved me you would call me
 -
All your love intoxicates 
you made me lose my balance
oh I’m losing faith, I can’t keep up with
with all her lies, I see revenge up in her eyes, 
"go to h*ll I hope you die”
thats what she told me
i 
miss when i would hold you 
really miss the old you, but now my baby’s old news
I been overthinking
should I call,
or should I leave it alone? 
I’m such a mess I need these drugs to keep me way’ from my phone
cant you love me cant you miss me cant you just feel the same?
cant you hug me cant you  kiss me cant you just say my name?
but you dont even think about me theres a hole in my brain
living peacefully without me girl im going insane

finish what i started

Spotify

MY SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6TFbkieDWB8aPLaZFsGquH?si=5MVUP3yORA-6T3hqx9wV6Q

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