needs & wants

prod. @claudesdiary and @assperrr

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i took that photograph of us on the couch
said things were perfect, took the words from my mouth
we got too close and then you told me about 
all the guys in your mind, but i'm not one of them
told me come over, cause you miss when he's there
get lost and try to find my way through your stare
i’d give you everything you wanted, i swear 
worth a try? never mind, overstepping again 

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
fast asleep, do you think maybe there could be a glimpse?
i have dreams of hoping i could be him 
your namesake, walking over me again 
split between someone you love and a friend 
i'd let you know, but i'm worried that you and me would end

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my heart's yours to take 

girl i don't think these feelings'll ever change
but if i gotta i’d suppress it away 
so if you'd let me, i could be something great 
not a guy that'll lie, swear i'm not one of them 
love where we are, but we could be so much more 
i’d make you mine if you'd just open the door
i apologize, baby it's something i can't ignore 
over time, hope it's fine, and we'll keep being friends

slow down time, i wanna cherish it all 
hold the line, cause i still pray for your call 
sit outside, and watch the stars till we fall
i’d say it all but i'm worried that things wouldn't make sense

i tolerate the internal pain 
cause i love the way that you say my name 
my heart would break if i stopped the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, i can't quit the race 
we'll never change, if you felt the same 
cause i love the way that we'd sit and lay 
forget everything, i can't stop the chase 
cause you're worth it babe, my hearts your's to take

chase

chase (prod. claude & asperr)

a song i made about hating the cold and having depression lmao

shoutout michael for being that guy
shoutout aspect n heyrick for beat
yay

lyrics:

i hate the cold and you hate it too
i wish that i could be with you
if we wanted to, do this together
remember the times that we felt better

and now we don't
i feel alone
i fucking miss you don't be long
i don't like when you're gone
cus i don't know where you are
come back cus i can't fucking restart

i hate the cold and you hate it too
and you hate it too
remember all the fucking times i texted you
i'll play it cool
cus we can do this together
i really wanna die i hate this weather x2

oooowoahhhhh

really really wanna see you by my side
oh, is it really worth being alive
i just wanna survive for the night
just so i can look into those beautiful eyes

you tell beautiful lies
but we should never fight
i just wanna live my own fucking life
at the end of the night
i just wanna go cry
but you always know that-

i hate the cold and you hate it too
and you hate it too
remember all the fucking times i texted you
i'll play it cool
cus we can do this together
i really wanna die i hate this weather x2

oooowoahhhhh

hate the cold (aspect + heyrick)

produced by highsky beats: https://www.youtube.com/@highskybeats/videos

featuring Owskie: 
https://soundcloud.com/omar-aguilera-15
https://open.spotify.com/artist/0k09T3Crt7wBZaPdX61eNF

stop feat. Owskie (prod.  highsky beats)

i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

prod. sudbath

i'm friends with a ghost
that doesn't mind my behavior
he's out of control
but i don't wanna be savior
are you ready to roll?
i ain't ready to face it
i can't do this alone
yeah i can't deal with the fake shit (x2)

so tell me why it's inside out
did the battle begin?
i'm stuck at home without a weapon
let my guard down again

baby this is god's fight now
and i'm over my head
there's a ghost on the bed
think i'm already dead

the way it all began
maybe i don't need you, baby.. who u think i am?
u don't treat me like an equal cus i don't think that u can
and we lost it all, don't even worry bout it
it's just a trust fall

i'm friends with a ghost
that doesn't mind my behavior
he's out of control
but i don't wanna be savior
are you ready to roll?
i ain't ready to face it
i can't do this alone
yeah i can't deal with the fake shit (x2)

where you want me, and where's my mind
i got a halo on me to bide my time
where you want me, where's my mind
i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

the way it all began
maybe i don't need you, baby.. who u think i am?
u don't treat me like an equal cus i don't think that u can
and we lost it all, don't even worry bout it
it's just a trust fall

wanna be a friend to u
but u lost yourself
u don't want no help, (so okay with hell)
i just hate to leave you out

in the thick of it all, must be sick of it all
if i crash, ima f-

where you want me, and where's my mind
i got a halo on me to bide my time
where you want me, where's my mind
i think that this'll haunt me for the rest of my life

i'm friends with a ghost

ghost

1/3...

shoutout siem spark i love you
shoutout zivve so underrated.

the start of something new.

lyrics:

[mosh]

i, i don't understand all of your lies
can we fucking go back to that night
oh why
oh why

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
you told me that

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
please tell me why
woahhh

[zivve]

broke my heart but still in love its such a 
shame that i got all these scars 
dumb assumptions i cant function
built us up tore us apart

i really fucking love u baby
so tell me how u move on lately
while my heart still movin vaguely
and i hate how i cant get over u

my heart rythm
beats like nothing ive felt before
ooo,
tryna stay steady and rest
the way u play wit my head- 
i swear im already dead

[mosh]

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
you told me that

how the fuck you
moved on so fast
i can't even lie
i want you back
come over for the night
im way too sad
please tell me why
please tell me why
woahhh

<3

moved on w/ zivve (siemspark + ayoley)

𝘪𝘮𝘢 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦
additional production by me
https://open.spotify.com/album/1Q2ggA8q5zizowN7b2AJat?si=_dkJHWDjSz6JXoDPz9XwNw
visualizer: https://youtu.be/ELC3oCwdewU

(I’ma say sorry then I do again)
(I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends)
(Now you live in my head, now I play pretend)
(I don’t wanna die, but I think about it)
(Swear I wanna die when I think about it)
(Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded)
(And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded)

You’ve been outta touch for a minute, I know
You been outta reach, you’ve been trying to grow
And it’s hard to breathe when you think about it
Hard to say sorry when it don’t mean shit

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I’ma ruin my life, I’ma fuck up my friends
I’ma say sorry, then I’ll do it again
I’ma burn every bridge, till’ I’m stuck in the ends
Now you live in my head, now I play pretend

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

I don’t wanna die, but I think about it
Swear I wanna die when I think about it
Hard to see the light when your thoughts clouded
And I only feel alive when the room’s crowded

spotify

ends (simon m)

prod. by me

lyrics:

cigarettes for fun
got me kinda fucked
never had a choice
and i feel so fake

tyrna die young
im always on the run
never take advice
it feels too lame

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 


always having fun now
never ever shut down
never learned for life
i think i might just drop out 

always run around now
never ever think loud
never had the guts to be like this
you know me?

always run away
never solved my problems
cigarettes all the same
cause i know they kill me

never liked the taste of life
imma make it okay
never liked the taste of time
imma make it decay

sold my body to the things that fucked me up
told myself i'll never be like this oh god
couple lil shots and i think im done 
told myself i'll never be like this oh god

i gave my body away for a better life
for a better time
i threw my life away for a better time
but take a look at my 


bloodbath
~
b-bloodbath 

bath

you'll waste my time till it kills you  ♡‧₊˚໒꒰ྀི ๑ ´ ˘ ` ू ꒱ྀིა♡‧₊˚

prod/written/art by me

lyrics:
but you
youll waste my time till it kills you
and i cant really tell if you tried

call me from your hotel
say you hate him
but still wish him well

and everything's fine in the moment
closer and closer we're holding

and not knowing

that you
you'll waste my time till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

cause im done with you
i don’t understand
why you would break everything that we had

you and me are hopeless x2

but you
you'll waste my time 
till it kills you
and i 
cant really tell if you tried

bath

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